1854
WALDEN
Or Life In The Woods
by Henry David Thoreau
ECONOMY
ECONOMY
WHEN I WROTE the following pages, or rather the bulk of them,
I
lived alone, in the woods, a mile from any neighbor, in a house
which I had built myself, on the shore of Walden Pond, in Concord,
Massachusetts, and earned my living by the labor of my hands
only. I
lived there two years and two months. At present I am a sojourner
in
civilized life again.
I should not obtrude my affairs so much on the notice of my
readers if very particular inquiries had not been made by my
townsmen concerning my mode of life, which some would call
impertinent, though they do not appear to me at all impertinent,
but, considering the circumstances, very natural and pertinent.
Some
have asked what I got to eat; if I did not feel lonesome; if
I was not
afraid; and the like. Others have been curious to learn what
portion
of my income I devoted to charitable purposes; and some, who
have
large families, how many poor children I maintained. I will
therefore ask those of my readers who feel no particular interest
in
me to pardon me if I undertake to answer some of these questions
in
this book. In most books, the I, or first person, is omitted;
in
this it will be retained; that, in respect to egotism, is the
main
difference. We commonly do not remember that it is, after all,
always the first person that is speaking. I should not talk so
much
about myself if there were anybody else whom I knew as well.
Unfortunately, I am confined to this theme by the narrowness
of my
experience. Moreover, I, on my side, require of every writer,
first or
last, a simple and sincere account of his own life, and not merely
what he has heard of other men's lives; some such account as
he
would send to his kindred from a distant land; for if he has
lived
sincerely, it must have been in a distant land to me. Perhaps
these
pages are more particularly addressed to poor students. As for
the
rest of my readers, they will accept such portions as apply to
them. I
trust that none will stretch the seams in putting on the coat,
for
it may do good service to him whom it fits.
I would fain say something, not so much concerning the Chinese
and
Sandwich Islanders as you who read these pages, who are said
to live
in New England; something about your condition, especially your
outward condition or circumstances in this world, in this town,
what
it is, whether it is necessary that it be as bad as it is, whether
it cannot be improved as well as not. I have travelled a good
deal
in Concord; and everywhere, in shops, and offices, and fields,
the
inhabitants have appeared to me to be doing penance in a thousand
remarkable ways. What I have heard of Bramins sitting exposed
to
four fires and looking in the face of the sun; or hanging suspended,
with their heads downward, over flames; or looking at the heavens
over
their shoulders "until it becomes impossible for them to
resume
their natural position, while from the twist of the neck nothing
but
liquids can pass into the stomach"; or dwelling, chained
for life,
at the foot of a tree; or measuring with their bodies, like
caterpillars, the breadth of vast empires; or standing on one
leg on
the tops of pillars- even these forms of conscious penance are
hardly more incredible and astonishing than the scenes which
I daily
witness. The twelve labors of Hercules were trifling in comparison
with those which my neighbors have undertaken; for they were
only
twelve, and had an end; but I could never see that these men
slew or
captured any monster or finished any labor. They have no friend
Iolaus
to burn with a hot iron the root of the hydra's head, but as
soon as
one head is crushed, two spring up.
I see young men, my townsmen, whose misfortune it is to have
inherited farms, houses, barns, cattle, and farming tools; for
these
are more easily acquired than got rid of. Better if they had
been born
in the open pasture and suckled by a wolf, that they might have
seen
with clearer eyes what field they were called to labor in. Who
made
them serfs of the soil? Why should they eat their sixty acres,
when
man is condemned to eat only his peck of dirt? Why should they
begin
digging their graves as soon as they are born? They have got
to live a
man's life, pushing all these things before them, and get on
as well
as they can. How many a poor immortal soul have I met well-nigh
crushed and smothered under its load, creeping down the road
of
life, pushing before it a barn seventy-five feet by forty, its
Augean stables never cleansed, and one hundred acres of land,
tillage,
mowing, pasture, and woodlot! The portionless, who struggle with
no
such unnecessary inherited encumbrances, find it labor enough
to
subdue and cultivate a few cubic feet of flesh.
But men labor under a mistake. The better part of the man is
soon
plowed into the soil for compost. By a seeming fate, commonly
called
necessity, they are employed, as it says in an old book, laying
up
treasures which moth and rust will corrupt and thieves break
through
and steal. It is a fool's life, as they will find when they get
to the
end of it, if not before. It is said that Deucalion and Pyrrha
created
men by throwing stones over their heads behind them:
Inde genus durum sumus, experiensque laborum,
Et documenta damus qua simus origine nati.
Or, as Raleigh rhymes it in his sonorous way,
"From thence our kind hard-hearted is, enduring pain
and care,
Approving that our bodies of a stony nature are."
So much for a blind obedience to a blundering oracle, throwing
the
stones over their heads behind them, and not seeing where they
fell.
Most men, even in this comparatively free country, through mere
ignorance and mistake, are so occupied with the factitious cares
and
superfluously coarse labors of life that its finer fruits cannot
be
plucked by them. Their fingers, from excessive toil, are too
clumsy
and tremble too much for that. Actually, the laboring man has
not
leisure for a true integrity day by day; he cannot afford to
sustain
the manliest relations to men; his labor would be depreciated
in the
market. He has no time to be anything but a machine. How can
he
remember well his ignorance- which his growth requires- who has
so
often to use his knowledge? We should feed and clothe him gratuitously
sometimes, and recruit him with our cordials, before we judge
of
him. The finest qualities of our nature, like the bloom on fruits,
can
be preserved only by the most delicate handling. Yet we do not
treat
ourselves nor one another thus tenderly.
Some of you, we all know, are poor, find it hard to live, are
sometimes, as it were, gasping for breath. I have no doubt that
some
of you who read this book are unable to pay for all the dinners
which
you have actually eaten, or for the coats and shoes which are
fast
wearing or are already worn out, and have come to this page to
spend
borrowed or stolen time, robbing your creditors of an hour. It
is
very evident what mean and sneaking lives many of you live, for
my
sight has been whetted by experience; always on the limits, trying
to get into business and trying to get out of debt, a very ancient
slough, called by the Latins aes alienum, another's brass, for
some of
their coins were made of brass; still living, and dying, and
buried by
this other's brass; always promising to pay, promising to pay,
tomorrow, and dying today, insolvent; seeking to curry favor,
to get
custom, by how many modes, only not state-prison offences; lying,
flattering, voting, contracting yourselves into a nutshell of
civility
or dilating into an atmosphere of thin and vaporous generosity,
that
you may persuade your neighbor to let you make his shoes, or
his hat,
or his coat, or his carriage, or import his groceries for him;
making
yourselves sick, that you may lay up something against a sick
day,
something to be tucked away in an old chest, or in a stocking
behind
the plastering, or, more safely, in the brick bank; no matter
where,
no matter how much or how little.
I sometimes wonder that we can be so frivolous, I may almost
say, as
to attend to the gross but somewhat foreign form of servitude
called
Negro Slavery, there are so many keen and subtle masters that
enslave
both North and South. It is hard to have a Southern overseer;
it is
worse to have a Northern one; but worst of all when you are the
slave-driver of yourself. Talk of a divinity in man! Look at
the
teamster on the highway, wending to market by day or night; does
any
divinity stir within him? His highest duty to fodder and water
his
horses! What is his destiny to him compared with the shipping
interests? Does not he drive for Squire Make-a-stir? How godlike,
how
immortal, is he? See how he cowers and sneaks, how vaguely all
the day
he fears, not being immortal nor divine, but the slave and prisoner
of
his own opinion of himself, a fame won by his own deeds. Public
opinion is a weak tyrant compared with our own private opinion.
What a
man thinks of himself, that it is which determines, or rather
indicates, his fate. Self-emancipation even in the West Indian
provinces of the fancy and imagination- what Wilberforce is there
to
bring that about? Think, also, of the ladies of the land weaving
toilet cushions against the last day, not to betray too green
an
interest in their fates! As if you could kill time without injuring
eternity.
The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called
resignation is confirmed desperation. From the desperate city
you go
into the desperate country, and have to console yourself with
the
bravery of minks and muskrats. A stereotyped but unconscious
despair
is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements
of
mankind. There is no play in them, for this comes after work.
But it
is a characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things.
When we consider what, to use the words of the catechism, is
the
chief end of man, and what are the true necessaries and means
of life,
it appears as if men had deliberately chosen the common mode
of living
because they preferred it to any other. Yet they honestly think
there
is no choice left. But alert and healthy natures remember that
the sun
rose clear. It is never too late to give up our prejudices. No
way of
thinking or doing, however ancient, can be trusted without proof.
What
everybody echoes or in silence passes by as true today may turn
out to
be falsehood tomorrow, mere smoke of opinion, which some had
trusted
for a cloud that would sprinkle fertilizing rain on their fields.
What
old people say you cannot do, you try and find that you can.
Old deeds
for old people, and new deeds for new. Old people did not know
enough
once, perchance, to fetch fresh fuel to keep the fire a-going;
new
people put a little dry wood under a pot, and are whirled round
the
globe with the speed of birds, in a way to kill old people, as
the
phrase is. Age is no better, hardly so well, qualified for an
instructor as youth, for it has not profited so much as it has
lost.
One may almost doubt if the wisest man has learned anything of
absolute value by living. Practically, the old have no very important
advice to give the young, their own experience has been so partial,
and their lives have been such miserable failures, for private
reasons, as they must believe; and it may be that they have some
faith
left which belies that experience, and they are only less young
than
they were. I have lived some thirty years on this planet, and
I have
yet to hear the first syllable of valuable or even earnest advice
from
my seniors. They have told me nothing, and probably cannot tell
me
anything to the purpose. Here is life, an experiment to a great
extent
untried by me; but it does not avail me that they have tried
it. If I
have any experience which I think valuable, I am sure to reflect
that
this my Mentors said nothing about.
One farmer says to me, "You cannot live on vegetable food
solely,
for it furnishes nothing to make bones with"; and so he
religiously
devotes a part of his day to supplying his system with the raw
material of bones; walking all the while he talks behind his
oxen,
which, with vegetable-made bones, jerk him and his lumbering
plow
along in spite of every obstacle. Some things are really necessaries
of life in some circles, the most helpless and diseased, which
in
others are luxuries merely, and in others still are entirely
unknown.
The whole ground of human life seems to some to have been gone
over by their predecessors, both the heights and the valleys,
and
all things to have been cared for. According to Evelyn, "the
wise
Solomon prescribed ordinances for the very distances of trees;
and the
Roman praetors have decided how often you may go into your
neighbor's land to gather the acorns which fall on it without
trespass, and what share belongs to that neighbor." Hippocrates
has
even left directions how we should cut our nails; that is, even
with
the ends of the fingers, neither shorter nor longer. Undoubtedly
the
very tedium and ennui which presume to have exhausted the variety
and the joys of life are as old as Adam. But man's capacities
have
never been measured; nor are we to judge of what he can do by
any
precedents, so little has been tried. Whatever have been thy
failures hitherto, "be not afflicted, my child, for who
shall assign
to thee what thou hast left undone?"
We might try our lives by a thousand simple tests; as, for instance,
that the same sun which ripens my beans illumines at once a system
of earths like ours. If I had remembered this it would have
prevented some mistakes. This was not the light in which I hoed
them. The stars are the apexes of what wonderful triangles! What
distant and different beings in the various mansions of the universe
are contemplating the same one at the same moment! Nature and
human
life are as various as our several constitutions. Who shall say
what
prospect life offers to another? Could a greater miracle take
place
than for us to look through each other's eyes for an instant?
We
should live in all the ages of the world in an hour; ay, in all
the
worlds of the ages. History, Poetry, Mythology!- I know of no
reading of another's experience so startling and informing as
this
would be.
The greater part of what my neighbors call good I believe in
my soul
to be bad, and if I repent of anything, it is very likely to
be my
good behavior. What demon possessed me that I behaved so well?
You may
say the wisest thing you can, old man- you who have lived seventy
years, not without honor of a kind- I hear an irresistible voice
which
invites me away from all that. One generation abandons the enterprises
of another like stranded vessels.
I think that we may safely trust a good deal more than we do.
We may
waive just so much care of ourselves as we honestly bestow
elsewhere. Nature is as well adapted to our weakness as to our
strength. The incessant anxiety and strain of some is a well-nigh
incurable form of disease. We are made to exaggerate the importance
of
what work we do; and yet how much is not done by us! or, what
if we
had been taken sick? How vigilant we are! determined not to live
by
faith if we can avoid it; all the day long on the alert, at night
we
unwillingly say our prayers and commit ourselves to uncertainties.
So thoroughly and sincerely are we compelled to live, reverencing
our life, and denying the possibility of change. This is the
only way,
we say; but there are as many ways as there can be drawn radii
from
one centre. All change is a miracle to contemplate; but it is
a
miracle which is taking place every instant. Confucius said,
"To
know that we know what we know, and that we do not know what
we do not
know, that is true knowledge." When one man has reduced
a fact of
the imagination to be a fact to his understanding, I foresee
that
all men at length establish their lives on that basis.
Let us consider for a moment what most of the trouble and anxiety
which I have referred to is about, and how much it is necessary
that
we be troubled, or at least careful. It would be some advantage
to
live a primitive and frontier life, though in the midst of an
outward
civilization, if only to learn what are the gross necessaries
of
life and what methods have been taken to obtain them; or even
to
look over the old day-books of the merchants, to see what it
was
that men most commonly bought at the stores, what they stored,
that
is, what are the grossest groceries. For the improvements of
ages have
had but little influence on the essential laws of man's existence:
as our skeletons, probably, are not to be distinguished from
those
of our ancestors.
By the words, necessary of life, I mean whatever, of all that
man
obtains by his own exertions, has been from the first, or from
long
use has become, so important to human life that few, if any,
whether
from savageness, or poverty, or philosophy, ever attempt to do
without
it. To many creatures there is in this sense but one necessary
of
life, Food. To the bison of the prairie it is a few inches of
palatable grass, with water to drink; unless he seeks the Shelter
of
the forest or the mountain's shadow. None of the brute creation
requires more than Food and Shelter. The necessaries of life
for man
in this climate may, accurately enough, be distributed under
the
several heads of Food, Shelter, Clothing, and Fuel; for not till
we
have secured these are we prepared to entertain the true problems
of
life with freedom and a prospect of success. Man has invented,
not
only houses, but clothes and cooked food; and possibly from the
accidental discovery of the warmth of fire, and the consequent
use
of it, at first a luxury, arose the present necessity to sit
by it. We
observe cats and dogs acquiring the same second nature. By proper
Shelter and Clothing we legitimately retain our own internal
heat; but
with an excess of these, or of Fuel, that is, with an external
heat
greater than our own internal, may not cookery properly be said
to
begin? Darwin, the naturalist, says of the inhabitants of Tierra
del
Fuego, that while his own party, who were well clothed and sitting
close to a fire, were far from too warm, these naked savages,
who were
farther off, were observed, to his great surprise, "to be
streaming
with perspiration at undergoing such a roasting." So, we
are told, the
New Hollander goes naked with impunity, while the European shivers
in his clothes. Is it impossible to combine the hardiness of
these
savages with the intellectualness of the civilized man? According
to
Liebig, man's body is a stove, and food the fuel which keeps
up the
internal combustion in the lungs. In cold weather we eat more,
in warm
less. The animal heat is the result of a slow combustion, and
disease and death take place when this is too rapid; or for want
of
fuel, or from some defect in the draught, the fire goes out.
Of course
the vital heat is not to be confounded with fire; but so much
for
analogy. It appears, therefore, from the above list, that the
expression, animal life, is nearly synonymous with the expression,
animal heat; for while Food may be regarded as the Fuel which
keeps up
the fire within us- and Fuel serves only to prepare that Food
or to
increase the warmth of our bodies by addition from without- Shelter
and Clothing also serve only to retain the heat thus generated
and
absorbed.
The grand necessity, then, for our bodies, is to keep warm, to
keep the vital heat in us. What pains we accordingly take, not
only
with our Food, and Clothing, and Shelter, but with our beds,
which are
our night-clothes, robbing the nests and breasts of birds to
prepare
this shelter within a shelter, as the mole has its bed of grass
and
leaves at the end of its burrow! The poor man is wont to complain
that
this is a cold world; and to cold, no less physical than social,
we
refer directly a great part of our ails. The summer, in some
climates,
makes possible to man a sort of Elysian life. Fuel, except to
cook his
Food, is then unnecessary; the sun is his fire, and many of the
fruits
are sufficiently cooked by its rays; while Food generally is
more
various, and more easily obtained, and Clothing and Shelter are
wholly
or half unnecessary. At the present day, and in this country,
as I
find by my own experience, a few implements, a knife, an axe,
a spade,
a wheelbarrow, etc., and for the studious, lamplight, stationery,
and access to a few books, rank next to necessaries, and can
all be
obtained at a trifling cost. Yet some, not wise, go to the other
side of the globe, to barbarous and unhealthy regions, and devote
themselves to trade for ten or twenty years, in order that they
may
live- that is, keep comfortably warm- and die in New England
at
last. The luxuriously rich are not simply kept comfortably warm,
but
unnaturally hot; as I implied before, they are cooked, of course
a
la mode.
Most of the luxuries, and many of the so-called comforts of life,
are not only not indispensable, but positive hindrances to the
elevation of mankind. With respect to luxuries and comforts,
the
wisest have ever lived a more simple and meagre life than the
poor.
The ancient philosophers, Chinese, Hindoo, Persian, and Greek,
were
a class than which none has been poorer in outward riches, none
so
rich in inward. We know not much about them. It is remarkable
that
we know so much of them as we do. The same is true of the more
modern reformers and benefactors of their race. None can be an
impartial or wise observer of human life but from the vantage
ground
of what we should call voluntary poverty. Of a life of luxury
the
fruit is luxury, whether in agriculture, or commerce, or literature,
or art. There are nowadays professors of philosophy, but not
philosophers. Yet it is admirable to profess because it was once
admirable to live. To be a philosopher is not merely to have
subtle
thoughts, nor even to found a school, but so to love wisdom as
to live
according to its dictates, a life of simplicity, independence,
magnanimity, and trust. It is to solve some of the problems of
life,
not only theoretically, but practically. The success of great
scholars
and thinkers is commonly a courtier-like success, not kingly,
not
manly. They make shift to live merely by conformity, practically
as
their fathers did, and are in no sense the progenitors of a noble
race
of men. But why do men degenerate ever? What makes families run
out?
What is the nature of the luxury which enervates and destroys
nations?
Are we sure that there is none of it in our own lives? The philosopher
is in advance of his age even in the outward form of his life.
He is
not fed, sheltered, clothed, warmed, like his contemporaries.
How
can a man be a philosopher and not maintain his vital heat by
better
methods than other men?
When a man is warmed by the several modes which I have described,
what does he want next? Surely not more warmth of the same kind,
as
more and richer food, larger and more splendid houses, finer
and
more abundant clothing, more numerous, incessant, and hotter
fires,
and the like. When he has obtained those things which are necessary
to
life, there is another alternative than to obtain the superfluities;
and that is, to adventure on life now, his vacation from humbler
toil having commenced. The soil, it appears, is suited to the
seed,
for it has sent its radicle downward, and it may now send its
shoot
upward also with confidence. Why has man rooted himself thus
firmly in
the earth, but that he may rise in the same proportion into the
heavens above?- for the nobler plants are valued for the fruit
they
bear at last in the air and light, far from the ground, and are
not
treated like the humbler esculents, which, though they may be
biennials, are cultivated only till they have perfected their
root,
and often cut down at top for this purpose, so that most would
not
know them in their flowering season.
I do not mean to prescribe rules to strong and valiant natures,
who will mind their own affairs whether in heaven or hell, and
perchance build more magnificently and spend more lavishly than
the
richest, without ever impoverishing themselves, not knowing how
they
live- if, indeed, there are any such, as has been dreamed; nor
to
those who find their encouragement and inspiration in precisely
the
present condition of things, and cherish it with the fondness
and
enthusiasm of lovers- and, to some extent, I reckon myself in
this
number; I do not speak to those who are well employed, in whatever
circumstances, and they know whether they are well employed or
not;-
but mainly to the mass of men who are discontented, and idly
complaining of the hardness of their lot or of the times, when
they
might improve them. There are some who complain most energetically
and
inconsolably of any, because they are, as they say, doing their
duty. I also have in my mind that seemingly wealthy, but most
terribly
impoverished class of all, who have accumulated dross, but know
not
how to use it, or get rid of it, and thus have forged their own
golden
or silver fetters.
If I should attempt to tell how I have desired to spend my
life in
years past, it would probably surprise those of my readers who
are
somewhat acquainted with its actual history; it would certainly
astonish those who know nothing about it. I will only hint at
some
of the enterprises which I have cherished.
In any weather, at any hour of the day or night, I have been
anxious
to improve the nick of time, and notch it on my stick too; to
stand on
the meeting of two eternities, the past and future, which is
precisely
the present moment; to toe that line. You will pardon some
obscurities, for there are more secrets in my trade than in most
men's, and yet not voluntarily kept, but inseparable from its
very
nature. I would gladly tell all that I know about it, and never
paint "No Admittance" on my gate.
I long ago lost a hound, a bay horse, and a turtle-dove, and
am
still on their trail. Many are the travellers I have spoken concerning
them, describing their tracks and what calls they answered to.
I
have met one or two who had heard the hound, and the tramp of
the
horse, and even seen the dove disappear behind a cloud, and they
seemed as anxious to recover them as if they had lost them themselves.
To anticipate, not the sunrise and the dawn merely, but, if
possible, Nature herself! How many mornings, summer and winter,
before
yet any neighbor was stirring about his business, have I been
about
mine! No doubt, many of my townsmen have met me returning from
this
enterprise, farmers starting for Boston in the twilight, or
woodchoppers going to their work. It is true, I never assisted
the sun
materially in his rising, but, doubt not, it was of the last
importance only to be present at it.
So many autumn, ay, and winter days, spent outside the town,
trying to hear what was in the wind, to hear and carry it express!
I
well-nigh sunk all my capital in it, and lost my own breath into
the
bargain, running in the face of it. If it had concerned either
of
the political parties, depend upon it, it would have appeared
in the
Gazette with the earliest intelligence. At other times watching
from
the observatory of some cliff or tree, to telegraph any new arrival;
or waiting at evening on the hill-tops for the sky to fall, that
I
might catch something, though I never caught much, and that,
manna-wise, would dissolve again in the sun.
For a long time I was reporter to a journal, of no very wide
circulation, whose editor has never yet seen fit to print the
bulk
of my contributions, and, as is too common with writers, I got
only my
labor for my pains. However, in this case my pains were their
own
reward.
For many years I was self-appointed inspector of snow-storms
and
rain-storms, and did my duty faithfully; surveyor, if not of
highways,
then of forest paths and all across- lot routes, keeping them
open,
and ravines bridged and passable at all seasons, where the public
heel
had testified to their utility.
I have looked after the wild stock of the town, which give a
faithful herdsman a good deal of trouble by leaping fences; and
I have
had an eye to the unfrequented nooks and corners of the farm;
though I
did not always know whether Jonas or Solomon worked in a particular
field today; that was none of my business. I have watered the
red
huckleberry, the sand cherry and the nettle-tree, the red pine
and the
black ash, the white grape and the yellow violet, which might
have
withered else in dry seasons.
In short, I went on thus for a long time (I may say it without
boasting), faithfully minding my business, till it became more
and
more evident that my townsmen would not after all admit me into
the
list of town officers, nor make my place a sinecure with a moderate
allowance. My accounts, which I can swear to have kept faithfully,
I
have, indeed, never got audited, still less accepted, still less
paid and settled. However, I have not set my heart on that.
Not long since, a strolling Indian went to sell baskets at the
house
of a well-known lawyer in my neighborhood. "Do you wish
to buy any
baskets?" he asked. "No, we do not want any,"
was the reply. "What!"
exclaimed the Indian as he went out the gate, "do you mean
to starve
us?" Having seen his industrious white neighbors so well
off- that the
lawyer had only to weave arguments, and, by some magic, wealth
and
standing followed- he had said to himself: I will go into business;
I will weave baskets; it is a thing which I can do. Thinking
that when
he had made the baskets he would have done his part, and then
it would
be the white man's to buy them. He had not discovered that it
was
necessary for him to make it worth the other's while to buy them,
or
at least make him think that it was so, or to make something
else
which it would be worth his while to buy. I too had woven a kind
of
basket of a delicate texture, but I had not made it worth any
one's
while to buy them. Yet not the less, in my case, did I think
it
worth my while to weave them, and instead of studying how to
make it
worth men's while to buy my baskets, I studied rather how to
avoid the
necessity of selling them. The life which men praise and regard
as
successful is but one kind. Why should we exaggerate any one
kind at
the expense of the others?
Finding that my fellow-citizens were not likely to offer me any
room
in the court house, or any curacy or living anywhere else, but
I
must shift for myself, I turned my face more exclusively than
ever
to the woods, where I was better known. I determined to go into
business at once, and not wait to acquire the usual capital,
using
such slender means as I had already got. My purpose in going
to Walden
Pond was not to live cheaply nor to live dearly there, but to
transact
some private business with the fewest obstacles; to be hindered
from
accomplishing which for want of a little common sense, a little
enterprise and business talent, appeared not so sad as foolish.
I have always endeavored to acquire strict business habits; they
are
indispensable to every man. If your trade is with the Celestial
Empire, then some small counting house on the coast, in some
Salem
harbor, will be fixture enough. You will export such articles
as the
country affords, purely native products, much ice and pine timber
and a little granite, always in native bottoms. These will be
good
ventures. To oversee all the details yourself in person; to be
at once
pilot and captain, and owner and underwriter; to buy and sell
and keep
the accounts; to read every letter received, and write or read
every
letter sent; to superintend the discharge of imports night and
day; to
be upon many parts of the coast almost at the same time- often
the
richest freight will be discharged upon a Jersey shore;- to be
your
own telegraph, unweariedly sweeping the horizon, speaking all
passing vessels bound coastwise; to keep up a steady despatch
of
commodities, for the supply of such a distant and exorbitant
market;
to keep yourself informed of the state of the markets, prospects
of
war and peace everywhere, and anticipate the tendencies of trade
and
civilization- taking advantage of the results of all exploring
expeditions, using new passages and all improvements in navigation;-
charts to be studied, the position of reefs and new lights and
buoys
to be ascertained, and ever, and ever, the logarithmic tables
to be
corrected, for by the error of some calculator the vessel often
splits
upon a rock that should have reached a friendly pier- there is
the
untold fate of La Perouse;- universal science to be kept pace
with,
studying the lives of all great discoverers and navigators, great
adventurers and merchants, from Hanno and the Phoenicians down
to
our day; in fine, account of stock to be taken from time to time,
to
know how you stand. It is a labor to task the faculties of a
man- such
problems of profit and loss, of interest, of tare and tret, and
gauging of all kinds in it, as demand a universal knowledge.
I have thought that Walden Pond would be a good place for
business, not solely on account of the railroad and the ice trade;
it offers advantages which it may not be good policy to divulge;
it is
a good port and a good foundation. No Neva marshes to be filled;
though you must everywhere build on piles of your own driving.
It is
said that a flood-tide, with a westerly wind, and ice in the
Neva,
would sweep St. Petersburg from the face of the earth.
As this business was to be entered into without the usual capital,
it may not be easy to conjecture where those means, that will
still be
indispensable to every such undertaking, were to be obtained.
As for
Clothing, to come at once to the practical part of the question,
perhaps we are led oftener by the love of novelty and a regard
for the
opinions of men, in procuring it, than by a true utility. Let
him
who has work to do recollect that the object of clothing is,
first, to
retain the vital heat, and secondly, in this state of society,
to
cover nakedness, and he may judge how much of any necessary or
important work may be accomplished without adding to his wardrobe.
Kings and queens who wear a suit but once, though made by some
tailor or dressmaker to their majesties, cannot know the comfort
of
wearing a suit that fits. They are no better than wooden horses
to
hang the clean clothes on. Every day our garments become more
assimilated to ourselves, receiving the impress of the wearer's
character, until we hesitate to lay them aside without such delay
and medical appliances and some such solemnity even as our bodies.
No man ever stood the lower in my estimation for having a patch
in his
clothes; yet I am sure that there is greater anxiety, commonly,
to
have fashionable, or at least clean and unpatched clothes, than
to
have a sound conscience. But even if the rent is not mended,
perhaps
the worst vice betrayed is improvidence. I sometimes try my
acquaintances by such tests as this- Who could wear a patch,
or two
extra seams only, over the knee? Most behave as if they believed
that their prospects for life would be ruined if they should
do it. It
would be easier for them to hobble to town with a broken leg
than with
a broken pantaloon. Often if an accident happens to a gentleman's
legs, they can be mended; but if a similar accident happens to
the
legs of his pantaloons, there is no help for it; for he considers,
not
what is truly respectable, but what is respected. We know but
few men,
a great many coats and breeches. Dress a scarecrow in your last
shift,
you standing shiftless by, who would not soonest salute the scarecrow?
Passing a cornfield the other day, close by a hat and coat on
a stake,
I recognized the owner of the farm. He was only a little more
weather-
beaten than when I saw him last. I have heard of a dog that barked
at every stranger who approached his master's premises with clothes
on, but was easily quieted by a naked thief. It is an interesting
question how far men would retain their relative rank if they
were
divested of their clothes. Could you, in such a case, tell surely
of
any company of civilized men which belonged to the most respected
class? When Madam Pfeiffer, in her adventurous travels round
the
world, from east to west, had got so near home as Asiatic Russia,
she says that she felt the necessity of wearing other than a
travelling dress, when she went to meet the authorities, for
she
"was now in a civilized country, where... people are judged
of by
their clothes." Even in our democratic New England towns
the
accidental possession of wealth, and its manifestation in dress
and
equipage alone, obtain for the possessor almost universal respect.
But
they yield such respect, numerous as they are, are so far heathen,
and
need to have a missionary sent to them. Beside, clothes introduced
sewing, a kind of work which you may call endless; a woman's
dress, at
least, is never done.
A man who has at length found something to do will not need to
get a
new suit to do it in; for him the old will do, that has lain
dusty
in the garret for an indeterminate period. Old shoes will serve
a hero
longer than they have served his valet- if a hero ever has a
valet-
bare feet are older than shoes, and he can make them do. Only
they who
go to soirees and legislative balls must have new coats, coats
to
change as often as the man changes in them. But if my jacket
and
trousers, my hat and shoes, are fit to worship God in, they will
do;
will they not? Who ever saw his old clothes- his old coat, actually
worn out, resolved into its primitive elements, so that it was
not a
deed of charity to bestow it on some poor boy, by him perchance
to
be bestowed on some poorer still, or shall we say richer, who
could do
with less? I say, beware of all enterprises that require new
clothes, and not rather a new wearer of clothes. If there is
not a new
man, how can the new clothes be made to fit? If you have any
enterprise before you, try it in your old clothes. All men want,
not
something to do with, but something to do, or rather something
to
be. Perhaps we should never procure a new suit, however ragged
or
dirty the old, until we have so conducted, so enterprised or
sailed in
some way, that we feel like new men in the old, and that to retain
it would be like keeping new wine in old bottles. Our moulting
season,
like that of the fowls, must be a crisis in our lives. The loon
retires to solitary ponds to spend it. Thus also the snake casts
its
slough, and the caterpillar its wormy coat, by an internal industry
and expansion; for clothes are but our outmost cuticle and mortal
coil. Otherwise we shall be found sailing under false colors,
and be
inevitably cashiered at last by our own opinion, as well as that
of
mankind.
We don garment after garment, as if we grew like exogenous plants
by
addition without. Our outside and often thin and fanciful clothes
are our epidermis, or false skin, which partakes not of our life,
and may be stripped off here and there without fatal injury;
our
thicker garments, constantly worn, are our cellular integument,
or
cortex; but our shirts are our liber, or true bark, which cannot
be
removed without girdling and so destroying the man. I believe
that all
races at some seasons wear something equivalent to the shirt.
It is
desirable that a man be clad so simply that he can lay his hands
on
himself in the dark, and that he live in all respects so compactly
and
preparedly that, if an enemy take the town, he can, like the
old
philosopher, walk out the gate empty-handed without anxiety.
While one
thick garment is, for most purposes, as good as three thin ones,
and
cheap clothing can be obtained at prices really to suit customers;
while a thick coat can be bought for five dollars, which will
last
as many years, thick pantaloons for two dollars, cowhide boots
for a
dollar and a half a pair, a summer hat for a quarter of a dollar,
and a winter cap for sixty-two and a half cents, or a better
be made
at home at a nominal cost, where is he so poor that, clad in
such a
suit, of his own earning, there will not be found wise men to
do him
reverence?
When I ask for a garment of a particular form, my tailoress tells
me
gravely, "They do not make them so now," not emphasizing
the "They" at
all, as if she quoted an authority as impersonal as the Fates,
and I
find it difficult to get made what I want, simply because she
cannot
believe that I mean what I say, that I am so rash. When I hear
this
oracular sentence, I am for a moment absorbed in thought,
emphasizing to myself each word separately that I may come at
the
meaning of it, that I may find out by what degree of consanguinity
'They' are related to me, and what authority they may have in
an
affair which affects me so nearly; and, finally, I am inclined
to
answer her with equal mystery, and without any more emphasis
of the
"they"- "It is true, they did not make them so
recently, but they do
now." Of what use this measuring of me if she does not measure
my
character, but only the breadth of my shoulders, as it were a
peg to
bang the coat on? We worship not the Graces, nor the Parcee,
but
Fashion. She spins and weaves and cuts with full authority. The
head
monkey at Paris puts on a traveller's cap, and all the monkeys
in
America do the same. I sometimes despair of getting anything
quite
simple and honest done in this world by the help of men. They
would
have to be passed through a powerful press first, to squeeze
their old
notions out of them, so that they would not soon get upon their
legs
again; and then there would be some one in the company with a
maggot
in his head, hatched from an egg deposited there nobody knows
when,
for not even fire kills these things, and you would have lost
your
labor. Nevertheless, we will not forget that some Egyptian wheat
was
handed down to us by a mummy.
On the whole, I think that it cannot be maintained that dressing
has
in this or any country risen to the dignity of an art. At present
men make shift to wear what they can get. Like shipwrecked sailors,
they put on what they can find on the beach, and at a little
distance,
whether of space or time, laugh at each other's masquerade. Every
generation laughs at the old fashions, but follows religiously
the
new. We are amused at beholding the costume of Henry VIII, or
Queen
Elizabeth, as much as if it was that of the King and Queen of
the
Cannibal Islands. All costume off a man is pitiful or grotesque.
It is
only the serious eye peering from and the sincere life passed
within
it which restrain laughter and consecrate the costume of any
people.
Let Harlequin be taken with a fit of the colic and his trappings
will have to serve that mood too. When the soldier is hit by
a
cannon-ball, rags are as becoming as purple.
The childish and savage taste of men and women for new patterns
keeps how many shaking and squinting through kaleidoscopes that
they
may discover the particular figure which this generation requires
today. The manufacturers have learned that this taste is merely
whimsical. Of two patterns which differ only by a few threads
more
or less of a particular color, the one will be sold readily,
the other
lie on the shelf, though it frequently happens that after the
lapse of
a season the latter becomes the most fashionable. Comparatively,
tattooing is not the hideous custom which it is called. It is
not
barbarous merely because the printing is skin-deep and unalterable.
I cannot believe that our factory system is the best mode by
which
men may get clothing. The condition of the operatives is becoming
every day more like that of the English; and it cannot be wondered
at,
since, as far as I have heard or observed, the principal object
is,
not that mankind may be well and honestly clad, but, unquestionably,
that corporations may be enriched. In the long run men hit only
what
they aim at. Therefore, though they should fail immediately,
they
had better aim at something high.
As for a Shelter, I will not deny that this is now a necessary
of
life, though there are instances of men having done without it
for
long periods in colder countries than this. Samuel Laing says
that
"the Laplander in his skin dress, and in a skin bag which
he puts over
his head and shoulders, will sleep night after night on the snow...
in
a degree of cold which would extinguish the life of one exposed
to
it in any woollen clothing." He had seen them asleep thus.
Yet he
adds, "They are not hardier than other people." But,
probably, man did
not live long on the earth without discovering the convenience
which
there is in a house, the domestic comforts, which phrase may
have
originally signified the satisfactions of the house more than
of the
family; though these must be extremely partial and occasional
in those
climates where the house is associated in our thoughts with winter
or the rainy season chiefly, and two thirds of the year, except
for
a parasol, is unnecessary. In our climate, in the summer, it
was
formerly almost solely a covering at night. In the Indian gazettes
a
wigwam was the symbol of a day's march, and a row of them cut
or
painted on the bark of a tree signified that so many times they
had
camped. Man was not made so large limbed and robust but that
he must
seek to narrow his world and wall in a space such as fitted him.
He
was at first bare and out of doors; but though this was pleasant
enough in serene and warm weather, by daylight, the rainy season
and
the winter, to say nothing of the torrid sun, would perhaps have
nipped his race in the bud if he had not made haste to clothe
himself with the shelter of a house. Adam and Eve, according
to the
fable, wore the bower before other clothes. Man wanted a home,
a place
of warmth, or comfort, first of warmth, then the warmth of the
affections.
We may imagine a time when, in the infancy of the human race,
some
enterprising mortal crept into a hollow in a rock for shelter.
Every
child begins the world again, to some extent, and loves to stay
outdoors, even in wet and cold. It plays house, as well as horse,
having an instinct for it. Who does not remember the interest
with
which, when young, he looked at shelving rocks, or any approach
to a
cave? It was the natural yearning of that portion, any portion
of
our most primitive ancestor which still survived in us. From
the
cave we have advanced to roofs of palm leaves, of bark and boughs,
of linen woven and stretched, of grass and straw, of boards and
shingles, of stones and tiles. At last, we know not what it is
to live
in the open air, and our lives are domestic in more senses than
we
think. From the hearth the field is a great distance. It would
be
well, perhaps, if we were to spend more of our days and nights
without
any obstruction between us and the celestial bodies, if the poet
did
not speak so much from under a roof, or the saint dwell there
so long.
Birds do not sing in caves, nor do doves cherish their innocence
in
dovecots.
However, if one designs to construct a dwelling-house, it behooves
him to exercise a little Yankee shrewdness, lest after all he
find
himself in a workhouse, a labyrinth without a clue, a museum,
an
almshouse, a prison, or a splendid mausoleum instead. Consider
first
how slight a shelter is absolutely necessary. I have seen Penobscot
Indians, in this town, living in tents of thin cotton cloth,
while the
snow was nearly a foot deep around them, and I thought that they
would
be glad to have it deeper to keep out the wind. Formerly, when
how
to get my living honestly, with freedom left for my proper pursuits,
was a question which vexed me even more than it does now, for
unfortunately I am become somewhat callous, I used to see a large
box by the railroad, six feet long by three wide, in which the
laborers locked up their tools at night; and it suggested to
me that
every man who was hard pushed might get such a one for a dollar,
and, having bored a few auger holes in it, to admit the air at
least, get into it when it rained and at night, and hook down
the lid,
and so have freedom in his love, and in his soul be free. This
did not
appear the worst, nor by any means a despicable alternative.
You could
sit up as late as you pleased, and, whenever you got up, go abroad
without any landlord or house-lord dogging you for rent. Many
a man is
harassed to death to pay the rent of a larger and more luxurious
box
who would not have frozen to death in such a box as this. I am
far
from jesting. Economy is a subject which admits of being treated
with levity, but it cannot so be disposed of. A comfortable house
for a rude and hardy race, that lived mostly out of doors, was
once
made here almost entirely of such materials as Nature furnished
ready to their hands. Gookin, who was superintendent of the Indians
subject to the Massachusetts Colony, writing in 1674, says, "The
best of their houses are covered very neatly, tight and warm,
with
barks of trees, slipped from their bodies at those seasons when
the
sap is up, and made into great flakes, with pressure of weighty
timber, when they are green.... The meaner sort are covered with
mats which they make of a kind of bulrush, and are also
indifferently tight and warm, but not so good as the former....
Some I
have seen, sixty or a hundred feet long and thirty feet broad....
I
have often lodged in their wigwams, and found them as warm as
the best
English houses." He adds that they were commonly carpeted
and lined
within with well-wrought embroidered mats, and were furnished
with
various utensils. The Indians had advanced so far as to regulate
the
effect of the wind by a mat suspended over the hole in the roof
and
moved by a string. Such a lodge was in the first instance
constructed in a day or two at most, and taken down and put up
in a
few hours; and every family owned one, or its apartment in one.
In the savage state every family owns a shelter as good as the
best,
and sufficient for its coarser and simpler wants; but I think
that I
speak within bounds when I say that, though the birds of the
air
have their nests, and the foxes their holes, and the savages
their
wigwams, in modern civilized society not more than one half the
families own a shelter. In the large towns and cities, where
civilization especially prevails, the number of those who own
a
shelter is a very small fraction of the whole. The rest pay an
annual tax for this outside garment of all, become indispensable
summer and winter, which would buy a village of Indian wigwams,
but
now helps to keep them poor as long as they live. I do not mean
to
insist here on the disadvantage of hiring compared with owning,
but it
is evident that the savage owns his shelter because it costs
so
little, while the civilized man hires his commonly because he
cannot
afford to own it; nor can he, in the long run, any better afford
to
hire. But, answers one, by merely paying this tax, the poor
civilized man secures an abode which is a palace compared with
the
savage's. An annual rent of from twenty-five to a hundred dollars
(these are the country rates) entitles him to the benefit of
the
improvements of centuries, spacious apartments, clean paint and
paper,
Rumford fireplace, back plastering, Venetian blinds, copper pump,
spring lock, a commodious cellar, and many other things. But
how
happens it that he who is said to enjoy these things is so commonly
a poor civilized man, while the savage, who has them not, is
rich as a
savage? If it is asserted that civilization is a real advance
in the
condition of man- and I think that it is, though only the wise
improve
their advantages- it must be shown that it has produced better
dwellings without making them more costly; and the cost of a
thing
is the amount of what I will call life which is required to be
exchanged for it, immediately or in the long run. An average
house
in this neighborhood costs perhaps eight hundred dollars, and
to lay
up this sum will take from ten to fifteen years of the laborer's
life,
even if he is not encumbered with a family- estimating the pecuniary
value of every man's labor at one dollar a day, for if some receive
more, others receive less;- so that he must have spent more than
half his life commonly before his wigwam will be earned. If we
suppose
him to pay a rent instead, this is but a doubtful choice of evils.
Would the savage have been wise to exchange his wigwam for a
palace on
these terms?
It may be guessed that I reduce almost the whole advantage of
holding this superfluous property as a fund in store against
the
future, so far as the individual is concerned, mainly to the
defraying
of funeral expenses. But perhaps a man is not required to bury
himself. Nevertheless this points to an important distinction
between the civilized man and the savage; and, no doubt, they
have
designs on us for our benefit, in making the life of a civilized
people an institution, in which the life of the individual is
to a
great extent absorbed, in order to preserve and perfect that
of the
race. But I wish to show at what a sacrifice this advantage is
at
present obtained, and to suggest that we may possibly so live
as to
secure all the advantage without suffering any of the disadvantage.
What mean ye by saying that the poor ye have always with you,
or
that the fathers have eaten sour grapes, and the children's teeth
are set on edge?
"As I live, saith the Lord God, ye shall not have occasion
any
more to use this proverb in Israel.
"Behold all souls are mine; as the soul of the father, so
also the
soul of the son is mine: the soul that sinneth, it shall die."
When I consider my neighbors, the farmers of Concord, who are
at
least as well off as the other classes, I find that for the most
part they have been toiling twenty, thirty, or forty years, that
they may become the real owners of their farms, which commonly
they
have inherited with encumbrances, or else bought with hired money-
and
we may regard one third of that toil as the cost of their houses-
but commonly they have not paid for them yet. It is true, the
encumbrances sometimes outweigh the value of the farm, so that
the
farm itself becomes one great encumbrance, and still a man is
found to
inherit it, being well acquainted with it, as he says. On applying
to the assessors, I am surprised to learn that they cannot at
once
name a dozen in the town who own their farms free and clear.
If you
would know the history of these homesteads, inquire at the bank
where they are mortgaged. The man who has actually paid for his
farm
with labor on it is so rare that every neighbor can point to
him. I
doubt if there are three such men in Concord. What has been said
of
the merchants, that a very large majority, even ninety-seven
in a
hundred, are sure to fail, is equally true of the farmers. With
regard
to the merchants, however, one of them says pertinently that
a great
part of their failures are not genuine pecuniary failures, but
merely failures to fulfil their engagements, because it is
inconvenient; that is, it is the moral character that breaks
down. But
this puts an infinitely worse face on the matter, and suggests,
beside, that probably not even the other three succeed in saving
their
souls, but are perchance bankrupt in a worse sense than they
who
fail honestly. Bankruptcy and repudiation are the springboards
from
which much of our civilization vaults and turns its somersets,
but the
savage stands on the unelastic plank of famine. Yet the Middlesex
Cattle Show goes off here with eclat annually, as if all the
joints of
the agricultural machine were suent.
The farmer is endeavoring to solve the problem of a livelihood
by
a formula more complicated than the problem itself. To get his
shoestrings he speculates in herds of cattle. With consummate
skill he
has set his trap with a hair springe to catch comfort and
independence, and then, as he turned away, got his own leg into
it.
This is the reason he is poor; and for a similar reason we are
all
poor in respect to a thousand savage comforts, though surrounded
by
luxuries. As Chapman sings,
"The false society of men-
-for earthly greatness
All heavenly comforts rarefies to air."
And when the farmer has got his house, he may not be the richer
but the poorer for it, and it be the house that has got him.
As I
understand it, that was a valid objection urged by Momus against
the
house which Minerva made, that she "had not made it movable,
by
which means a bad neighborhood might be avoided"; and it
may still
be urged, for our houses are such unwieldy property that we are
often imprisoned rather than housed in them; and the bad
neighborhood to be avoided is our own scurvy selves. I know one
or two
families, at least, in this town, who, for nearly a generation,
have
been wishing to sell their houses in the outskirts and move into
the
village, but have not been able to accomplish it, and only death
will set them free.
Granted that the majority are able at last either to own or hire
the
modern house with all its improvements. While civilization has
been
improving our houses, it has not equally improved the men who
are to
inhabit them. It has created palaces, but it was not so easy
to create
noblemen and kings. And if the civilized man's pursuits are no
worthier than the savage's, if he is employed the greater part
of
his life in obtaining gross necessaries and comforts merely,
why
should he have a better dwelling than the former?
But how do the poor minority fare? Perhaps it will be found that
just in proportion as some have been placed in outward circumstances
above the savage, others have been degraded below him. The luxury
of
one class is counterbalanced by the indigence of another. On
the one
side is the palace, on the other are the almshouse and "silent
poor." The myriads who built the pyramids to be the tombs
of the
Pharaohs were fed on garlic, and it may be were not decently
buried
themselves. The mason who finishes the cornice of the palace
returns
at night perchance to a hut not so good as a wigwam. It is a
mistake
to suppose that, in a country where the usual evidences of
civilization exist, the condition of a very large body of the
inhabitants may not be as degraded as that of savages. I refer
to
the degraded poor, not now to the degraded rich. To know this
I should
not need to look farther than to the shanties which everywhere
border our railroads, that last improvement in civilization;
where I
see in my daily walks human beings living in sties, and all winter
with an open door, for the sake of light, without any visible,
often
imaginable, wood-pile, and the forms of both old and young are
permanently contracted by the long habit of shrinking from cold
and
misery, and the development of all their limbs and faculties
is
checked. It certainly is fair to look at that class by whose
labor the
works which distinguish this generation are accomplished. Such
too, to
a greater or less extent, is the condition of the operatives
of
every denomination in England, which is the great workhouse of
the
world. Or I could refer you to Ireland, which is marked as one
of
the white or enlightened spots on the map. Contrast the physical
condition of the Irish with that of the North American Indian,
or
the South Sea Islander, or any other savage race before it was
degraded by contact with the civilized man. Yet I have no doubt
that
that people's rulers are as wise as the average of civilized
rulers.
Their condition only proves what squalidness may consist with
civilization. I hardly need refer now to the laborers in our
Southern States who produce the staple exports of this country,
and
are themselves a staple production of the South. But to confine
myself
to those who are said to be in moderate circumstances.
Most men appear never to have considered what a house is, and
are
actually though needlessly poor all their lives because they
think
that they must have such a one as their neighbors have. As if
one were
to wear any sort of coat which the tailor might cut out for him,
or,
gradually leaving off palm-leaf hat or cap of woodchuck skin,
complain
of hard times because he could not afford to buy him a crown!
It is
possible to invent a house still more convenient and luxurious
than we
have, which yet all would admit that man could not afford to
pay
for. Shall we always study to obtain more of these things, and
not
sometimes to be content with less? Shall the respectable citizen
thus gravely teach, by precept and example, the necessity of
the young
man's providing a certain number of superfluous glow- shoes,
and
umbrellas, and empty guest chambers for empty guests, before
he
dies? Why should not our furniture be as simple as the Arab's
or the
Indian's? When I think of the benefactors of the race, whom we
have
apotheosized as messengers from heaven, bearers of divine gifts
to
man, I do not see in my mind any retinue at their heels, any
carload
of fashionable furniture. Or what if I were to allow- would it
not
be a singular allowance?- that our furniture should be more complex
than the Arab's, in proportion as we are morally and intellectually
his superiors! At present our houses are cluttered and defiled
with
it, and a good housewife would sweep out the greater part into
the
dust hole, and not leave her morning's work undone. Morning work!
By
the blushes of Aurora and the music of Memnon, what should be
man's
morning work in this world? I had three pieces of limestone on
my
desk, but I was terrified to find that they required to be dusted
daily, when the furniture of my mind was all undusted still,
and threw
them out the window in disgust. How, then, could I have a furnished
house? I would rather sit in the open air, for no dust gathers
on
the grass, unless where man has broken ground.
It is the luxurious and dissipated who set the fashions which
the
herd so diligently follow. The traveller who stops at the best
houses,
so called, soon discovers this, for the publicans presume him
to be
a Sardanapalus, and if he resigned himself to their tender mercies
he would soon be completely emasculated. I think that in the
railroad car we are inclined to spend more on luxury than on
safety
and convenience, and it threatens without attaining these to
become no
better than a modern drawing-room, with its divans, and ottomans,
and sun-shades, and a hundred other oriental things, which we
are
taking west with us, invented for the ladies of the harem and
the
effeminate natives of the Celestial Empire, which Jonathan should
be
ashamed to know the names of. I would rather sit on a pumpkin
and have
it all to myself than be crowded on a velvet cushion. I would
rather
ride on earth in an ox cart, with a free circulation, than go
to
heaven in the fancy car of an excursion train and breathe a malaria
all the way.
The very simplicity and nakedness of man's life in the primitive
ages imply this advantage, at least, that they left him still
but a
sojourner in nature. When he was refreshed with food and sleep,
he
contemplated his journey again. He dwelt, as it were, in a tent
in
this world, and was either threading the valleys, or crossing
the
plains, or climbing the mountain-tops. But lo! men have become
the
tools of their tools. The man who independently plucked the fruits
when he was hungry is become a farmer; and he who stood under
a tree
for shelter, a housekeeper. We now no longer camp as for a night,
but have settled down on earth and forgotten heaven. We have
adopted
Christianity merely as an improved method of agriculture. We
have
built for this world a family mansion, and for the next a family
tomb.
The best works of art are the expression of man's struggle to
free
himself from this condition, but the effect of our art is merely
to
make this low state comfortable and that higher state to be forgotten.
There is actually no place in this village for a work of fine
art,
if any had come down to us, to stand, for our lives, our houses
and
streets, furnish no proper pedestal for it. There is not a nail
to
hang a picture on, nor a shelf to receive the bust of a hero
or a
saint. When I consider how our houses are built and paid for,
or not
paid for, and their internal economy managed and sustained, I
wonder
that the floor does not give way under the visitor while he is
admiring the gewgaws upon the mantelpiece, and let him through
into
the cellar, to some solid and honest though earthy foundation.
I
cannot but perceive that this so-called rich and refined life
is a
thing jumped at, and I do not get on in the enjoyment of the
fine arts
which adorn it, my attention being wholly occupied with the jump;
for I remember that the greatest genuine leap, due to human muscles
alone, on record, is that of certain wandering Arabs, who are
said
to have cleared twenty-five feet on level ground. Without factitious
support, man is sure to come to earth again beyond that distance.
The first question which I am tempted to put to the proprietor
of such
great impropriety is, Who bolsters you? Are you one of the
ninety-seven who fail, or the three who succeed? Answer me these
questions, and then perhaps I may look at your bawbles and find
them
ornamental. The cart before the horse is neither beautiful nor
useful.
Before we can adorn our houses with beautiful objects the walls
must
be stripped, and our lives must be stripped, and beautiful
housekeeping and beautiful living be laid for a foundation: now,
a
taste for the beautiful is most cultivated out of doors, where
there
is no house and no housekeeper.
Old Johnson, in his "Wonder-Working Providence," speaking
of the
first settlers of this town, with whom he was contemporary, tells
us
that "they burrow themselves in the earth for their first
shelter
under some hillside, and, casting the soil aloft upon timber,
they
make a smoky fire against the earth, at the highest side."
They did
not "provide them houses," says he, "till the
earth, by the Lord's
blessing, brought forth bread to feed them," and the first
year's crop
was so light that "they were forced to cut their bread very
thin for a
long season." The secretary of the Province of New Netherland,
writing
in Dutch, in 1650, for the information of those who wished to
take
up land there, states more particularly that "those in New
Netherland,
and especially in New England, who have no means to build farmhouses
at first according to their wishes, dig a square pit in the ground,
cellar fashion, six or seven feet deep, as long and as broad
as they
think proper, case the earth inside with wood all round the wall,
and line the wood with the bark of trees or something else to
prevent the caving in of the earth; floor this cellar with plank,
and wainscot it overhead for a ceiling, raise a roof of spars
clear
up, and cover the spars with bark or green sods, so that they
can live
dry and warm in these houses with their entire families for two,
three, and four years, it being understood that partitions are
run
through those cellars which are adapted to the size of the family.
The
wealthy and principal men in New England, in the beginning of
the
colonies, commenced their first dwelling-houses in this fashion
for
two reasons: firstly, in order not to waste time in building,
and
not to want food the next season; secondly, in order not to discourage
poor laboring people whom they brought over in numbers from
Fatherland. In the course of three or four years, when the country
became adapted to agriculture, they built themselves handsome
houses, spending on them several thousands."
In this course which our ancestors took there was a show of prudence
at least, as if their principle were to satisfy the more pressing
wants first. But are the more pressing wants satisfied now? When
I
think of acquiring for myself one of our luxurious dwellings,
I am
deterred, for, so to speak, the country is not yet adapted to
human
culture, and we are still forced to cut our spiritual bread far
thinner than our forefathers did their wheaten. Not that all
architectural ornament is to be neglected even in the rudest
periods; but let our houses first be lined with beauty, where
they
come in contact with our lives, like the tenement of the shellfish,
and not overlaid with it. But, alas! I have been inside one or
two
of them, and know what they are lined with.
Though we are not so degenerate but that we might possibly live
in a
cave or a wigwam or wear skins today, it certainly is better
to accept
the advantages, though so dearly bought, which the invention
and
industry of mankind offer. In such a neighborhood as this, boards
and shingles, lime and bricks, are cheaper and more easily obtained
than suitable caves, or whole logs, or bark in sufficient
quantities, or even well-tempered clay or flat stones. I speak
understandingly on this subject, for I have made myself acquainted
with it both theoretically and practically. With a little more
wit
we might use these materials so as to become richer than the
richest
now are, and make our civilization a blessing. The civilized
man is
a more experienced and wiser savage. But to make haste to my
own
experiment.
Near the end of March, 1845, I borrowed an axe and went down
to
the woods by Walden Pond, nearest to where I intended to build
my
house, and began to cut down some tall, arrowy white pines, still
in
their youth, for timber. It is difficult to begin without borrowing,
but perhaps it is the most generous course thus to permit your
fellow-men to have an interest in your enterprise. The owner
of the
axe, as he released his hold on it, said that it was the apple
of
his eye; but I returned it sharper than I received it. It was
a
pleasant hillside where I worked, covered with pine woods, through
which I looked out on the pond, and a small open field in the
woods
where pines and hickories were springing up. The ice in the pond
was
not yet dissolved, though there were some open spaces, and it
was
all dark-colored and saturated with water. There were some slight
flurries of snow during the days that I worked there; but for
the most
part when I came out on to the railroad, on my way home, its
yellow
sand-heap stretched away gleaming in the hazy atmosphere, and
the
rails shone in the spring sun, and I heard the lark and pewee
and
other birds already come to commence another year with us. They
were
pleasant spring days, in which the winter of man's discontent
was
thawing as well as the earth, and the life that had lain torpid
began to stretch itself. One day, when my axe had come off and
I had
cut a green hickory for a wedge, driving it with a stone, and
had
placed the whole to soak in a pond-hole in order to swell the
wood,
I saw a striped snake run into the water, and he lay on the bottom,
apparently without inconvenience, as long as I stayed there,
or more
than a quarter of an hour; perhaps because he had not yet fairly
come out of the torpid state. It appeared to me that for a like
reason
men remain in their present low and primitive condition; but
if they
should feel the influence of the spring of springs arousing them,
they
would of necessity rise to a higher and more ethereal life. I
had
previously seen the snakes in frosty mornings in my path with
portions
of their bodies still numb and inflexible, waiting for the sun
to thaw
them. On the 1st of April it rained and melted the ice, and in
the
early part of the day, which was very foggy, I heard a stray
goose
groping about over the pond and cackling as if lost, or like
the
spirit of the fog.
So I went on for some days cutting and hewing timber, and also
studs
and rafters, all with my narrow axe, not having many communicable
or
scholar-like thoughts, singing to myself,
Men say they know many things;
But lo! they have taken wings-
The arts and sciences,
And a thousand appliances;
The wind that blows
Is all that anybody knows.
I hewed the main timbers six inches square, most of the studs
on two
sides only, and the rafters and floor timbers on one side, leaving
the
rest of the bark on, so that they were just as straight and much
stronger than sawed ones. Each stick was carefully mortised or
tenoned
by its stump, for I had borrowed other tools by this time. My
days
in the woods were not very long ones; yet I usually carried my
dinner of bread and butter, and read the newspaper in which it
was
wrapped, at noon, sitting amid the green pine boughs which I
had cut
off, and to my bread was imparted some of their fragrance, for
my
hands were covered with a thick coat of pitch. Before I had done
I was
more the friend than the foe of the pine tree, though I had cut
down
some of them, having become better acquainted with it. Sometimes
a
rambler in the wood was attracted by the sound of my axe, and
we
chatted pleasantly over the chips which I had made.
By the middle of April, for I made no haste in my work, but rather
made the most of it, my house was framed and ready for the raising.
I had already bought the shanty of James Collins, an Irishman
who
worked on the Fitchburg Railroad, for boards. James Collins'
shanty
was considered an uncommonly fine one. When I called to see it
he
was not at home. I walked about the outside, at first unobserved
from within, the window was so deep and high. It was of small
dimensions, with a peaked cottage roof, and not much else to
be
seen, the dirt being raised five feet all around as if it were
a
compost heap. The roof was the soundest part, though a good deal
warped and made brittle by the sun. Doorsill there was none,
but a
perennial passage for the hens under the door-board. Mrs. C.
came to
the door and asked me to view it from the inside. The hens were
driven
in by my approach. It was dark, and had a dirt floor for the
most
part, dank, clammy, and aguish, only here a board and there a
board
which would not bear removal. She lighted a lamp to show me the
inside
of the roof and the walls, and also that the board floor extended
under the bed, warning me not to step into the cellar, a sort
of
dust hole two feet deep. In her own words, they were good boards
overhead, good boards all around, and a good window"- of
two whole
squares originally, only the cat had passed out that way lately.
There
was a stove, a bed, and a place to sit, an infant in the house
where
it was born, a silk parasol, gilt-framed looking-glass, and a
patent
new coffee-mill nailed to an oak sapling, all told. The bargain
was
soon concluded, for James had in the meanwhile returned. I to
pay four
dollars and twenty-five cents tonight, he to vacate at five tomorrow
morning, selling to nobody else meanwhile: I to take possession
at
six. It were well, he said, to be there early, and anticipate
certain indistinct but wholly unjust claims on the score of ground
rent and fuel. This he assured me was the only encumbrance. At
six I
passed him and his family on the road. One large bundle held
their
all- bed, coffee-mill, looking-glass, hens- all but the cat;
she
took to the woods and became a wild cat, and, as I learned
afterward, trod in a trap set for woodchucks, and so became a
dead cat
at last.
I took down this dwelling the same morning, drawing the nails,
and
removed it to the pond-side by small cartloads, spreading the
boards
on the grass there to bleach and warp back again in the sun.
One early
thrush gave me a note or two as I drove along the woodland path.
I was
informed treacherously by a young Patrick that neighbor Seeley,
an
Irishman, in the intervals of the carting, transferred the still
tolerable, straight, and drivable nails, staples, and spikes
to his
pocket, and then stood when I came back to pass the time of day,
and
look freshly up, unconcerned, with spring thoughts, at the
devastation; there being a dearth of work, as he said. He was
there to
represent spectatordom, and help make this seemingly insignificant
event one with the removal of the gods of Troy.
I dug my cellar in the side of a hill sloping to the south, where
a woodchuck had formerly dug his burrow, down through sumach
and
blackberry roots, and the lowest stain of vegetation, six feet
square by seven deep, to a fine sand where potatoes would not
freeze
in any winter. The sides were left shelving, and not stoned;
but the
sun having never shone on them, the sand still keeps its place.
It was
but two hours' work. I took particular pleasure in this breaking
of
ground, for in almost all latitudes men dig into the earth for
an
equable temperature. Under the most splendid house in the city
is
still to be found the cellar where they store their roots as
of old,
and long after the superstructure has disappeared posterity remark
its
dent in the earth. The house is still but a sort of porch at
the
entrance of a burrow.
At length, in the beginning of May, with the help of some of
my
acquaintances, rather to improve so good an occasion for
neighborliness than from any necessity, I set up the frame of
my
house. No man was ever more honored in the character of his raisers
than I. They are destined, I trust, to assist at the raising
of
loftier structures one day. I began to occupy my house on the
4th of
July, as soon as it was boarded and roofed, for the boards were
carefully feather-edged and lapped, so that it was perfectly
impervious to rain, but before boarding I laid the foundation
of a
chimney at one end, bringing two cartloads of stones up the hill
from the pond in my arms. I built the chimney after my hoeing
in the
fall, before a fire became necessary for warmth, doing my cooking
in
the meanwhile out of doors on the ground, early in the morning:
which mode I still think is in some respects more convenient
and
agreeable than the usual one. When it stormed before my bread
was
baked, I fixed a few boards over the fire, and sat under them
to watch
my loaf, and passed some pleasant hours in that way. In those
days,
when my hands were much employed, I read but little, but the
least
scraps of paper which lay on the ground, my holder, or tablecloth,
afforded me as much entertainment, in fact answered the same
purpose
as the Iliad.
It would be worth the while to build still more deliberately
than
I did, considering, for instance, what foundation a door, a window,
a cellar, a garret, have in the nature of man, and perchance
never
raising any superstructure until we found a better reason for
it
than our temporal necessities even. There is some of the same
fitness in a man's building his own house that there is in a
bird's
building its own nest. Who knows but if men constructed their
dwellings with their own hands, and provided food for themselves
and
families simply and honestly enough, the poetic faculty would
be
universally developed, as birds universally sing when they are
so
engaged? But alas! we do like cowbirds and cuckoos, which lay
their
eggs in nests which other birds have built, and cheer no traveller
with their chattering and unmusical notes. Shall we forever resign
the
pleasure of construction to the carpenter? What does architecture
amount to in the experience of the mass of men? I never in all
my
walks came across a man engaged in so simple and natural an occupation
as building his house. We belong to the community. It is not
the
tailor alone who is the ninth part of a man; it is as much the
preacher, and the merchant, and the farmer. Where is this division
of labor to end? and what object does it finally serve? No doubt
another may also think for me; but it is not therefore desirable
that he should do so to the exclusion of my thinking for myself.
True, there are architects so called in this country, and I have
heard of one at least possessed with the idea of making
architectural ornaments have a core of truth, a necessity, and
hence a
beauty, as if it were a revelation to him. All very well perhaps
from his point of view, but only a little better than the common
dilettantism. A sentimental reformer in architecture, he began
at
the cornice, not at the foundation. It was only how to put a
core of
truth within the ornaments, that every sugarplum, in fact, might
have an almond or caraway seed in it- though I hold that almonds
are
most wholesome without the sugar- and not how the inhabitant,
the
indweller, might build truly within and without, and let the
ornaments
take care of themselves. What reasonable man ever supposed that
ornaments were something outward and in the skin merely- that
the
tortoise got his spotted shell, or the shell-fish its
mother-o'-pearl tints, by such a contract as the inhabitants
of
Broadway their Trinity Church? But a man has no more to do with
the
style of architecture of his house than a tortoise with that
of its
shell: nor need the soldier be so idle as to try to paint the
precise color of his virtue on his standard. The enemy will find
it
out. He may turn pale when the trial comes. This man seemed to
me to
lean over the cornice, and timidly whisper his half truth to
the
rude occupants who really knew it better than he. What of
architectural beauty I now see, I know has gradually grown from
within
outward, out of the necessities and character of the indweller,
who is
the only builder- out of some unconscious truthfulness, and nobleness,
without ever a thought for the appearance and whatever additional
beauty of this kind is destined to be produced will be preceded
by a
like unconscious beauty of life. The most interesting dwellings
in
this country, as the painter knows, are the most unpretending,
humble log huts and cottages of the poor commonly; it is the
life of
the inhabitants whose shells they are, and not any peculiarity
in
their surfaces merely, which makes them picturesque; and equally
interesting will be the citizen's suburban box, when his life
shall be
as simple and as agreeable to the imagination, and there is as
little straining after effect in the style of his dwelling. A
great
proportion of architectural ornaments are literally hollow, and
a
September gale would strip them off, like borrowed plumes, without
injury to the substantials. They can do without architecture
who
have no olives nor wines in the cellar. What if an equal ado
were made
about the ornaments of style in literature, and the architects
of
our bibles spent as much time about their cornices as the architects
of our churches do? So are made the belles-lettres and the
beaux-arts and their professors. Much it concerns a man, forsooth,
how
a few sticks are slanted over him or under him, and what colors
are
daubed upon his box. It would signify somewhat, if, in any earnest
sense, he slanted them and daubed it; but the spirit having departed
out of the tenant, it is of a piece with constructing his own
coffin- the architecture of the grave- and "carpenter"
is but
another name for "coffin-maker." One man says, in his
despair or
indifference to life, take up a handful of the earth at your
feet, and
paint your house that color. Is he thinking of his last and narrow
house? Toss up a copper for it as well. What an abundance of
leisure
be must have! Why do you take up a handful of dirt? Better paint
your house your own complexion; let it turn pale or blush for
you.
An enterprise to improve the style of cottage architecture! When
you
have got my ornaments ready, I will wear them.
Before winter I built a chimney, and shingled the sides of my
house,
which were already impervious to rain, with imperfect and sappy
shingles made of the first slice of the log, whose edges I was
obliged
to straighten with a plane.
I have thus a tight shingled and plastered house, ten feet wide
by
fifteen long, and eight-feet posts, with a garret and a closet,
a
large window on each side, two trap-doors, one door at the end,
and
a brick fireplace opposite. The exact cost of my house, paying
the
usual price for such materials as I used, but not counting the
work,
all of which was done by myself, was as follows; and I give the
details because very few are able to tell exactly what their
houses
cost, and fewer still, if any, the separate cost of the various
materials which compose them:
Boards................................$ 8.03 1/2, (mostly
shanty
boards.)
Refuse shingles for roof and sides.... 4.00
Laths................................. 1.25
Two second-hand windows with glass.... 2.43
One thousand old brick................ 4.00
Two casks of lime..................... 2.40 (That was high.)
Hair.................................. 0.31 (More than I needed.)
Mantle-tree iron...................... 0.15
Nails................................. 3.90
Hinges and screws..................... 0.14
Latch................................. 0.10
Chalk................................. 0.01
Transportation........................ 1.40 (I carried a good
part on my back.)
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In all................................$ 28.12 1/2
These are all the materials, excepting the timber, stones,
and sand,
which I claimed by squatter's right. I have also a small woodshed
adjoining, made chiefly of the stuff which was left after building
the
house.
I intend to build me a house which will surpass any on the main
street in Concord in grandeur and luxury, as soon as it pleases
me
as much and will cost me no more than my present one.
I thus found that the student who wishes for a shelter can obtain
one for a lifetime at an expense not greater than the rent which
he
now pays annually. If I seem to boast more than is becoming,
my excuse
is that I brag for humanity rather than for myself; and my
shortcomings and inconsistencies do not affect the truth of my
statement. Notwithstanding much cant and hypocrisy- chaff which
I find
it difficult to separate from my wheat, but for which I am as
sorry as
any man- I will breathe freely and stretch myself in this respect,
it is such a relief to both the moral and physical system; and
I am
resolved that I will not through humility become the devil's
attorney.
I will endeavor to speak a good word for the truth. At Cambridge
College the mere rent of a student's room, which is only a little
larger than my own, is thirty dollars each year, though the
corporation had the advantage of building thirty-two side by
side
and under one roof, and the occupant suffers the inconvenience
of many
and noisy neighbors, and perhaps a residence in the fourth story.
I
cannot but think that if we had more true wisdom in these respects,
not only less education would be needed, because, forsooth, more
would
already have been acquired, but the pecuniary expense of getting
an
education would in a great measure vanish. Those conveniences
which
the student requires at Cambridge or elsewhere cost him or somebody
else ten times as great a sacrifice of life as they would with
proper management on both sides. Those things for which the most
money
is demanded are never the things which the student most wants.
Tuition, for instance, is an important item in the term bill,
while
for the far more valuable education which he gets by associating
with the most cultivated of his contemporaries no charge is made.
The mode of founding a college is, commonly, to get up a
subscription of dollars and cents, and then, following blindly
the
principles of a division of labor to its extreme- a principle
which
should never be followed but with circumspection- to call in
a
contractor who makes this a subject of speculation, and he employs
Irishmen or other operatives actually to lay the foundations,
while
the students that are to be are said to be fitting themselves
for
it; and for these oversights successive generations have to pay.
I
think that it would be better than this, for the students, or
those
who desire to be benefited by it, even to lay the foundation
themselves. The student who secures his coveted leisure and retirement
by systematically shirking any labor necessary to man obtains
but an
ignoble and unprofitable leisure, defrauding himself of the experience
which alone can make leisure fruitful. "But," says
one, "you do not
mean that the students should go to work with their hands instead
of
their heads?" I do not mean that exactly, but I mean something
which
he might think a good deal like that; I mean that they should
not play
life, or study it merely, while the community supports them at
this
expensive game, but earnestly live it from beginning to end.
How could
youths better learn to live than by at once trying the experiment
of
living? Methinks this would exercise their minds as much as
mathematics. If I wished a boy to know something about the arts
and
sciences, for instance, I would not pursue the common course,
which is
merely to send him into the neighborhood of some professor, where
anything is professed and practised but the art of life;- to
survey
the world through a telescope or a microscope, and never with
his
natural eye; to study chemistry, and not learn how his bread
is
made, or mechanics, and not learn how it is earned; to discover
new
satellites to Neptune, and not detect the motes in his eyes,
or to
what vagabond he is a satellite himself; or to be devoured by
the
monsters that swarm all around him, while contemplating the monsters
in a drop of vinegar. Which would have advanced the most at the
end of
a month- the boy who had made his own jackknife from the ore
which
he had dug and smelted, reading as much as would be necessary
for
this- or the boy who had attended the lectures on metallurgy
at the
Institute in the meanwhile, and had received a Rodgers penknife
from
his father? Which would be most likely to cut his fingers?...
To my
astonishment I was informed on leaving college that I had studied
navigation!- why, if I had taken one turn down the harbor I should
have known more about it. Even the poor student studies and is
taught only political economy, while that economy of living which
is
synonymous with philosophy is not even sincerely professed in
our
colleges. The consequence is, that while he is reading Adam Smith,
Ricardo, and Say, he runs his father in debt irretrievably.
As with our colleges, so with a hundred "modern improvements";
there
is an illusion about them; there is not always a positive advance.
The
devil goes on exacting compound interest to the last for his
early
share and numerous succeeding investments in them. Our inventions
are wont to be pretty toys, which distract our attention from
serious things. They are but improved means to an unimproved
end, an
end which it was already but too easy to arrive at; as railroads
lead to Boston or New York. We are in great haste to construct
a
magnetic telegraph from Maine to Texas; but Maine and Texas,
it may
be, have nothing important to communicate. Either is in such
a
predicament as the man who was earnest to be introduced to a
distinguished deaf woman, but when he was presented, and one
end of
her ear trumpet was put into his hand, had nothing to say. As
if the
main object were to talk fast and not to talk sensibly. We are
eager
to tunnel under the Atlantic and bring the Old World some weeks
nearer
to the New; but perchance the first news that will leak through
into
the broad, flapping American ear will be that the Princess Adelaide
has the whooping cough. After all, the man whose horse trots
a mile in
a minute does not carry the most important messages; he is not
an
evangelist, nor does he come round eating locusts and wild honey.
I
doubt if Flying Childers ever carried a peck of corn to mill.
One says to me, "I wonder that you do not lay up money;
you love
to travel; you might take the cars and go to Fitchburg today
and see
the country." But I am wiser than that. I have learned that
the
swiftest traveller is he that goes afoot. I say to my friend,
Suppose we try who will get there first. The distance is thirty
miles;
the fare ninety cents. That is almost a day's wages. I remember
when
wages were sixty cents a day for laborers on this very road.
Well, I
start now on foot, and get there before night; I have travelled
at
that rate by the week together. You will in the meanwhile have
earned your fare, and arrive there some time tomorrow, or possibly
this evening, if you are lucky enough to get a job in season.
Instead of going to Fitchburg, you will be working here the greater
part of the day. And so, if the railroad reached round the world,
I
think that I should keep ahead of you; and as for seeing the
country
and getting experience of that kind, I should have to cut your
acquaintance altogether.
Such is the universal law, which no man can ever outwit, and
with
regard to the railroad even we may say it is as broad as it is
long.
To make a railroad round the world available to all mankind is
equivalent to grading the whole surface of the planet. Men have
an
indistinct notion that if they keep up this activity of joint
stocks
and spades long enough all will at length ride somewhere, in
next to
no time, and for nothing; but though a crowd rushes to the depot,
and the conductor shouts "All aboard!" when the smoke
is blown away
and the vapor condensed, it will be perceived that a few are
riding,
but the rest are run over- and it will be called, and will be,
"A
melancholy accident." No doubt they can ride at last who
shall have
earned their fare, that is, if they survive so long, but they
will
probably have lost their elasticity and desire to travel by that
time.
This spending of the best part of one's life earning money in
order to
enjoy a questionable liberty during the least valuable part of
it
reminds me of the Englishman who went to India to make a fortune
first, in order that he might return to England and live the
life of a
poet. He should have gone up garret at once. "What!"
exclaim a million
Irishmen starting up from all the shanties in the land, "is
not this
railroad which we have built a good thing?" Yes, I answer,
comparatively good, that is, you might have done worse; but I
wish, as
you are brothers of mine, that you could have spent your time
better
than digging in this dirt.
Before I finished my house, wishing to earn ten or twelve
dollars by
some honest and agreeable method, in order to meet my unusual
expenses, I planted about two acres and a half of light and sandy
soil
near it chiefly with beans, but also a small part with potatoes,
corn,
peas, and turnips. The whole lot contains eleven acres, mostly
growing
up to pines and hickories, and was sold the preceding season
for eight
dollars and eight cents an acre. One farmer said that it was
"good for
nothing but to raise cheeping squirrels on." I put no manure
whatever on this land, not being the owner, but merely a squatter,
and
not expecting to cultivate so much again, and I did not quite
hoe it
all once. I got out several cords of stumps in plowing, which
supplied
me with fuel for a long time, and left small circles of virgin
mould, easily distinguishable through the summer by the greater
luxuriance of the beans there. The dead and for the most part
unmerchantable wood behind my house, and the driftwood from the
pond, have supplied the remainder of my fuel. I was obliged to
hire
a team and a man for the plowing, though I held the plow myself.
My
farm outgoes for the first season were, for implements, seed,
work,
etc., $14.72 1/2. The seed corn was given me. This never costs
anything to speak of, unless you plant more than enough. I got
twelve bushels of beans, and eighteen bushels of potatoes, beside
some
peas and sweet corn. The yellow corn and turnips were too late
to come
to anything. My whole income from the farm was
$ 23.44
Deducting the outgoes............. 14.72 1/2
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There are left....................$ 8.71 1/2
beside produce consumed and on hand at the time this estimate
was made
of the value of $4.50- the amount on hand much more than balancing
a
little grass which I did not raise. All things considered, that
is,
considering the importance of a man's soul and of today,
notwithstanding the short time occupied by my experiment, nay,
partly even because of its transient character, I believe that
that
was doing better than any farmer in Concord did that year.
The next year I did better still, for I spaded up all the land
which
I required, about a third of an acre, and I learned from the
experience of both years, not being in the least awed by many
celebrated works on husbandry, Arthur Young among the rest, that
if
one would live simply and eat only the crop which he raised,
and raise
no more than he ate, and not exchange it for an insufficient
quantity of more luxurious and expensive things, he would need
to
cultivate only a few rods of ground, and that it would be cheaper
to
spade up that than to use oxen to plow it, and to select a fresh
spot from time to time than to manure the old, and he could do
all his
necessary farm work as it were with his left hand at odd hours
in
the summer; and thus he would not be tied to an ox, or horse,
or
cow, or pig, as at present. I desire to speak impartially on
this
point, and as one not interested in the success or failure of
the
present economical and social arrangements. I was more independent
than any farmer in Concord, for I was not anchored to a house
or farm,
but could follow the bent of my genius, which is a very crooked
one,
every moment. Beside being better off than they already, if my
house
had been burned or my crops had failed, I should have been nearly
as
well off as before.
I am wont to think that men are not so much the keepers of herds
as herds are the keepers of men, the former are so much the freer.
Men
and oxen exchange work; but if we consider necessary work only,
the
oxen will be seen to have greatly the advantage, their farm is
so much
the larger. Man does some of his part of the exchange work in
his
six weeks of haying, and it is no boy's play. Certainly no nation
that
lived simply in all respects, that is, no nation of philosophers,
would commit so great a blunder as to use the labor of animals.
True, there never was and is not likely soon to be a nation of
philosophers, nor am I certain it is desirable that there should
be.
However, I should never have broken a horse or bull and taken
him to
board for any work he might do for me, for fear I should become
a
horseman or a herdsman merely; and if society seems to be the
gainer
by so doing, are we certain that what is one man's gain is not
another's loss, and that the stable-boy has equal cause with
his
master to be satisfied? Granted that some public works would
not
have been constructed without this aid, and let man share the
glory of
such with the ox and horse; does it follow that he could not
have
accomplished works yet more worthy of himself in that case? When
men
begin to do, not merely unnecessary or artistic, but luxurious
and
idle work, with their assistance, it is inevitable that a few
do all
the exchange work with the oxen, or, in other words, become the
slaves
of the strongest. Man thus not only works for the animal within
him,
but, for a symbol of this, he works for the animal without him.
Though
we have many substantial houses of brick or stone, the prosperity
of
the farmer is still measured by the degree to which the barn
overshadows the house. This town is said to have the largest
houses
for oxen, cows, and horses hereabouts, and it is not behindhand
in its
public buildings; but there are very few halls for free worship
or
free speech in this county. It should not be by their architecture,
but why not even by their power of abstract thought, that nations
should seek to commemorate themselves? How much more admirable
the
Bhagvat-Geeta than all the ruins of the East! Towers and temples
are
the luxury of princes. A simple and independent mind does not
toil
at the bidding of any prince. Genius is not a retainer to any
emperor,
nor is its material silver, or gold, or marble, except to a trifling
extent. To what end, pray, is so much stone hammered? In Arcadia,
when
I was there, I did not see any hammering stone. Nations are
possessed with an insane ambition to perpetuate the memory of
themselves by the amount of hammered stone they leave. What if
equal
pains were taken to smooth and polish their manners? One piece
of good
sense would be more memorable than a monument as high as the
moon. I
love better to see stones in place. The grandeur of Thebes was
a
vulgar grandeur. More sensible is a rod of stone wall that bounds
an
honest man's field than a hundred-gated Thebes that has wandered
farther from the true end of life. The religion and civilization
which
are barbaric and heathenish build splendid temples; but what
you might
call Christianity does not. Most of the stone a nation hammers
goes
toward its tomb only. It buries itself alive. As for the Pyramids,
there is nothing to wonder at in them so much as the fact that
so many
men could be found degraded enough to spend their lives constructing
a
tomb for some ambitious booby, whom it would have been wiser
and
manlier to have drowned in the Nile, and then given his body
to the
dogs. I might possibly invent some excuse for them and him, but
I have
no time for it. As for the religion and love of art of the builders,
it is much the same all the world over, whether the building
be an
Egyptian temple or the United States Bank. It costs more than
it comes
to. The mainspring is vanity, assisted by the love of garlic
and bread
and butter. Mr. Balcom, a promising young architect, designs
it on the
back of his Vitruvius, with hard pencil and ruler, and the job
is
let out to Dobson & Sons, stonecutters. When the thirty centuries
begin to look down on it, mankind begin to look up at it. As
for
your high towers and monuments, there was a crazy fellow once
in
this town who undertook to dig through to China, and he got so
far
that, as he said, he heard the Chinese pots and kettles rattle;
but
I think that I shall not go out of my way to admire the hole
which
he made. Many are concerned about the monuments of the West and
the
East- to know who built them. For my part, I should like to know
who
in those days did not build them- who were above such trifling.
But to
proceed with my statistics.
By surveying, carpentry, and day-labor of various other kinds
in the
village in the meanwhile, for I have as many trades as fingers,
I
had earned $13.34. The expense of food for eight months, namely,
from July 4th to March 1st, the time when these estimates were
made,
though I lived there more than two years- not counting potatoes,
a
little green corn, and some peas, which I had raised, nor
considering the value of what was on hand at the last date- was
Rice......................$ 1.73 1/2
Molasses.................. 1.73 (Cheapest form of the
saccharine.)
Rye meal.................. 1.04 3/4
Indian meal............... 0.99 3/4 (Cheaper than rye.)
Pork...................... 0.22
(All Experiments Which Failed)
Flour..................... 0.88 (Costs more than Indian meal,
both money and trouble.)
Sugar..................... 0.80
Lard...................... 0.65
Apples.................... 0.25
Dried apple............... 0.22
Sweet potatoes............ 0.10
One pumpkin............... 0.06
One watermelon............ 0.02
Salt...................... 0.03
Yes, I did eat $8.74, all told; but I should not thus unblushingly
publish my guilt, if I did not know that most of my readers were
equally guilty with myself, and that their deeds would look no
better in print. The next year I sometimes caught a mess of fish
for
my dinner, and once I went so far as to slaughter a woodchuck
which
ravaged my bean-field- effect his transmigration, as a Tartar
would
say- and devour him, partly for experiment's sake; but though
it
afforded me a momentary enjoyment, notwithstanding a musky flavor,
I
saw that the longest use would not make that a good practice,
however it might seem to have your woodchucks ready dressed by
the
village butcher.
Clothing and some incidental expenses within the same dates,
though little can be inferred from this item, amounted to
$ 8.40 3/4
Oil and some household utensils......... 2.00
So that all the pecuniary outgoes, excepting for washing and
mending, which for the most part were done out of the house,
and their
bills have not yet been received- and these are all and more
than
all the ways by which money necessarily goes out in this part
of the
world- were
House...................................$ 28.12 1/2
Farm one year........................... 14.72 1/2
Food eight months....................... 8.74
Clothing, etc., eight months............ 8.40 3/4
Oil, etc., eight months................. 2.00
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In all..................................$ 61.99 3/4
I address myself now to those of my readers who have a living
to
get. And to meet this I have for farm produce sold
$ 23.44
Earned by day-labor..................... 13.34
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In all..................................$ 36.78
which subtracted from the sum of the outgoes leaves a balance
of
$25.21 3/4 on the one side- this being very nearly the means
with
which I started, and the measure of expenses to be incurred-
and on
the other, beside the leisure and independence and health thus
secured, a comfortable house for me as long as I choose to occupy
it.
These statistics, however accidental and therefore uninstructive
they may appear, as they have a certain completeness, have a
certain
value also. Nothing was given me of which I have not rendered
some
account. It appears from the above estimate, that my food alone
cost
me in money about twenty-seven cents a week. It was, for nearly
two
years after this, rye and Indian meal without yeast, potatoes,
rice, a
very little salt pork, molasses, and salt; and my drink, water.
It was
fit that I should live on rice, mainly, who love so well the
philosophy of India. To meet the objections of some inveterate
cavillers, I may as well state, that if I dined out occasionally,
as I
always had done, and I trust shall have opportunities to do again,
it was frequently to the detriment of my domestic arrangements.
But
the dining out, being, as I have stated, a constant element,
does
not in the least affect a comparative statement like this.
I learned from my two years' experience that it would cost
incredibly little trouble to obtain one's necessary food, even
in this
latitude; that a man may use as simple a diet as the animals,
and
yet retain health and strength. I have made a satisfactory dinner,
satisfactory on several accounts, simply off a dish of purslane
(Portulaca oleracea) which I gathered in my cornfield, boiled
and
salted. I give the Latin on account of the savoriness of the
trivial
name. And pray what more can a reasonable man desire, in peaceful
times, in ordinary noons, than a sufficient number of ears of
green
sweet corn boiled, with the addition of salt? Even the little
variety which I used was a yielding to the demands of appetite,
and
not of health. Yet men have come to such a pass that they frequently
starve, not for want of necessaries, but for want of luxuries;
and I
know a good woman who thinks that her son lost his life because
he
took to drinking water only.
The reader will perceive that I am treating the subject rather
from an economic than a dietetic point of view, and he will not
venture to put my abstemiousness to the test unless he has a
well-stocked larder.
Bread I at first made of pure Indian meal and salt, genuine
hoe-cakes, which I baked before my fire out of doors on a shingle
or
the end of a stick of timber sawed off in building my house;
but it
was wont to get smoked and to have a piny flavor, I tried flour
also; but have at last found a mixture of rye and Indian meal
most
convenient and agreeable. In cold weather it was no little amusement
to bake several small loaves of this in succession, tending and
turning them as carefully as an Egyptian his hatching eggs. They
were a real cereal fruit which I ripened, and they had to my
senses
a fragrance like that of other noble fruits, which I kept in
as long
as possible by wrapping them in cloths. I made a study of the
ancient and indispensable art of bread-making, consulting such
authorities as offered, going back to the primitive days and
first
invention of the unleavened kind, when from the wildness of nuts
and
meats men first reached the mildness and refinement of this diet,
and travelling gradually down in my studies through that accidental
souring of the dough which, it is supposed, taught the leavening
process, and through the various fermentations thereafter, till
I came
to "good, sweet, wholesome bread," the staff of life.
Leaven, which
some deem the soul of bread, the spiritus which fills its cellular
tissue, which is religiously preserved like the vestal fire-
some
precious bottleful, I suppose, first brought over in the Mayflower,
did the business for America, and its influence is still rising,
swelling, spreading, in cerealian billows over the land- this
seed I
regularly and faithfully procured from the village, till at length
one
morning I forgot the rules, and scalded my yeast; by which accident
I discovered that even this was not indispensable- for my
discoveries were not by the synthetic but analytic process- and
I have
gladly omitted it since, though most housewives earnestly assured
me
that safe and wholesome bread without yeast might not be, and
elderly people prophesied a speedy decay of the vital forces.
Yet I
find it not to be an essential ingredient, and after going without
it for a year am still in the land of the living; and I am glad
to
escape the trivialness of carrying a bottleful in my pocket,
which
would sometimes pop and discharge its contents to my discomfiture.
It is simpler and more respectable to omit it. Man is an animal
who
more than any other can adapt himself to all climates and
circumstances. Neither did I put any sal-soda, or other acid
or
alkali, into my bread. It would seem that I made it according
to the
recipe which Marcus Porcius Cato gave about two centuries before
Christ. "Panem depsticium sic facito. Manus mortariumque
bene
lavato. Farinam in mortarium indito, aquae paulatim addito,
subigitoque pulchre. Ubi bene subegeris, defingito, coquitoque
sub
testu." Which I take to mean,- "Make kneaded bread
thus. Wash your
hands and trough well. Put the meal into the trough, add water
gradually, and knead it thoroughly. When you have kneaded it
well,
mould it, and bake it under a cover," that is, in a baking-kettle.
Not
a word about leaven. But I did not always use this staff of life.
At
one time, owing to the emptiness of my purse, I saw none of it
for
more than a month.
Every New Englander might easily raise all his own breadstuffs
in
this land of rye and Indian corn, and not depend on distant and
fluctuating markets for them. Yet so far are we from simplicity
and
independence that, in Concord, fresh and sweet meal is rarely
sold
in the shops, and hominy and corn in a still coarser form are
hardly
used by any. For the most part the farmer gives to his cattle
and hogs
the grain of his own producing, and buys flour, which is at least
no
more wholesome, at a greater cost, at the store. I saw that I
could
easily raise my bushel or two of rye and Indian corn, for the
former
will grow on the poorest land, and the latter does not require
the
best, and grind them in a hand-mill, and so do without rice and
pork; and if I must have some concentrated sweet, I found by
experiment that I could make a very good molasses either of pumpkins
or beets, and I knew that I needed only to set out a few maples
to
obtain it more easily still, and while these were growing I could
use various substitutes beside those which I have named. "For,"
as the
Forefathers sang,
"we can make liquor to sweeten our lips
Of pumpkins and parsnips and walnut-tree chips."
Finally, as for salt, that grossest of groceries, to obtain
this might
be a fit occasion for a visit to the seashore, or, if I did without
it
altogether, I should probably drink the less water. I do not
learn
that the Indians ever troubled themselves to go after it.
Thus I could avoid all trade and barter, so far as my food was
concerned, and having a shelter already, it would only remain
to get
clothing and fuel. The pantaloons which I now wear were woven
in a
farmer's family- thank Heaven there is so much virtue still in
man;
for I think the fall from the farmer to the operative as great
and
memorable as that from the man to the farmer;- and in a new country,
fuel is an encumbrance. As for a habitat, if I were not permitted
still to squat, I might purchase one acre at the same price for
which the land I cultivated was sold- namely, eight dollars and
eight cents. But as it was, I considered that I enhanced the
value
of the land by squatting on it.
There is a certain class of unbelievers who sometimes ask me
such
questions as, if I think that I can live on vegetable food alone;
and to strike at the root of the matter at once- for the root
is
faith- I am accustomed to answer such, that I can live on board
nails.
If they cannot understand that, they cannot understand much that
I
have to say. For my part, I am glad to bear of experiments of
this
kind being tried; as that a young man tried for a fortnight to
live on
hard, raw corn on the ear, using his teeth for all mortar. The
squirrel tribe tried the same and succeeded. The human race is
interested in these experiments, though a few old women who are
incapacitated for them, or who own their thirds in mills, may
be
alarmed.
My furniture, part of which I made myself- and the rest cost
me
nothing of which I have not rendered an account- consisted of
a bed, a
table, a desk, three chairs, a looking-glass three inches in
diameter,
a pair of tongs and andirons, a kettle, a skillet, and a frying-pan,
a
dipper, a wash-bowl, two knives and forks, three plates, one
cup,
one spoon, a jug for oil, a jug for molasses, and a japanned
lamp.
None is so poor that he need sit on a pumpkin. That is
shiftlessness. There is a plenty of such chairs as I like best
in
the village garrets to be had for taking them away. Furniture!
Thank
God, I can sit and I can stand without the aid of a furniture
warehouse. What man but a philosopher would not be ashamed to
see
his furniture packed in a cart and going up country exposed to
the
light of heaven and the eyes of men, a beggarly account of empty
boxes? That is Spaulding's furniture. I could never tell from
inspecting such a load whether it belonged to a so-called rich
man
or a poor one; the owner always seemed poverty-stricken. Indeed,
the
more you have of such things the poorer you are. Each load looks
as if
it contained the contents of a dozen shanties; and if one shanty
is
poor, this is a dozen times as poor. Pray, for what do we move
ever
but to get rid of our furniture, our exuviae; at last to go from
this world to another newly furnished, and leave this to be burned?
It
is the same as if all these traps were buckled to a man's belt,
and he
could not move over the rough country where our lines are cast
without
dragging them- dragging his trap. He was a lucky fox that left
his
tail in the trap. The muskrat will gnaw his third leg off to
be
free. No wonder man has lost his elasticity. How often he is
at a dead
set! "Sir, if I may be so bold, what do you mean by a dead
set?" If
you are a seer, whenever you meet a man you will see all that
he owns,
ay, and much that he pretends to disown, behind him, even to
his
kitchen furniture and all the trumpery which he saves and will
not
burn, and he will appear to be harnessed to it and making what
headway
he can. I think that the man is at a dead set who has got through
a
knot-hole or gateway where his sledge load of furniture cannot
follow him. I cannot but feel compassion when I hear some trig,
compact-looking man, seemingly free, all girded and ready, speak
of
his "furniture," as whether it is insured or not. "But
what shall I do
with my furniture?"- My gay butterfly is entangled in a
spider's web
then. Even those who seem for a long while not to have any, if
you
inquire more narrowly you will find have some stored in somebody's
barn. I look upon England today as an old gentleman who is
travelling with a great deal of baggage, trumpery which has
accumulated from long housekeeping, which he has not the courage
to
burn; great trunk, little trunk, bandbox, and bundle. Throw away
the
first three at least. It would surpass the powers of a well man
nowadays to take up his bed and walk, and I should certainly
advise
a sick one to lay down his bed and run. When I have met an immigrant
tottering under a bundle which contained his all- looking like
an
enormous well which had grown out of the nape of his neck- I
have
pitied him, not because that was his all, but because he had
all
that to carry. If I have got to drag my trap, I will take care
that it
be a light one and do not nip me in a vital part. But perchance
it
would be wisest never to put one's paw into it.
I would observe, by the way, that it costs me nothing for
curtains, for I have no gazers to shut out but the sun and moon,
and I
am willing that they should look in. The moon will not sour milk
nor
taint meat of mine, nor will the sun injure my furniture or fade
my
carpet; and if he is sometimes too warm a friend, I find it still
better economy to retreat behind some curtain which nature has
provided, than to add a single item to the details of housekeeping.
A lady once offered me a mat, but as I had no room to spare within
the
house, nor time to spare within or without to shake it, I declined
it,
preferring to wipe my feet on the sod before my door. It is best
to
avoid the beginnings of evil.
Not long since I was present at the auction of a deacon's effects,
for his life had not been ineffectual:
"The evil that men do lives after them."
As usual, a great proportion was trumpery which had begun
to
accumulate in his father's day. Among the rest was a dried tapeworm.
And now, after lying half a century in his garret and other dust
holes, these things were not burned; instead of a bonfire, or
purifying destruction of them, there was an auction, or increasing
of them. The neighbors eagerly collected to view them, bought
them
all, and carefully transported them to their garrets and dust
holes,
to lie there till their estates are settled, when they will start
again. When a man dies he kicks the dust.
The customs of some savage nations might, perchance, be profitably
imitated by us, for they at least go through the semblance of
casting their slough annually; they have the idea of the thing,
whether they have the reality or not. Would it not be well if
we
were to celebrate such a "busk," or "feast of
first fruits," as
Bartram describes to have been the custom of the Mucclasse Indians?
"When a town celebrates the busk," says he, "having
previously
provided themselves with new clothes, new pots, pans, and other
household utensils and furniture, they collect all their worn
out
clothes and other despicable things, sweep and cleanse their
houses,
squares, and the whole town of their filth, which with all the
remaining grain and other old provisions they cast together into
one
common heap, and consume it with fire. After having taken medicine,
and fasted for three days, all the fire in the town is extinguished.
During this fast they abstain from the gratification of every
appetite
and passion whatever. A general amnesty is proclaimed; all malefactors
may return to their town."
"On the fourth morning, the high priest, by rubbing dry
wood
together, produces new fire in the public square, from whence
every
habitation in the town is supplied with the new and pure flame."
They then feast on the new corn and fruits, and dance and sing
for
three days, "and the four following days they receive visits
and
rejoice with their friends from neighboring towns who have in
like
manner purified and prepared themselves."
The Mexicans also practised a similar purification at the end
of
every fifty-two years, in the belief that it was time for the
world to
come to an end.
I have scarcely heard of a truer sacrament, that is, as the
dictionary defines it,- outward and visible sign of an inward
and
spiritual grace," than this, and I have no doubt that they
were
originally inspired directly from Heaven to do thus, though they
have no Biblical record of the revelation.
For more than five years I maintained myself thus solely by
the
labor of my hands, and I found that, by working about six weeks
in a
year, I could meet all the expenses of living. The whole of my
winters, as well as most of my summers, I had free and clear
for
study. I have thoroughly tried school- keeping, and found that
my
expenses were in proportion, or rather out of proportion, to
my
income, for I was obliged to dress and train, not to say think
and
believe, accordingly, and I lost my time into the bargain. As
I did
not teach for the good of my fellow-men, but simply for a
livelihood, this was a failure. I have tried trade; but I found
that
it would take ten years to get under way in that, and that then
I
should probably be on my way to the devil. I was actually afraid
that I might by that time be doing what is called a good business.
When formerly I was looking about to see what I could do for
a living,
some sad experience in conforming to the wishes of friends being
fresh
in my mind to tax my ingenuity, I thought often and seriously
of
picking huckleberries; that surely I could do, and its small
profits
might suffice- for my greatest skill has been to want but little-
so
little capital it required, so little distraction from my wonted
moods, I foolishly thought. While my acquaintances went unhesitatingly
into trade or the professions, I contemplated this occupation
as
most like theirs; ranging the hills all summer to pick the berries
which came in my way, and thereafter carelessly dispose of them;
so,
to keep the flocks of Admetus. I also dreamed that I might gather
the wild herbs, or carry evergreens to such villagers as loved
to be
reminded of the woods, even to the city, by hay-cart loads. But
I have
since learned that trade curses everything it handles; and though
you trade in messages from heaven, the whole curse of trade attaches
to the business.
As I preferred some things to others, and especially valued my
freedom, as I could fare hard and yet succeed well, I did not
wish
to spend my time in earning rich carpets or other fine furniture,
or
delicate cookery, or a house in the Grecian or the Gothic style
just
yet. If there are any to whom it is no interruption to acquire
these
things, and who know how to use them when acquired, I relinquish
to
them the pursuit. Some are "industrious," and appear
to love labor for
its own sake, or perhaps because it keeps them out of worse
mischief; to such I have at present nothing to say. Those who
would
not know what to do with more leisure than they now enjoy, I
might
advise to work twice as hard as they do- work till they pay for
themselves, and get their free papers. For myself I found that
the
occupation of a day-laborer was the most independent of any,
especially as it required only thirty or forty days in a year
to
support one. The laborer's day ends with the going down of the
sun,
and he is then free to devote himself to his chosen pursuit,
independent of his labor; but his employer, who speculates from
month to month, has no respite from one end of the year to the
other.
In short, I am convinced, both by faith and experience, that
to
maintain one's self on this earth is not a hardship but a pastime,
if we will live simply and wisely; as the pursuits of the simpler
nations are still the sports of the more artificial. It is not
necessary that a man should earn his living by the sweat of his
brow, unless he sweats easier than I do.
One young man of my acquaintance, who has inherited some acres,
told
me that he thought he should live as I did, if he had the means.
I
would not have any one adopt my mode of living on any account;
for,
beside that before he has fairly learned it I may have found
out
another for myself, I desire that there may be as many different
persons in the world as possible; but I would have each one be
very
careful to find out and pursue his own way, and not his father's
or
his mother's or his neighbor's instead. The youth may build or
plant
or sail, only let him not be hindered from doing that which he
tells
me he would like to do. It is by a mathematical point only that
we are
wise, as the sailor or the fugitive slave keeps the polestar
in his
eye; but that is sufficient guidance for all our life. We may
not
arrive at our port within a calculable period, but we would preserve
the true course.
Undoubtedly, in this case, what is true for one is truer still
for a
thousand, as a large house is not proportionally more expensive
than a
small one, since one roof may cover, one cellar underlie, and
one wall
separate several apartments. But for my part, I preferred the
solitary
dwelling. Moreover, it will commonly be cheaper to build the
whole
yourself than to convince another of the advantage of the common
wall;
and when you have done this, the common partition, to be much
cheaper,
must be a thin one, and that other may prove a bad neighbor,
and
also not keep his side in repair. The only cooperation which
is
commonly possible is exceedingly partial and superficial; and
what
little true cooperation there is, is as if it were not, being
a
harmony inaudible to men. If a man has faith, he will cooperate
with
equal faith everywhere; if he has not faith, he will continue
to
live like the rest of the world, whatever company he is joined
to.
To cooperate in the highest as well as the lowest sense, means
to
get our living together. I heard it proposed lately that two
young men
should travel together over the world, the one without money,
earning his means as he went, before the mast and behind the
plow, the
other carrying a bill of exchange in his pocket. It was easy
to see
that they could not long be companions or cooperate, since one
would
not operate at all. They would part at the first interesting
crisis in
their adventures. Above all, as I have implied, the man who goes
alone
can start today; but he who travels with another must wait till
that
other is ready, and it may be a long time before they get off.
But all this is very selfish, I have heard some of my townsmen
say. I confess that I have hither- to indulged very little in
philanthropic enterprises. I have made some sacrifices to a sense
of
duty, and among others have sacrificed this pleasure also. There
are
those who have used all their arts to persuade me to undertake
the
support of some poor family in the town; and if I had nothing
to do-
for the devil finds employment for the idle- I might try my hand
at
some such pastime as that. However, when I have thought to indulge
myself in this respect, and lay their Heaven under an obligation
by
maintaining certain poor persons in all respects as comfortably
as I
maintain myself, and have even ventured so far as to make them
the
offer, they have one and all unhesitatingly preferred to remain
poor. While my townsmen and women are devoted in so many ways
to the
good of their fellows, I trust that one at least may be spared
to
other and less humane pursuits. You must have a genius for charity
as well as for anything else. As for Doing-good, that is one
of the
professions which are full. Moreover, I have tried it fairly,
and,
strange as it may seem, am satisfied that it does not agree with
my
constitution. Probably I should not consciously and deliberately
forsake my particular calling to do the good which society demands
of me, to save the universe from annihilation; and I believe
that a
like but infinitely greater steadfastness elsewhere is all that
now
preserves it. But I would not stand between any man and his genius;
and to him who does this work, which I decline, with his whole
heart
and soul and life, I would say, Persevere, even if the world
call it
doing evil, as it is most likely they will.
I am far from supposing that my case is a peculiar one; no doubt
many of my readers would make a similar defence. At doing something-
I
will not engage that my neighbors shall pronounce it good- I
do not
hesitate to say that I should be a capital fellow to hire; but
what
that is, it is for my employer to find out. What good I do, in
the
common sense of that word, must be aside from my main path, and
for
the most part wholly unintended. Men say, practically, Begin
where you
are and such as you are, without aiming mainly to become of more
worth, and with kindness aforethought go about doing good. If
I were
to preach at all in this strain, I should say rather, Set about
being good. As if the sun should stop when he had kindled his
fires up
to the splendor of a moon or a star of the sixth magnitude, and
go
about like a Robin Goodfellow, peeping in at every cottage window,
inspiring lunatics, and tainting meats, and making darkness visible,
instead of steadily increasing his genial heat and beneficence
till he
is of such brightness that no mortal can look him in the face,
and
then, and in the meanwhile too, going about the world in his
own
orbit, doing it good, or rather, as a truer philosophy has discovered,
the world going about him getting good. When Phaeton, wishing
to prove
his heavenly birth by his beneficence, had the sun's chariot
but one
day, and drove out of the beaten track, he burned several blocks
of
houses in the lower streets of heaven, and scorched the surface
of the
earth, and dried up every spring, and made the great desert of
Sahara,
till at length Jupiter hurled him headlong to the earth with
a
thunderbolt, and the sun, through grief at his death, did not
shine
for a year.
There is no odor so bad as that which arises from goodness
tainted. It is human, it is divine, carrion. If I knew for a
certainty
that a man was coming to my house with the conscious design of
doing
me good, I should run for my life, as from that dry and parching
wind of the African deserts called the simoom, which fills the
mouth
and nose and ears and eyes with dust till you are suffocated,
for fear
that I should get some of his good done to me- some of its virus
mingled with my blood. No- in this case I would rather suffer
evil the
natural way. A man is not a good man to me because he will feed
me
if I should be starving, or warm me if I should be freezing,
or pull
me out of a ditch if I should ever fall into one. I can find
you a
Newfoundland dog that will do as much. Philanthropy is not love
for
one's fellow-man in the broadest sense. Howard was no doubt an
exceedingly kind and worthy man in his way, and has his reward;
but,
comparatively speaking, what are a hundred Howards to us, if
their
philanthropy do not help us in our best estate, when we are most
worthy to be helped? I never heard of a philanthropic meeting
in which
it was sincerely proposed to do any good to me, or the like of
me.
The Jesuits were quite balked by those indians who, being burned
at the stake, suggested new modes of torture to their tormentors.
Being superior to physical suffering, it sometimes chanced that
they
were superior to any consolation which the missionaries could
offer;
and the law to do as you would be done by fell with less
persuasiveness on the ears of those who, for their part, did
not
care how they were done by, who loved their enemies after a new
fashion, and came very near freely forgiving them all they did.
Be sure that you give the poor the aid they most need, though
it
be your example which leaves them far behind. If you give money,
spend
yourself with it, and do not merely abandon it to them. We make
curious mistakes sometimes. Often the poor man is not so cold
and
hungry as he is dirty and ragged and gross. It is partly his
taste,
and not merely his misfortune. If you give him money, he will
perhaps buy more rags with it. I was wont to pity the clumsy
Irish
laborers who cut ice on the pond, in such mean and ragged clothes,
while I shivered in my more tidy and somewhat more fashionable
garments, till, one bitter cold day, one who had slipped into
the
water came to my house to warm him, and I saw him strip off three
pairs of pants and two pairs of stockings ere he got down to
the skin,
though they were dirty and ragged enough, it is true, and that
he
could afford to refuse the extra garments which I offered him,
he
had so many intra ones. This ducking was the very thing he needed.
Then I began to pity myself, and I saw that it would be a greater
charity to bestow on me a flannel shirt than a whole slop-shop
on him.
There are a thousand hacking at the branches of evil to one who
is
striking at the root, and it may be that he who bestows the largest
amount of time and money on the needy is doing the most by his
mode of
life to produce that misery which he strives in vain to relieve.
It is
the pious slave-breeder devoting the proceeds of every tenth
slave
to buy a Sunday's liberty for the rest. Some show their kindness
to
the poor by employing them in their kitchens. Would they not
be kinder
if they employed themselves there? You boast of spending a tenth
part of your income in charity; maybe you should spend the nine
tenths
so, and done with it. Society recovers only a tenth part of the
property then. Is this owing to the generosity of him in whose
possession it is found, or to the remissness of the officers
of
justice?
Philanthropy is almost the only virtue which is sufficiently
appreciated by mankind. Nay, it is greatly overrated; and it
is our
selfishness which overrates it. A robust poor man, one sunny
day
here in Concord, praised a fellow-townsman to me, because, as
he said,
he was kind to the poor; meaning himself. The kind uncles and
aunts of
the race are more esteemed than its true spiritual fathers and
mothers. I once heard a reverend lecturer on England, a man of
learning and intelligence, after enumerating her scientific,
literary,
and political worthies, Shakespeare, Bacon, Cromwell, Milton,
Newton, and others, speak next of her Christian heroes, whom,
as if
his profession required it of him, he elevated to a place far
above
all the rest, as the greatest of the great. They were Penn, Howard,
and Mrs. Fry. Every one must feel the falsehood and cant of this.
The last were not England's best men and women; only, perhaps,
her
best philanthropists.
I would not subtract anything from the praise that is due to
philanthropy, but merely demand justice for all who by their
lives and
works are a blessing to mankind. I do not value chiefly a man's
uprightness and benevolence, which are, as it were, his stem
and
leaves. Those plants of whose greenness withered we make herb
tea
for the sick serve but a humble use, and are most employed by
quacks. I want the flower and fruit of a man; that some fragrance
be
wafted over from him to me, and some ripeness flavor our
intercourse. His goodness must not be a partial and transitory
act,
but a constant superfluity, which costs him nothing and of which
he is
unconscious. This is a charity that hides a multitude of sins.
The
philanthropist too often surrounds mankind with the remembrance
of his
own castoff griefs as an atmosphere, and calls it sympathy. We
should impart our courage, and not our despair, our health and
ease,
and not our disease, and take care that this does not spread
by
contagion. From what southern plains comes up the voice of wailing?
Under what latitudes reside the heathen to whom we would send
light?
Who is that intemperate and brutal man whom we would redeem?
If
anything ail a man, so that he does not perform his functions,
if he
have a pain in his bowels even- for that is the seat of sympathy-
he
forthwith sets about reforming- the world. Being a microcosm
himself, he discovers- and it is a true discovery, and he is
the man
to make it- that the world has been eating green apples; to his
eyes, in fact, the globe itself is a great green apple, which
there is
danger awful to think of that the children of men will nibble
before
it is ripe; and straightway his drastic philanthropy seeks out
the
Esquimau and the Patagonian, and embraces the populous Indian
and
Chinese villages; and thus, by a few years of philanthropic
activity, the powers in the meanwhile using him for their own
ends, no
doubt, he cures himself of his dyspepsia, the globe acquires
a faint
blush on one or both of its cheeks, as if it were beginning to
be
ripe, and life loses its crudity and is once more sweet and
wholesome to live. I never dreamed of any enormity greater than
I have
committed. I never knew, and never shall know, a worse man than
myself.
I believe that what so saddens the reformer is not his sympathy
with
his fellows in distress, but, though he be the holiest son of
God,
is his private ail. Let this be righted, let the spring come
to him,
the morning rise over his couch, and he will forsake his generous
companions without apology. My excuse for not lecturing against
the
use of tobacco is, that I never chewed it, that is a penalty
which
reformed tobacco-chewers have to pay; though there are things
enough I
have chewed which I could lecture against. If you should ever
be
betrayed into any of these philanthropies, do not let your left
hand
know what your right hand does, for it is not worth knowing.
Rescue
the drowning and tie your shoestrings. Take your time, and set
about
some free labor.
Our manners have been corrupted by communication with the saints.
Our hymn-books resound with a melodious cursing of God and enduring
Him forever. One would say that even the prophets and redeemers
had
rather consoled the fears than confirmed the hopes of man. There
is
nowhere recorded a simple and irrepressible satisfaction with
the gift
of life, any memorable praise of God. All health and success
does me
good, however far off and withdrawn it may appear; all disease
and
failure helps to make me sad and does me evil, however much sympathy
it may have with me or I with it. If, then, we would indeed restore
mankind by truly Indian, botanic, magnetic, or natural means,
let us
first be as simple and well as Nature ourselves, dispel the clouds
which hang over our own brows, and take up a little life into
our
pores. Do not stay to be an overseer of the poor, but endeavor
to
become one of the worthies of the world.
I read in the Gulistan, or Flower Garden, of Sheik Sadi of Shiraz,
that "they asked a wise man, saying: Of the many celebrated
trees
which the Most High God has created lofty and umbrageous, they
call
none azad, or free, excepting the cypress, which bears no fruit;
what mystery is there in this? He replied: Each has its appropriate
produce, and appointed season, during the continuance of which
it is
fresh and blooming, and during their absence dry and withered;
to
neither of which states is the cypress exposed, being always
flourishing; and of this nature are the azads, or religious
independents.- Fix not thy heart on that which is transitory;
for
the Dijlah, or Tigris, will continue to flow through Bagdad after
the race of caliphs is extinct: if thy hand has plenty, be liberal
as the date tree; but if it affords nothing to give away, be
an
azad, or free man, like the cypress."
COMPLEMENTAL VERSES.
The Pretensions of Poverty.
Thou dost presume too much, poor needy wretch,
To claim a station in the firmament
Because thy humble cottage, or thy tub,
Nurses some lazy or pedantic virtue
In the cheap sunshine or by shady springs,
With roots and pot-herbs; where thy right hand,
Tearing those humane passions from the mind,
Upon whose stocks fair blooming virtues flourish,
Degradeth nature, and benumbeth sense,
And, Gorgon-like, turns active men to stone.
We not require the dull society
Of your necessitated temperance,
Or that unnatural stupidity
That knows nor joy nor sorrow; nor your forc'd
Falsely exalted passive fortitude
Above the active. This low abject brood,
That fix their seats in mediocrity,
Become your servile minds; but we advance
Such virtues only as admit excess,
Brave, bounteous acts, regal magnificence,
All-seeing prudence, magnanimity
That knows no bound, and that heroic virtue
For which antiquity hath left no name,
But patterns only, such as Hercules,
Achilles, Theseus. Back to thy loath'd cell;
And when thou seest the new enlightened sphere,
Study to know but what those worthies were.
T. CAREW
WHERE I LIVED, AND WHAT I LIVED FOR.
AT A CERTAIN season of our life we are accustomed to consider
every spot as the possible site of a house. I have thus surveyed
the
country on every side within a dozen miles of where I live. In
imagination I have bought all the farms in succession, for all
were to
be bought, and I knew their price. I walked over each farmer's
premises, tasted his wild apples, discoursed on husbandry with
him,
took his farm at his price, at any price, mortgaging it to him
in my
mind; even put a higher price on it- took everything but a deed
of it-
took his word for his deed, for I dearly love to talk- cultivated
it, and him too to some extent, I trust, and withdrew when I
had
enjoyed it long enough, leaving him to carry it on. This experience
entitled me to be regarded as a sort of real-estate broker by
my
friends. Wherever I sat, there I might live, and the landscape
radiated from me accordingly. What is a house but a sedes, a
seat?-
better if a country seat. I discovered many a site for a house
not
likely to be soon improved, which some might have thought too
far from
the village, but to my eyes the village was too far from it.
Well,
there I might live, I said; and there I did live, for an hour,
a
summer and a winter life; saw how I could let the years run off,
buffet the winter through, and see the spring come in. The future
inhabitants of this region, wherever they may place their houses,
may be sure that they have been anticipated. An afternoon sufficed
to lay out the land into orchard, wood-lot, and pasture, and
to decide
what fine oaks or pines should be left to stand before the door,
and
whence each blasted tree could be seen to the best advantage;
and then
I let it lie, fallow, perchance, for a man is rich in proportion
to
the number of things which he can afford to let alone.
My imagination carried me so far that I even had the refusal
of
several farms- the refusal was all I wanted- but I never got
my
fingers burned by actual possession. The nearest that I came
to actual
possession was when I bought the Hollowell place, and had begun
to
sort my seeds, and collected materials with which to make a
wheelbarrow to carry it on or off with; but before the owner
gave me a
deed of it, his wife- every man has such a wife- changed her
mind
and wished to keep it, and he offered me ten dollars to release
him.
Now, to speak the truth, I had but ten cents in the world, and
it
surpassed my arithmetic to tell, if I was that man who had ten
cents, or who had a farm, or ten dollars, or all together. However,
I let him keep the ten dollars and the farm too, for I had carried
it far enough; or rather, to be generous, I sold him the farm
for just
what I gave for it, and, as he was not a rich man, made him a
present of ten dollars, and still had my ten cents, and seeds,
and
materials for a wheelbarrow left. I found thus that I had been
a
rich man without any damage to my poverty. But I retained the
landscape, and I have since annually carried off what it yielded
without a wheelbarrow. With respect to landscapes,
"I am monarch of all I survey,
My right there is none to dispute."
I have frequently seen a poet withdraw, having enjoyed the
most
valuable part of a farm, while the crusty farmer supposed that
he
had got a few wild apples only. Why, the owner does not know
it for
many years when a poet has put his farm in rhyme, the most admirable
kind of invisible fence, has fairly impounded it, milked it,
skimmed
it, and got all the cream, and left the farmer only the skimmed
milk.
The real attractions of the Hollowell farm, to me, were: its
complete retirement, being, about two miles from the village,
half a
mile from the nearest neighbor, and separated from the highway
by a
broad field; its bounding on the river, which the owner said
protected
it by its fogs from frosts in the spring, though that was nothing
to
me; the gray color and ruinous state of the house and barn, and
the
dilapidated fences, which put such an interval between me and
the last
occupant; the hollow and lichen-covered apple trees, nawed by
rabbits,
showing what kind of neighbors I should have; but above all,
the
recollection I had of it from my earliest voyages up the river,
when
the house was concealed behind a dense grove of red maples, through
which I heard the house-dog bark. I was in haste to buy it, before
the
proprietor finished getting out some rocks, cutting down the
hollow
apple trees, and grubbing up some young birches which had sprung
up in
the pasture, or, in short, had made any more of his improvements.
To
enjoy these advantages I was ready to carry it on; like Atlas,
to take
the world on my shoulders- I never heard what compensation he
received
for that- and do all those things which had no other motive or
excuse but that I might pay for it and be unmolested in my
possession of it; for I knew all the while that it would yield
the
most abundant crop of the kind I wanted, if I could only afford
to let
it alone. But it turned out as I have said.
All that I could say, then, with respect to farming on a large
scale- I have always cultivated a garden- was, that I had had
my seeds
ready. Many think that seeds improve with age. I have no doubt
that
time discriminates between the good and the bad; and when at
last I
shall plant, I shall be less likely to be disappointed. But I
would
say to my fellows, once for all, As long as possible live free
and
uncommitted. It makes but little difference whether you are
committed to a farm or the county jail.
Old Cato, whose "De Re Rustica" is my "Cultivator,"
says- and the
only translation I have seen makes sheer nonsense of the passage-
"When you think of getting a farm turn it thus in your mind,
not to
buy greedily; nor spare your pains to look at it, and do not
think
it enough to go round it once. The oftener you go there the more
it
will please you, if it is good." I think I shall not buy
greedily, but
go round and round it as long as I live, and be buried in it
first,
that it may please me the more at last.
The present was my next experiment of this kind, which I purpose
to describe more at length, for convenience putting the experience
of two years into one. As I have said, I do not propose to write
an
ode to dejection, but to brag as lustily as chanticleer in the
morning, standing on his roost, if only to wake my neighbors
up.
When first I took up my abode in the woods, that is, began to
spend my nights as well as days there, which, by accident, was
on
Independence Day, or the Fourth of July, 1845, my house was not
finished for winter, but was merely a defence against the rain,
without plastering or chimney, the walls being of rough,
weather-stained boards, with wide chinks, which made it cool
at night.
The upright white hewn studs and freshly planed door and window
casings gave it a clean and airy look, especially in the morning,
when
its timbers were saturated with dew, so that I fancied that by
noon
some sweet gum would exude from them. To my imagination it retained
throughout the day more or less of this auroral character, reminding
me of a certain house on a mountain which I had visited a year
before.
This was an airy and unplastered cabin, fit to entertain a
travelling god, and where a goddess might trail her garments.
The
winds which passed over my dwelling were such as sweep over the
ridges
of mountains, bearing the broken strains, or celestial parts
only,
of terrestrial music. The morning wind forever blows, the poem
of
creation is uninterrupted; but few are the ears that hear it.
Olympus is but the outside of the earth everywhere.
The only house I had been the owner of before, if I except a
boat,
was a tent, which I used occasionally when making excursions
in the
summer, and this is still rolled up in my garret; but the boat,
after passing from hand to hand, has gone down the stream of
time.
With this more substantial shelter about me, I had made some
progress toward settling in the world. This frame, so slightly
clad,
was a sort of crystallization around me, and reacted on the builder.
It was suggestive somewhat as a picture in outlines. I did not
need to
go outdoors to take the air, for the atmosphere within had lost
none
of its freshness. It was not so much within doors as behind a
door
where I sat, even in the rainiest weather. The Harivansa says,
"An
abode without birds is like a meat without seasoning." Such
was not my
abode, for I found myself suddenly neighbor to the birds; not
by
having imprisoned one, but having caged myself near them. I was
not
only nearer to some of those which commonly frequent the garden
and
the orchard, but to those smaller and more thrilling songsters
of
the forest which never, or rarely, serenade a villager- the wood
thrush, the veery, the scarlet tanager, the field sparrow, the
whip-poor-will, and many others.
I was seated by the shore of a small pond, about a mile and a
half
south of the village of Concord and somewhat higher than it,
in the
midst of an extensive wood between that town and Lincoln, and
about
two miles south of that our only field known to fame, Concord
Battle
Ground; but I was so low in the woods that the opposite shore,
half
a mile off, like the rest, covered with wood, was my most distant
horizon. For the first week, whenever I looked out on the pond
it
impressed me like a tarn high up on the side of a mountain, its
bottom
far above the surface of other lakes, and, as the sun arose,
I saw
it throwing off its nightly clothing of mist, and here and there,
by
degrees, its soft ripples or its smooth reflecting surface was
revealed, while the mists, like ghosts, were stealthily withdrawing
in
every direction into the woods, as at the breaking up of some
nocturnal conventicle. The very dew seemed to hang upon the trees
later into the day than usual, as on the sides of mountains.
This small lake was of most value as a neighbor in the intervals
of a gentle rain-storm in August, when, both air and water being
perfectly still, but the sky overcast, mid-afternoon had all
the
serenity of evening, and the wood thrush sang around, and was
heard
from shore to shore. A lake like this is never smoother than
at such a
time; and the clear portion of the air above it being, shallow
and
darkened by clouds, the water, full of light and reflections,
becomes a lower heaven itself so much the more important. From
a
hill-top near by, where the wood had been recently cut off, there
was a pleasing vista southward across the pond, through a wide
indentation in the hills which form the shore there, where their
opposite sides sloping toward each other suggested a stream flowing
out in that direction through a wooded valley, but stream there
was
none. That way I looked between and over the near green hills
to
some distant and higher ones in the horizon, tinged with blue.
Indeed,
by standing on tiptoe I could catch a glimpse of some of the
peaks
of the still bluer and more distant mountain ranges in the
northwest, those true-blue coins from heaven's own mint, and
also of
some portion of the village. But in other directions, even from
this
point, I could not see over or beyond the woods which surrounded
me.
It is well to have some water in your neighborhood, to give buoyancy
to and float the earth. One value even of the smallest well is,
that
when you look into it you see that earth is not continent but
insular.
This is as important as that it keeps butter cool. When I looked
across the pond from this peak toward the Sudbury meadows, which
in
time of flood I distinguished elevated perhaps by a mirage in
their
seething valley, like a coin in a basin, all the earth beyond
the pond
appeared like a thin crust insulated and floated even by this
small
sheet of interverting water, and I was reminded that this on
which I
dwelt was but dry land.
Though the view from my door was still more contracted, I did
not
feel crowded or confined in the least. There was pasture enough
for my
imagination. The low shrub oak plateau to which the opposite
shore
arose stretched away toward the prairies of the West and the
steppes
of Tartary, affording ample room for all the roving families
of men.
"There are none happy in the world but beings who enjoy
freely a
vast horizon"- said Damodara, when his herds required new
and larger
pastures.
Both place and time were changed, and I dwelt nearer to those
parts of the universe and to those eras in history which had
most
attracted me. Where I lived was as far off as many a region viewed
nightly by astronomers. We are wont to imagine rare and delectable
places in some remote and more celestial corner of the system,
behind the constellation of Cassiopeia's Chair, far from noise
and
disturbance. I discovered that my house actually had its site
in
such a withdrawn, but forever new and unprofaned, part of the
universe. If it were worth the while to settle in those parts
near
to the Pleiades or the Hyades, to Aldebaran or Altair, then I
was
really there, or at an equal remoteness from the life which I
had left
behind, dwindled and twinkling with as fine a ray to my nearest
neighbor, and to be seen only in moonless nights by him. Such
was that
part of creation where I had squatted;
"There was a shepherd that did live,
And held his thoughts as high
As were the mounts whereon his flocks
Did hourly feed him by."
What should we think of the shepherd's life if his flocks
always
wandered to higher pastures than his thoughts?
Every morning was a cheerful invitation to make my life of equal
simplicity, and I may say innocence, with Nature herself. I have
been as sincere a worshipper of Aurora as the Greeks. I got up
early
and bathed in the pond; that was a religious exercise, and one
of
the best things which I did. They say that characters were engraven
on
the bathing tub of King Tching-thang to this effect: "Renew
thyself
completely each day; do it again, and again, and forever again."
I can
understand that. Morning brings back the heroic ages. I was as
much
affected by the faint burn of a mosquito making its invisible
and
unimaginable tour through my apartment at earliest dawn, when
I was
sitting with door and windows open, as I could be by any trumpet
that ever sang of fame. It was Homer's requiem; itself an Iliad
and
Odyssey in the air, singing its own wrath and wanderings. There
was
something cosmical about it; a standing advertisement, till forbidden,
of the everlasting vigor and fertility of the world. The morning,
which is the most memorable season of the day, is the awakening
hour. Then there is least somnolence in us; and for an hour,
at least,
some part of us awakes which slumbers all the rest of the day
and
night. Little is to be expected of that day, if it can be called
a
day, to which we are not awakened by our Genius, but by the mechanical
nudgings of some servitor, are not awakened by our own newly
acquired force and aspirations from within, accompanied by the
undulations of celestial music, instead of factory bells, and
a
fragrance filling the air- to a higher life than we fell asleep
from; and thus the darkness bear its fruit, and prove itself
to be
good, no less than the light. That man who does not believe that
each day contains an earlier, more sacred, and auroral hour than
he
has yet profaned, has despaired of life, and is pursuing a
descending and darkening way. After a partial cessation of his
sensuous life, the soul of man, or its organs rather, are
reinvigorated each day, and his Genius tries again what noble
life
it can make. All memorable events, I should say, transpire in
morning time and in a morning atmosphere. The Vedas say, "All
intelligences awake with the morning." Poetry and art, and
the fairest
and most memorable of the actions of men, date from such an hour.
All poets and heroes, like Memnon, are the children of Aurora,
and
emit their music at sunrise. To him whose elastic and vigorous
thought
keeps pace with the sun, the day is a perpetual morning. It matters
not what the clocks say or the attitudes and labors of men. Morning
is
when I am awake and there is a dawn in me. Moral reform is the
effort to throw off sleep. Why is it that men give so poor an
account of their day if they have not been slumbering? They are
not
such poor calculators. If they had not been overcome with
drowsiness, they would have performed something. The millions
are
awake enough for physical labor; but only one in a million is
awake
enough for effective intellectual exertion, only one in a hundred
millions to a poetic or divine life. To be awake is to be alive.
I
have never yet met a man who was quite awake. How could I have
looked him in the face?
We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by
mechanical aids, but by an infinite expectation of the dawn,
which
does not forsake us in our soundest sleep. I know of no more
encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate
his
life by a conscious endeavor. It is something to be able to paint
a
particular picture, or to carve a statue, and so to make a few
objects
beautiful; but it is far more glorious to carve and paint the
very
atmosphere and medium through which we look, which morally we
can
do. To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest of
arts.
Every man is tasked to make his life, even in its details, worthy
of
the contemplation of his most elevated and critical hour. If
we
refused, or rather used up, such paltry information as we get,
the
oracles would distinctly inform us how this might be done.
I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to
front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not
learn
what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that
I had
not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is
so
dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite
necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow
of
life, to live so sturdily and Spartan- like as to put to rout
all that
was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive
life into
a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved
to be
mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and
publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to
know it
by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my
next
excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange
uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and
have
somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here
to
"glorify God and enjoy him forever."
Still we live meanly, like ants; though the fable tells us that
we
were long ago changed into men; like pygmies we fight with cranes;
it is error upon error, and clout upon clout, and our best virtue
has for its occasion a superfluous and evitable wretchedness.
Our life
is frittered away by detail. An honest man has hardly need to
count
more than his ten fingers, or in extreme cases he may add his
ten
toes, and lump the rest. Simplicity, simplicity, simplicity!
I say,
let your affairs be as two or three, and not a hundred or a
thousand; instead of a million count half a dozen, and keep your
accounts on your thumb-nail. In the midst of this chopping sea
of
civilized life, such are the clouds and storms and quicksands
and
thousand-and-one items to be allowed for, that a man has to live,
if
he would not founder and go to the bottom and not make his port
at
all, by dead reckoning, and he must be a great calculator indeed
who
succeeds. Simplify, simplify. Instead of three meals a day, if
it be
necessary eat but one; instead of a hundred dishes, five; and
reduce
other things in proportion. Our life is like a German Confederacy,
made up of petty states, with its boundary forever fluctuating,
so
that even a German cannot tell you how it is bounded at any moment.
The nation itself, with all its so- called internal improvements,
which, by the way are all external and superficial, is just such
an
unwieldy and overgrown establishment, cluttered with furniture
and
tripped up by its own traps, ruined by luxury and heedless expense,
by
want of calculation and a worthy aim, as the million households
in the
land; and the only cure for it, as for them, is in a rigid economy,
a stern and more than Spartan simplicity of life and elevation
of
purpose. It lives too fast. Men think that it is essential that
the
Nation have commerce, and export ice, and talk through a telegraph,
and ride thirty miles an hour, without a doubt, whether they
do or
not; but whether we should live like baboons or like men, is
a
little uncertain. If we do not get out sleepers, and forge rails,
and devote days and nights to the work, but go to tinkering upon
our
lives to improve them, who will build railroads? And if railroads
are not built, how shall we get to heaven in season? But if we
stay at
home and mind our business, who will want railroads? We do not
ride on
the railroad; it rides upon us. Did you ever think what those
sleepers
are that underlie the railroad? Each one is a man, an Irishman,
or a
Yankee man. The rails are laid on them, and they are covered
with
sand, and the cars run smoothly over them. They are sound sleepers,
I assure you. And every few years a new lot is laid down and
run over;
so that, if some have the pleasure of riding on a rail, others
have
the misfortune to be ridden upon. And when they run over a man
that is
walking in his sleep, a supernumerary sleeper in the wrong position,
and wake him up, they suddenly stop the cars, and make a hue
and cry
about it, as if this were an exception. I am glad to know that
it
takes a gang of men for every five miles to keep the sleepers
down and
level in their beds as it is, for this is a sign that they may
sometime get up again.
Why should we live with such hurry and waste of life? We are
determined to be starved before we are hungry. Men say that a
stitch
in time saves nine, and so they take a thousand stitches today
to save
nine tomorrow. As for work, we haven't any of any consequence.
We have
the Saint Vitus' dance, and cannot possibly keep our heads still.
If I
should only give a few pulls at the parish bell-rope, as for
a fire,
that is, without setting the bell, there is hardly a man on his
farm
in the outskirts of Concord, notwithstanding that press of engagements
which was his excuse so many times this morning, nor a boy, nor
a
woman, I might almost say, but would forsake all and follow that
sound, not mainly to save property from the flames, but, if we
will
confess the truth, much more to see it burn, since burn it must,
and
we, be it known, did not set it on fire- or to see it put out,
and
have a hand in it, if that is done as handsomely; yes, even if
it were
the parish church itself. Hardly a man takes a half-hour's nap
after
dinner, but when he wakes he holds up his head and asks, "What's
the
news?" as if the rest of mankind had stood his sentinels.
Some give
directions to be waked every half-hour, doubtless for no other
purpose; and then, to pay for it, they tell what they have dreamed.
After a night's sleep the news is as indispensable as the breakfast.
"Pray tell me anything new that has happened to a man anywhere
on this
globe"- and he reads it over his coffee and rolls, that
a man has had
his eyes gouged out this morning on the Wachito River; never
dreaming the while that he lives in the dark unfathomed mammoth
cave
of this world, and has but the rudiment of an eye himself.
For my part, I could easily do without the post-office. I think
that
there are very few important communications made through it.
To
speak critically, I never received more than one or two letters
in
my life- I wrote this some years ago- that were worth the postage.
The
penny-post is, commonly, an institution through which you seriously
offer a man that penny for his thoughts which is so often safely
offered in jest. And I am sure that I never read any memorable
news in
a newspaper. If we read of one man robbed, or murdered, or killed
by
accident, or one house burned, or one vessel wrecked, or one
steamboat
blown up, or one cow run over on the Western Railroad, or one
mad
dog killed, or one lot of grasshoppers in the winter- we never
need
read of another. One is enough. If you are acquainted with the
principle, what do you care for a myriad instances and applications?
To a philosopher all news, as it is called, is gossip, and they
who
edit and read it are old women over their tea. Yet not a few
are
greedy after this gossip. There was such a rush, as I hear, the
other day at one of the offices to learn the foreign news by
the
last arrival, that several large squares of plate glass belonging
to
the establishment were broken by the pressure- news which I
seriously think a ready wit might write a twelve-month, or twelve
years, beforehand with sufficient accuracy. As for Spain, for
instance, if you know how to throw in Don Carlos and the Infanta,
and Don Pedro and Seville and Granada, from time to time in the
right proportions- they may have changed the names a little since
I
saw the papers- and serve up a bull-fight when other entertainments
fail, it will be true to the letter, and give us as good an idea
of
the exact state or ruin of things in Spain as the most succinct
and
lucid reports under this head in the newspapers: and as for England,
almost the last significant scrap of news from that quarter was
the
revolution of 1649; and if you have learned the history of her
crops
for an average year, you never need attend to that thing again,
unless
your speculations are of a merely pecuniary character. If one
may
judge who rarely looks into the newspapers, nothing new does
ever
happen in foreign parts, a French revolution not excepted.
What news! how much more important to know what that is which
was
never old! "Kieou-he-yu (great dignitary of the state of
Wei) sent a
man to Khoung-tseu to know his news. Khoung-tseu caused the
messenger to be seated near him, and questioned him in these
terms:
What is your master doing? The messenger answered with respect:
My
master desires to diminish the number of his faults, but he cannot
come to the end of them. The messenger being gone, the philosopher
remarked: What a worthy messenger! What a worthy messenger!"
The
preacher, instead of vexing the ears of drowsy farmers on their
day of
rest at the end of the week- for Sunday is the fit conclusion
of an
ill-spent week, and not the fresh and brave beginning of a new
one-
with this one other draggle-tail of a sermon, should shout with
thundering voice, "Pause! Avast! Why so seeming fast, but
deadly
slow?"
Shams and delusions are esteemed for soundest truths, while
reality is fabulous. If men would steadily observe realities
only, and
not allow themselves to be deluded, life, to compare it with
such
things as we know, would be like a fairy tale and the Arabian
Nights' Entertainments. If we respected only what is inevitable
and
has a right to be, music and poetry would resound along the streets.
When we are unhurried and wise, we perceive that only great and
worthy
things have any permanent and absolute existence, that petty
fears and
petty pleasures are but the shadow of the reality. This is always
exhilarating and sublime. By closing the eyes and slumbering,
and
consenting to be deceived by shows, men establish and confirm
their
daily life of routine and habit everywhere, which still is built
on
purely illusory foundations. Children, who play life, discern
its true
law and relations more clearly than men, who fail to live it
worthily,
but who think that they are wiser by experience, that is, by
failure. I have read in a Hindoo book, that "there was a
king's son,
who, being expelled in infancy from his native city, was brought
up by
a forester, and, growing up to maturity in that state, imagined
himself to belong to the barbarous race with which he lived.
One of
his father's ministers having discovered him, revealed to him
what
he was, and the misconception of his character was removed, and
he
knew himself to be a prince. So soul," continues the Hindoo
philosopher, "from the circumstances in which it is placed,
mistakes
its own character, until the truth is revealed to it by some
holy
teacher, and then it knows itself to be Brahme." I perceive
that we
inhabitants of New England live this mean life that we do because
our vision does not penetrate the surface of things. We think
that
that is which appears to be. If a man should walk through this
town
and see only the reality, where, think you, would the "Mill-dam"
go
to? If he should give us an account of the realities he beheld
there, we should not recognize the place in his description.
Look at a
meeting-house, or a court-house, or a jail, or a shop, or a
dwelling-house, and say what that thing really is before a true
gaze, and they would all go to pieces in your account of them.
Men
esteem truth remote, in the outskirts of the system, behind the
farthest star, before Adam and after the last man. In eternity
there
is indeed something true and sublime. But all these times and
places
and occasions are now and here. God himself culminates in the
present moment, and will never be more divine in the lapse of
all
the ages. And we are enabled to apprehend at all what is sublime
and
noble only by the perpetual instilling and drenching of the reality
that surrounds us. The universe constantly and obediently answers
to
our conceptions; whether we travel fast or slow, the track is
laid for
us. Let us spend our lives in conceiving then. The poet or the
artist never yet had so fair and noble a design but some of his
posterity at least could accomplish it.
Let us spend one day as deliberately as Nature, and not be thrown
off the track by every nutshell and mosquito's wing that falls
on
the rails. Let us rise early and fast, or break fast, gently
and
without perturbation; let company come and let company go, let
the
bells ring and the children cry- determined to make a day of
it. Why
should we knock under and go with the stream? Let us not be upset
and overwhelmed in that terrible rapid and whirlpool called a
dinner, situated in the meridian shallows. Weather this danger
and you
are safe, for the rest of the way is down hill. With unrelaxed
nerves,
with morning vigor, sail by it, looking another way, tied to
the
mast like Ulysses. If the engine whistles, let it whistle till
it is
hoarse for its pains. If the bell rings, why should we run? We
will
consider what kind of music they are like. Let us settle ourselves,
and work and wedge our feet downward through the mud and slush
of
opinion, and prejudice, and tradition, and delusion, and appearance,
that alluvion which covers the globe, through Paris and London,
through New York and Boston and Concord, through Church and State,
through poetry and philosophy and religion, till we come to a
hard
bottom and rocks in place, which we can call reality, and say,
This
is, and no mistake; and then begin, having a point d'appui, below
freshet and frost and fire, a place where you might found a wall
or
a state, or set a lamp-post safely, or perhaps a gauge, not a
Nilometer, but a Realometer, that future ages might know how
deep a
freshet of shams and appearances had gathered from time to time.
If
you stand right fronting and face to face to a fact, you will
see
the sun glimmer on both its surfaces, as if it were a cimeter,
and
feel its sweet edge dividing you through the heart and marrow,
and
so you will happily conclude your mortal career. Be it life or
death, we crave only reality. If we are really dying, let us
hear
the rattle in our throats and feel cold in the extremities; if
we
are alive, let us go about our business.
Time is but the stream I go a-fishing in. I drink at it; but
while I
drink I see the sandy bottom and detect how shallow it is. Its
thin
current slides away, but eternity remains. I would drink deeper;
fish in the sky, whose bottom is pebbly with stars. I cannot
count
one. I know not the first letter of the alphabet. I have always
been
regretting that I was not as wise as the day I was born. The
intellect
is a cleaver; it discerns and rifts its way into the secret of
things.
I do not wish to be any more busy with my hands than is necessary.
My head is hands and feet. I feel all my best faculties concentrated
in it. My instinct tells me that my head is an organ for burrowing,
as
some creatures use their snout and fore paws, and with it I would
mine
and burrow my way through these hills. I think that the richest
vein
is somewhere hereabouts; so by the divining-rod and thin rising
vapors
I judge; and here I will begin to mine.
READING
READING.
WITH A LITTLE more deliberation in the choice of their pursuits,
all
men would perhaps become essentially students and observers,
for
certainly their nature and destiny are interesting to all alike.
In
accumulating property for ourselves or our posterity, in founding
a
family or a state, or acquiring fame even, we are mortal; but
in
dealing with truth we are immortal, and need fear no change nor
accident. The oldest Egyptian or Hindoo philosopher raised a
corner of
the veil from the statue of the divinity; and still the trembling
robe
remains raised, and I gaze upon as fresh a glory as he did, since
it
was I in him that was then so bold, and it is he in me that now
reviews the vision. No dust has settled on that robe; no time
has
elapsed since that divinity was revealed. That time which we
really
improve, or which is improvable, is neither past, present, nor
future.
My residence was more favorable, not only to thought, but to
serious
reading, than a university; and though I was beyond the range
of the
ordinary circulating library, I had more than ever come within
the
influence of those books which circulate round the world, whose
sentences were first written on bark, and are now merely copied
from
time to time on to linen paper. Says the poet Mir Camar Uddin
Mast,
"Being seated, to run through the region of the spiritual
world; I
have had this advantage in books. To be intoxicated by a single
glass of wine; I have experienced this pleasure when I have drunk
the liquor of the esoteric doctrines." I kept Homer's Iliad
on my
table through the summer, though I looked at his page only now
and
then. Incessant labor with my hands, at first, for I had my house
to
finish and my beans to hoe at the same time, made more study
impossible. Yet I sustained myself by the prospect of such reading
in future. I read one or two shallow books of travel in the
intervals of my work, till that employment made me ashamed of
myself, and I asked where it was then that I lived.
The student may read Homer or Aeschylus in the Greek without
danger of dissipation or luxuriousness, for it implies that he
in some
measure emulate their heroes, and consecrate morning hours to
their
pages. The heroic books, even if printed in the character of
our
mother tongue, will always be in a language dead to degenerate
times; and we must laboriously seek the meaning of each word
and line,
conjecturing a larger sense than common use permits out of what
wisdom
and valor and generosity we have. The modern cheap and fertile
press, with all its translations, has done little to bring us
nearer
to the heroic writers of antiquity. They seem as solitary, and
the
letter in which they are printed as rare and curious, as ever.
It is
worth the expense of youthful days and costly hours, if you learn
only
some words of an ancient language, which are raised out of the
trivialness of the street, to be perpetual suggestions and
provocations. It is not in vain that the farmer remembers and
repeats the few Latin words which he has heard. Men sometimes
speak as
if the study of the classics would at length make way for more
modern and practical studies; but the adventurous student will
always study classics, in whatever language they may be written
and
however ancient they may be. For what are the classics but the
noblest
recorded thoughts of man? They are the only oracles which are
not
decayed, and there are such answers to the most modern inquiry
in them
as Delphi and Dodona never gave. We might as well omit to study
Nature
because she is old. To read well, that is, to read true books
in a
true spirit, is a noble exercise, and one that will task the
reader
more than any exercise which the customs of the day esteem. It
requires a training such as the athletes underwent, the steady
intention almost of the whole life to this object. Books must
be
read as deliberately and reservedly as they were written. It
is not
enough even to be able to speak the language of that nation by
which
they are written, for there is a memorable interval between the
spoken
and the written language, the language heard and the language
read.
The one is commonly transitory, a sound, a tongue, a dialect
merely,
almost brutish, and we learn it unconsciously, like the brutes,
of our
mothers. The other is the maturity and experience of that; if
that
is our mother tongue, this is our father tongue, a reserved and
select
expression, too significant to be heard by the ear, which we
must be
born again in order to speak. The crowds of men who merely spoke
the
Greek and Latin tongues in the Middle Ages were not entitled
by the
accident of birth to read the works of genius written in those
languages; for these were not written in that Greek or Latin
which
they knew, but in the select language of literature. They had
not
learned the nobler dialects of Greece and Rome, but the very
materials
on which they were written were waste paper to them, and they
prized
instead a cheap contemporary literature. But when the several
nations of Europe had acquired distinct though rude written
languages of their own, sufficient for the purposes of their
rising
literatures, then first learning revived, and scholars were enabled
to
discern from that remoteness the treasures of antiquity. What
the
Roman and Grecian multitude could not hear, after the lapse of
ages
a few scholars read, and a few scholars only are still reading
it.
However much we may admire the orator's occasional bursts of
eloquence, the noblest written words are commonly as far behind
or
above the fleeting spoken language as the firmament with its
stars
is behind the clouds. There are the stars, and they who can may
read
them. The astronomers forever comment on and observe them. They
are
not exhalations like our daily colloquies and vaporous breath.
What is
called eloquence in the forum is commonly found to be rhetoric
in
the study. The orator yields to the inspiration of a transient
occasion, and speaks to the mob before him, to those who can
hear him;
but the writer, whose more equable life is his occasion, and
who would
be distracted by the event and the crowd which inspire the orator,
speaks to the intellect and health of mankind, to all in any
age who
can understand him.
No wonder that Alexander carried the Iliad with him on his
expeditions in a precious casket. A written word is the choicest
of
relics. It is something at once more intimate with us and more
universal than any other work of art. It is the work of art nearest
to
life itself. It may be translated into every language, and not
only be
read but actually breathed from all human lips;- not be represented
on
canvas or in marble only, but be carved out of the breath of
life
itself. The symbol of an ancient man's thought becomes a modern
man's speech. Two thousand summers have imparted to the monuments
of
Grecian literature, as to her marbles, only a maturer golden
and
autumnal tint, for they have carried their own serene and celestial
atmosphere into all lands to protect them against the corrosion
of
time. Books are the treasured wealth of the world and the fit
inheritance of generations and nations. Books, the oldest and
the
best, stand naturally and rightfully on the shelves of every
cottage. They have no cause of their own to plead, but while
they
enlighten and sustain the reader his common sense will not refuse
them. Their authors are a natural and irresistible aristocracy
in
every society, and, more than kings or emperors, exert an influence
on
mankind. When the illiterate and perhaps scornful trader has
earned by
enterprise and industry his coveted leisure and independence,
and is
admitted to the circles of wealth and fashion, he turns inevitably
at last to those still higher but yet inaccessible circles of
intellect and genius, and is sensible only of the imperfection
of
his culture and the vanity and insufficiency of all his riches,
and
further proves his good sense by the pains which be takes to
secure
for his children that intellectual culture whose want he so keenly
feels; and thus it is that he becomes the founder of a family.
Those who have not learned to read the ancient classics in the
language in which they were written must have a very imperfect
knowledge of the history of the human race; for it is remarkable
that no transcript of them has ever been made into any modern
tongue, unless our civilization itself may be regarded as such
a
transcript. Homer has never yet been printed in English, nor
Aeschylus, nor Virgil even- works as refined, as solidly done,
and
as beautiful almost as the morning itself; for later writers,
say what
we will of their genius, have rarely, if ever, equalled the
elaborate beauty and finish and the lifelong and heroic literary
labors of the ancients. They only talk of forgetting them who
never
knew them. It will be soon enough to forget them when we have
the
learning and the genius which will enable us to attend to and
appreciate them. That age will be rich indeed when those relics
which we call Classics, and the still older and more than classic
but even less known Scriptures of the nations, shall have still
further accumulated, when the Vaticans shall be filled with Vedas
and Zendavestas and Bibles, with Homers and Dantes and Shakespeares,
and all the centuries to come shall have successively deposited
their trophies in the forum of the world. By such a pile we may
hope
to scale heaven at last.
The works of the great poets have never yet been read by mankind,
for only great poets can read them. They have only been read
as the
multitude read the stars, at most astrologically, not
astronomically. Most men have learned to read to serve a paltry
convenience, as they have learned to cipher in order to keep
accounts and not be cheated in trade; but of reading as a noble
intellectual exercise they know little or nothing; yet this only
is
reading, in a high sense, not that which lulls us as a luxury
and
suffers the nobler faculties to sleep the while, but what we
have to
stand on tip-toe to read and devote our most alert and wakeful
hours
to.
I think that having learned our letters we should read the best
that
is in literature, and not be forever repeating our a-b-abs, and
words of one syllable, in the fourth or fifth classes, sitting
on
the lowest and foremost form all our lives. Most men are satisfied
if they read or hear read, and perchance have been convicted
by the
wisdom of one good book, the Bible, and for the rest of their
lives
vegetate and dissipate their faculties in what is called easy
reading.
There is a work in several volumes in our Circulating Library
entitled
"Little Reading," which I thought referred to a town
of that name
which I had not been to. There are those who, like cormorants
and
ostriches, can digest all sorts of this, even after the fullest
dinner
of meats and vegetables, for they suffer nothing to be wasted.
If
others are the machines to provide this provender, they are the
machines to read it. They read the nine thousandth tale about
Zebulon and Sophronia, and how they loved as none had ever loved
before, and neither did the course of their true love run smooth-
at
any rate, how it did run and stumble, and get up again and go
on!
how some poor unfortunate got up on to a steeple, who had better
never
have gone up as far as the belfry; and then, having needlessly
got him
up there, the happy novelist rings the bell for all the world
to
come together and hear, O dear! how he did get down again! For
my
part, I think that they had better metamorphose all such aspiring
heroes of universal noveldom into man weather-cocks, as they
used to
put heroes among the constellations, and let them swing round
there
till they are rusty, and not come down at all to bother honest
men
with their pranks. The next time the novelist rings the bell
I will
not stir though the meeting-house burn down. "The Skip of
the
Tip-Toe-Hop, a Romance of the Middle Ages, by the celebrated
author of
'Tittle-Tol-Tan,' to appear in monthly parts; a great rush; don't
all come together." All this they read with saucer eyes,
and erect and
primitive curiosity, and with unwearied gizzard, whose corrugations
even yet need no sharpening, just as some little four-year-old
bencher
his two-cent gilt-covered edition of Cinderella- without any
improvement, that I can see, in the pronunciation, or accent,
or
emphasis, or any more skill in extracting or inserting the moral.
The result is dulness of sight, a stagnation of the vital
circulations, and a general deliquium and sloughing off of all
the
intellectual faculties. This sort of gingerbread is baked daily
and
more sedulously than pure wheat or rye-and-Indian in almost every
oven, and finds a surer market.
The best books are not read even by those who are called good
readers. What does our Concord culture amount to? There is in
this
town, with a very few exceptions, no taste for the best or for
very
good books even in English literature, whose words all can read
and
spell. Even the college-bred and so-called liberally educated
men here
and elsewhere have really little or no acquaintance with the
English
classics; and as for the recorded wisdom of mankind, the ancient
classics and Bibles, which are accessible to all who will know
of
them, there are the feeblest efforts anywhere made to become
acquainted with them. I know a woodchopper, of middle age, who
takes a
French paper, not for news as he says, for he is above that,
but to
"keep himself in practice," he being a Canadian by
birth; and when I
ask him what he considers the best thing he can do in this world,
he
says, beside this, to keep up and add to his English. This is
about as
much as the college-bred generally do or aspire to do, and they
take
an English paper for the purpose. One who has just come from
reading
perhaps one of the best English books will find how many with
whom
he can converse about it? Or suppose he comes from reading a
Greek
or Latin classic in the original, whose praises are familiar
even to
the so-called illiterate; he will find nobody at all to speak
to,
but must keep silence about it. Indeed, there is hardly the
professor in our colleges, who, if he has mastered the difficulties
of
the language, has proportionally mastered the difficulties of
the
wit and poetry of a Greek poet, and has any sympathy to impart
to
the alert and heroic reader; and as for the sacred Scriptures,
or
Bibles of mankind, who in this town can tell me even their titles?
Most men do not know that any nation but the Hebrews have had
a
scripture. A man, any man, will go considerably out of his way
to pick
up a silver dollar; but here are golden words, which the wisest
men of
antiquity have uttered, and whose worth the wise of every succeeding
age have assured us of;- and yet we learn to read only as far
as
Easy Reading, the primers and class-books, and when we leave
school,
the "Little Reading," and story-books, which are for
boys and
beginners; and our reading, our conversation and thinking, are
all
on a very low level, worthy only of pygmies and manikins.
I aspire to be acquainted with wiser men than this our Concord
soil has produced, whose names are hardly known here. Or shall
I
hear the name of Plato and never read his book? As if Plato were
my
townsman and I never saw him- my next neighbor and I never heard
him
speak or attended to the wisdom of his words. But how actually
is
it? His Dialogues, which contain what was immortal in him, lie
on
the next shelf, and yet I never read them. We are underbred and
low-lived and illiterate; and in this respect I confess I do
not
make any very broad distinction between the illiterateness of
my
townsman who cannot read at all and the illiterateness of him
who
has learned to read only what is for children and feeble intellects.
We should be as good as the worthies of antiquity, but partly
by first
knowing how good they were. We are a race of tit-men, and soar
but
little higher in our intellectual flights than the columns of
the
daily paper.
It is not all books that are as dull as their readers. There
are
probably words addressed to our condition exactly, which, if
we
could really bear and understand, would be more salutary than
the
morning or the spring to our lives, and possibly put a new aspect
on
the face of things for us. How many a man has dated a new era
in his
life from the reading of a book! The book exists for us, perchance,
which will explain our miracles and reveal new ones. The at present
unutterable things we may find somewhere uttered. These same
questions
that disturb and puzzle and confound us have in their turn occurred
to
all the wise men; not one has been omitted; and each has answered
them, according to his ability, by his words and his life. Moreover,
with wisdom we shall learn liberality. The solitary hired man
on a
farm in the outskirts of Concord, who has had his second birth
and
peculiar religious experience, and is driven as he believes into
the
silent gravity and exclusiveness by his faith, may think it is
not
true; but Zoroaster, thousands of years ago, travelled the same
road
and had the same experience; but he, being wise, knew it to be
universal, and treated his neighbors accordingly, and is even
said
to have invented and established worship among men. Let him humbly
commune with Zoroaster then, and through the liberalizing influence
of
all the worthies, with Jesus Christ himself, and let "our
church" go
by the board.
We boast that we belong to the Nineteenth Century and are making
the
most rapid strides of any nation. But consider how little this
village
does for its own culture. I do not wish to flatter my townsmen,
nor to
be flattered by them, for that will not advance either of us.
We
need to be provoked- goaded like oxen, as we are, into a trot.
We have
a comparatively decent system of common schools, schools for
infants
only; but excepting the half-starved Lyceum in the winter, and
latterly the puny beginning of a library suggested by the State,
no
school for ourselves. We spend more on almost any article of
bodily
aliment or ailment than on our mental ailment. It is time that
we
had uncommon schools, that we did not leave off our education
when
we begin to be men and women. It is time that villages were
universities, and their elder inhabitants the fellows of universities,
with leisure- if they are, indeed, so well off- to pursue liberal
studies the rest of their lives. Shall the world be confined
to one
Paris or one Oxford forever? Cannot students be boarded here
and get a
liberal education under the skies of Concord? Can we not hire
some
Abelard to lecture to us? Alas! what with foddering the cattle
and
tending the store, we are kept from school too long, and our
education
is sadly neglected. In this country, the village should in some
respects take the place of the nobleman of Europe. It should
be the
patron of the fine arts. It is rich enough. It wants only the
magnanimity and refinement. It can spend money enough on such
things
as farmers and traders value, but it is thought Utopian to propose
spending money for things which more intelligent men know to
be of far
more worth. This town has spent seventeen thousand dollars on
a
town-house, thank fortune or politics, but probably it will not
spend so much on living wit, the true meat to put into that shell,
in a hundred years. The one hundred and twenty-five dollars annually
subscribed for a Lyceum in the winter is better spent than any
other
equal sum raised in the town. If we live in the Nineteenth Century,
why should we not enjoy the advantages which the Nineteenth Century
offers? Why should our life be in any respect provincial? If
we will
read newspapers, why not skip the gossip of Boston and take the
best
newspaper in the world at once?- not be sucking the pap of "neutral
family" papers, or browsing "Olive Branches" here
in New England.
Let the reports of all the learned societies come to us, and
we will
see if they know anything. Why should we leave it to Harper &
Brothers
and Redding & Co. to select our reading? As the nobleman
of cultivated
taste surrounds himself with whatever conduces to his culture-
genius-
learning- wit- books- paintings- statuary- music- philosophical
instruments, and the like; so let the village do-not stop short
at a
pedagogue, a parson, a sexton, a parish library, and three
selectmen, because our Pilgrim forefathers got through a cold
winter
once on a bleak rock with these. To act collectively is according
to
the spirit of our institutions; and I am confident that, as our
circumstances are more flourishing, our means are greater than
the
nobleman's. New England can hire all the wise men in the world
to come
and teach her, and board them round the while, and not be provincial
at all. That is the uncommon school we want. Instead of noblemen,
let us have noble villages of men. If it is necessary, omit one
bridge
over the river, go round a little there, and throw one arch at
least
over the darker gulf of ignorance which surrounds us.
SOUNDS
SOUNDS.
BUT WHILE we are confined to books, though the most select
and
classic, and read only particular written languages, which are
themselves but dialects and provincial, we are in danger of forgetting
the language which all things and events speak without metaphor,
which
alone is copious and standard. Much is published, but little
printed. The rays which stream through the shutter will be no
longer
remembered when the shutter is wholly removed. No method nor
discipline can supersede the necessity of being forever on the
alert. What is a course of history or philosophy, or poetry,
no matter
how well selected, or the best society, or the most admirable
routine of life, compared with the discipline of looking always
at
what is to be seen? Will you be a reader, a student merely, or
a seer?
Read your fate, see what is before you, and walk on into futurity.
I did not read books the first summer; I hoed beans. Nay, I often
did better than this. There were times when I could not afford
to
sacrifice the bloom of the present moment to any work, whether
of
the head or hands. I love a broad margin to my life. Sometimes,
in a
summer morning, having taken my accustomed bath, I sat in my
sunny
doorway from sunrise till noon, rapt in a revery, amidst the
pines and
hickories and sumachs, in undisturbed solitude and stillness,
while
the birds sing around or flitted noiseless through the house,
until by
the sun falling in at my west window, or the noise of some traveller's
wagon on the distant highway, I was reminded of the lapse of
time. I
grew in those seasons like corn in the night, and they were far
better
than any work of the hands would have been. They were not time
subtracted from my life, but so much over and above my usual
allowance. I realized what the Orientals mean by contemplation
and the
forsaking of works. For the most part, I minded not how the hours
went. The day advanced as if to light some work of mine; it was
morning, and lo, now it is evening, and nothing memorable is
accomplished. Instead of singing like the birds, I silently smiled
at my incessant good fortune. As the sparrow had its trill, sitting
on
the hickory before my door, so had I my chuckle or suppressed
warble
which he might hear out of my nest. My days were not days of
the week,
bearing the stamp of any heathen deity, nor were they minced
into
hours and fretted by the ticking of a clock; for I lived like
the Puri
Indians, of whom it is said that "for yesterday, today,
and tomorrow
they have only one word, and they express the variety of meaning
by
pointing backward for yesterday forward for tomorrow, and overhead
for
the passing day." This was sheer idleness to my fellow-townsmen,
no
doubt; but if the birds and flowers had tried me by their standard,
I should not have been found wanting. A man must find his occasions
in
himself, it is true. The natural day is very calm, and will hardly
reprove his indolence.
I had this advantage, at least, in my mode of life, over those
who
were obliged to look abroad for amusement, to society and the
theatre,
that my life itself was become my amusement and never ceased
to be
novel. It was a drama of many scenes and without an end. If we
were
always, indeed, getting our living, and regulating our lives
according
to the last and best mode we had learned, we should never be
troubled with ennui. Follow your genius closely enough, and it
will
not fail to show you a fresh prospect every hour. Housework was
a
pleasant pastime. When my floor was dirty, I rose early, and,
setting all my furniture out of doors on the grass, bed and bedstead
making but one budget, dashed water on the floor, and sprinkled
white sand from the pond on it, and then with a broom scrubbed
it
clean and white; and by the time the villagers had broken their
fast
the morning sun had dried my house sufficiently to allow me to
move in
again, and my meditations were almost uninterupted. It was pleasant
to
see my whole household effects out on the grass, making a little
pile like a gypsy's pack, and my three-legged table, from which
I
did not remove the books and pen and ink, standing amid the pines
and hickories. They seemed glad to get out themselves, and as
if
unwilling to be brought in. I was sometimes tempted to stretch
an
awning over them and take my seat there. It was worth the while
to see
the sun shine on these things, and hear the free wind blow on
them; so
much more interesting most familiar objects look out of doors
than
in the house. A bird sits on the next bough, life-everlasting
grows
under the table, and blackberry vines run round its legs; pine
cones, chestnut burs, and strawberry leaves are strewn about.
It
looked as if this was the way these forms came to be transferred
to
our furniture, to tables, chairs, and bedsteads- because they
once
stood in their midst.
My house was on the side of a hill, immediately on the edge of
the
larger wood, in the midst of a young forest of pitch pines and
hickories, and half a dozen rods from the pond, to which a narrow
footpath led down the hill. In my front yard grew the strawberry,
blackberry, and life-everlasting, johnswort and goldenrod, shrub
oaks and sand cherry, blueberry and groundnut. Near the end of
May,
the sand cherry (Cerasus pumila) adorned the sides of the path
with
its delicate flowers arranged in umbels cylindrically about its
short stems, which last, in the fall, weighed down with goodsized
and handsome cherries, fell over in wreaths like rays on every
side. I
tasted them out of compliment to Nature, though they were scarcely
palatable. The sumach (Rhus glabra) grew luxuriantly about the
house, pushing up through the embankment which I had made, and
growing
five or six feet the first season. Its broad pinnate tropical
leaf was
pleasant though strange to look on. The large buds, suddenly
pushing
out late in the spring from dry sticks which had seemed to be
dead,
developed themselves as by magic into graceful green and tender
boughs, an inch in diameter; and sometimes, as I sat at my window,
so heedlessly did they grow and tax their weak joints, I heard
a fresh
and tender bough suddenly fall like a fan to the ground, when
there
was not a breath of air stirring, broken off by its own weight.
In
August, the large masses of berries, which, when in flower, had
attracted many wild bees, gradually assumed their bright velvety
crimson hue, and by their weight again bent down and broke the
tender limbs.
As I sit at my window this summer afternoon, hawks are circling
about my clearing; the tantivy of wild pigeons, flying by two
and
threes athwart my view, or perching restless on the white pine
boughs behind my house, gives a voice to the air; a fish hawk
dimples the glassy surface of the pond and brings up a fish;
a mink
steals out of the marsh before my door and seizes a frog by the
shore;
the sedge is bending under the weight of the reed-birds flitting
hither and thither; and for the last half-hour I have heard the
rattle
of railroad cars, now dying away and then reviving like the beat
of
a partridge, conveying travellers from Boston to the country.
For I
did not live so out of the world as that boy who, as I hear,
was put
out to a farmer in the east part of the town, but ere long ran
away
and came home again, quite down at the heel and homesick. He
had never
seen such a dull and out-of-the-way place; the folks were all
gone
off; why, you couldn't even hear the whistle! I doubt if there
is such
a place in Massachusetts now:
"In truth, our village has become a butt
For one of those fleet railroad shafts, and o'er
Our peaceful plain its soothing sound is- Concord."
The Fitchburg Railroad touches the pond about a hundred rods
south
of where I dwell. I usually go to the village along its causeway,
and am, as it were, related to society by this link. The men
on the
freight trains, who go over the whole length of the road, bow
to me as
to an old acquaintance, they pass me so often, and apparently
they
take me for an employee; and so I am. I too would fain be a
track-repairer somewhere in the orbit of the earth.
The whistle of the locomotive penetrates my woods summer and
winter,
sounding like the scream of a hawk sailing over some farmer's
yard,
informing me that many restless city merchants are arriving within
the
circle of the town, or adventurous country traders from the other
side. As they come under one horizon, they shout their warning
to
get off the track to the other, heard sometimes through the circles
of
two towns. Here come your groceries, country; your rations,
countrymen! Nor is there any man so independent on his farm that
he
can say them nay. And here's your pay for them! screams the
countryman's whistle; timber like long battering-rams going twenty
miles an hour against the city's walls, and chairs enough to
seat
all the weary and heavy-laden that dwell within them. With such
huge
and lumbering civility the country hands a chair to the city.
All
the Indian huckleberry hills are stripped, all the cranberry
meadows
are raked into the city. Up comes the cotton, down goes the woven
cloth; up comes the silk, down goes the woollen; up come the
books,
but down goes the wit that writes them.
When I meet the engine with its train of cars moving off with
planetary motion- or, rather, like a comet, for the beholder
knows not
if with that velocity and with that direction it will ever revisit
this system, since its orbit does not look like a returning curve-
with its steam cloud like a banner streaming behind in golden
and
silver wreaths, like many a downy cloud which I have seen, high
in the
heavens, unfolding its masses to the light- as if this traveling
demigod, this cloud- compeller, would ere long take the sunset
sky for
the livery of his train; when I hear the iron horse make the
bills
echo with his snort like thunder, shaking the earth with his
feet, and
breathing fire and smoke from his nostrils (what kind of winged
horse or fiery dragon they will put into the new Mythology I
don't
know), it seems as if the earth had got a race now worthy to
inhabit
it. If all were as it seems, and men made the elements their
servants for noble ends! If the cloud that hangs over the engine
were the perspiration of heroic deeds, or as beneficent as that
which floats over the farmer's fields, then the elements and
Nature
herself would cheerfully accompany men on their errands and be
their
escort.
I watch the passage of the morning cars with the same feeling
that I
do the rising of the sun, which is hardly more regular. Their
train of
clouds stretching far behind and rising higher and higher, going
to
heaven while the cars are going to Boston, conceals the sun for
a
minute and casts my distant field into the shade, a celestial
train
beside which the petty train of cars which bugs the earth is
but the
barb of the spear. The stabler of the iron horse was up early
this
winter morning by the light of the stars amid the mountains,
to fodder
and harness his steed. Fire, too, was awakened thus early to
put the
vital beat in him and get him off. If the enterprise were as
innocent as it is early! If the snow lies deep, they strap on
his
snowshoes, and, with the giant plow, plow a furrow from the
mountains to the seaboard, in which the cars, like a following
drill-barrow, sprinkle all the restless men and floating merchandise
in the country for seed. All day the fire-steed flies over the
country, stopping only that his master may rest, and I am awakened
by his tramp and defiant snort at midnight, when in some remote
glen
in the woods he fronts the elements incased in ice and snow;
and he
will reach his stall only with the morning star, to start once
more on
his travels without rest or slumber. Or perchance, at evening,
I
hear him in his stable blowing off the superfluous energy of
the
day, that he may calm his nerves and cool his liver and brain
for a
few hours of iron slumber. If the enterprise were as heroic and
commanding as it is protracted and unwearied!
Far through unfrequented woods on the confines of towns, where
once only the hunter penetrated by day, in the darkest night
dart
these bright saloons without the knowledge of their inhabitants;
this moment stopping at some brilliant station-house in town
or
city, where a social crowd is gathered, the next in the Dismal
Swamp, scaring the owl and fox. The startings and arrivals of
the cars
are now the epochs in the village day. They go and come with
such
regularity and precision, and their whistle can be heard so far,
that the farmers set their clocks by them, and thus one well-conducted
institution regulates a whole country. Have not men improved
somewhat in punctuality since the railroad was invented? Do they
not
talk and think faster in the depot than they did in the
stage-office? There is something electrifying in the atmosphere
of the
former place. I have been astonished at the miracles it has wrought;
that some of my neighbors, who, I should have prophesied, once
for
all, would never get to Boston by so prompt a conveyance, are
on
hand when the bell rings. To do things "railroad fashion"
is now the
byword; and it is worth the while to be warned so often and so
sincerely by any power to get off its track. There is no stopping
to
read the riot act, no firing over the heads of the mob, in this
case. We have constructed a fate, an Atropos, that never turns
aside. (Let that be the name of your engine.) Men are advertised
that at a certain hour and minute these bolts will be shot toward
particular points of the compass; yet it interferes with no man's
business, and the children go to school on the other track. We
live
the steadier for it. We are all educated thus to be sons of Tell.
The air is full of invisible bolts. Every path but your own is
the
path of fate. Keep on your own track, then.
What recommends commerce to me is its enterprise and bravery.
It
does not clasp its hands and pray to Jupiter. I see these men
every
day go about their business with more or less courage and content,
doing more even than they suspect, and perchance better employed
than they could have consciously devised. I am less affected
by
their heroism who stood up for half an hour in the front line
at Buena
Vista, than by the steady and cheerful valor of the men who inhabit
the snowplow for their winter quarters; who have not merely the
three-o'-clock-in-the-morning courage, which Bonaparte thought
was the
rarest, but whose courage does not go to rest so early, who go
to
sleep only when the storm sleeps or the sinews of their iron
steed are
frozen. On this morning of the Great Snow, perchance, which is
still
raging and chilling men's blood, I bear the muffled tone of their
engine bell from out the fog bank of their chilled breath, which
announces that the cars are coming, without long delay,
notwithstanding the veto of a New England northeast snow-storm,
and
I behold the plowmen covered with snow and rime, their heads
peering, above the mould-board which is turning down other than
daisies and the nests of field mice, like bowlders of the Sierra
Nevada, that occupy an outside place in the universe.
Commerce is unexpectedly confident and serene, alert, adventurous,
and unwearied. It is very natural in its methods withal, far
more so
than many fantastic enterprises and sentimental experiments,
and hence
its singular success. I am refreshed and expanded when the freight
train rattles past me, and I smell the stores which go dispensing
their odors all the way from Long Wharf to Lake Champlain, reminding
me of foreign parts, of coral reefs, and Indian oceans, and tropical
climes, and the extent of the globe. I feel more like a citizen
of the
world at the sight of the palm-leaf which will cover so many
flaxen
New England heads the next summer, the Manilla hemp and cocoanut
husks, the old junk, gunny bags, scrap iron, and rusty nails.
This
carload of torn sails is more legible and interesting now than
if they
should be wrought into paper and printed books. Who can write
so
graphically the history of the storms they have weathered as
these
rents have done? They are proof-sheets which need no correction.
Here goes lumber from the Maine woods, which did not go out to
sea
in the last freshet, risen four dollars on the thousand because
of
what did go out or was split up; pine, spruce, cedar- first,
second,
third, and fourth qualities, so lately all of one quality, to
wave
over the bear, and moose, and caribou. Next rolls Thomaston lime,
a
prime lot, which will get far among the hills before it gets
slacked. These rags in bales, of all hues and qualities, the
lowest
condition to which cotton and linen descend, the final result
of
dress- of patterns which are now no longer cried up, unless it
be in
Milwaukee, as those splendid articles, English, French, or American
prints, ginghams, muslins, etc., gathered from all quarters both
of
fashion and poverty, going to become paper of one color or a
few
shades only, on which, forsooth, will be written tales of real
life,
high and low, and founded on fact! This closed car smells of
salt
fish, the strong New England and commercial scent, reminding
me of the
Grand Banks and the fisheries. Who has not seen a salt fish,
thoroughly cured for this world, so that nothing can spoil it,
and
putting, the perseverance of the saints to the blush? with which
you
may sweep or pave the streets, and split your kindlings, and
the
teamster shelter himself and his lading against sun, wind, and
rain
behind it- and the trader, as a Concord trader once did, bang
it up by
his door for a sign when he commences business, until at last
his
oldest customer cannot tell surely whether it be animal, vegetable,
or
mineral, and yet it shall be as pure as a snowflake, and if it
be
put into a pot and boiled, will come out an excellent dunfish
for a
Saturday's dinner. Next Spanish hides, with the tails still preserving
their twist and the angle of elevation they had when the oxen
that
wore them were careering over the pampas of the Spanish Main-
a type
of all obstinacy, and evincing how almost hopeless and incurable
are
all constitutional vices. I confess, that practically speaking,
when I
have learned a man's real disposition, I have no hopes of changing
it for the better or worse in this state of existence. As the
Orientals say, "A cur's tail may be warmed, and pressed,
and bound
round with ligatures, and after a twelve years' labor bestowed
upon
it, still it will retain its natural form." The only effectual
cure
for such inveteracies as these tails exhibit is to make glue
of
them, which I believe is what is usually done with them, and
then they
will stay put and stick. Here is a hogshead of molasses or of
brandy
directed to John Smith, Cuttingsville, Vermont, some trader among
the Green Mountains, who imports for the farmers near his clearing,
and now perchance stands over his bulkhead and thinks of the
last
arrivals on the coast, how they may affect the price for him,
telling his customers this moment, as he has told them twenty
times
before this morning, that he expects some by the next train of
prime
quality. It is advertised in the Cuttingsville Times.
While these things go up other things come down. Warned by the
whizzing sound, I look up from my book and see some tall pine,
hewn on
far northern hills, which has winged its way over the Green
Mountains and the Connecticut, shot like an arrow through the
township
within ten minutes, and scarce another eye beholds it; going
"to be the mast
Of some great ammiral."
And hark! here comes the cattle-train bearing the cattle of
a thousand
hills, sheepcots, stables, and cow-yards in the air, drovers
with
their sticks, and shepherd boys in the midst of their flocks,
all
but the mountain pastures, whirled along like leaves blown from
the
mountains by the September gales. The air is filled with the
bleating of calves and sheep, and the hustling of oxen, as if
a
pastoral valley were going by. When the old bellwether at the
head
rattles his bell, the mountains do indeed skip like rams and
the
little hills like lambs. A carload of drovers, too, in the midst,
on a
level with their droves now, their vocation gone, but still clinging
to their useless sticks as their badge of office. But their dogs,
where are they? It is a stampede to them; they are quite thrown
out;
they have lost the scent. Methinks I hear them barking behind
the
Peterboro' Hills, or panting up the western slope of the Green
Mountains. They will not be in at the death. Their vocation,
too, is
gone. Their fidelity and sagacity are below par now. They will
slink
back to their kennels in disgrace, or perchance run wild and
strike
a league with the wolf and the fox. So is your pastoral life
whirled
past and away. But the bell rings, and I must get off the track
and
let the cars go by;
What's the railroad to me?
I never go to see
Where it ends.
It fills a few hollows,
And makes banks for the swallows,
It sets the sand a-blowing,
And the blackberries a-growing,
but I cross it like a cart-path in the woods. I will not have
my
eyes put out and my ears spoiled by its smoke and steam and hissing.
Now that the cars are gone by and all the restless world with
them, and the fishes in the pond no longer feel their rumbling,
I am
more alone than ever. For the rest of the long afternoon, perhaps,
my meditations are interrupted only by the faint rattle of a
carriage or team along the distant highway.
Sometimes, on Sundays, I heard the bells, the Lincoln, Acton,
Bedford, or Concord bell, when the wind was favorable, a faint,
sweet,
and, as it were, natural melody, worth importing into the
wilderness. At a sufficient distance over the woods this sound
acquires a certain vibratory hum, as if the pine needles in the
horizon were the strings of a harp which it swept. All sound
heard
at the greatest possible distance produces one and the same effect,
a vibration of the universal lyre, just as the intervening
atmosphere makes a distant ridge of earth interesting to our
eyes by
the azure tint it imparts to it. There came to me in this case
a
melody which the air had strained, and which had conversed with
every leaf and needle of the wood, that portion of the sound
which the
elements had taken up and modulated and echoed from vale to vale.
The echo is, to some extent, an original sound, and therein is
the
magic and charm of it. It is not merely a repetition of what
was worth
repeating in the bell, but partly the voice of the wood; the
same
trivial words and notes sung by a wood-nymph.
At evening, the distant lowing of some cow in the horizon beyond
the
woods sounded sweet and melodious, and at first I would mistake
it for
the voices of certain minstrels by whom I was sometimes serenaded,
who
might be straying over hill and dale; but soon I was not
unpleasantly disappointed when it was prolonged into the cheap
and
natural music of the cow. I do not mean to be satirical, but
to
express my appreciation of those youths' singing, when I state
that
I perceived clearly that it was akin to the music of the cow,
and they
were at length one articulation of Nature.
Regularly at half-past seven, in one part of the summer, after
the
evening train had gone by, the whip-poor-wills chanted their
vespers
for half an hour, sitting on a stump by my door, or upon the
ridge-pole of the house. They would begin to sing almost with
as
much precision as a clock, within five minutes of a particular
time,
referred to the setting of the sun, every evening. I had a rare
opportunity to become acquainted with their habits. Sometimes
I
heard four or five at once in different parts of the wood, by
accident
one a bar behind another, and so near me that I distinguished
not only
the cluck after each note, but often that singular buzzing sound
like a fly in a spider's web, only proportionally louder. Sometimes
one would circle round and round me in the woods a few feet distant
as
if tethered by a string, when probably I was near its eggs. They
sang at intervals throughout the night, and were again as musical
as
ever just before and about dawn.
When other birds are still, the screech owls take up the strain,
like mourning women their ancient u-lu-lu. Their dismal scream
is
truly Ben Jonsonian. Wise midnight bags! It is no honest and
blunt
tu-whit tu- who of the poets, but, without jesting, a most solemn
graveyard ditty, the mutual consolations of suicide lovers remembering
the pangs and the delights of supernal love in the infernal groves.
Yet I love to hear their wailing, their doleful responses, trilled
along the woodside; reminding me sometimes of music and singing
birds;
as if it were the dark and tearful side of music, the regrets
and
sighs that would fain be sung. They are the spirits, the low
spirits
and melancholy forebodings, of fallen souls that once in human
shape
night-walked the earth and did the deeds of darkness, now expiating
their sins with their wailing hymns or threnodies in the scenery
of
their transgressions. They give me a new sense of the variety
and
capacity of that nature which is our common dwelling. Oh-o-o-o-o
that I never had been bor-r-r-r-n! sighs one on this side of
the pond,
and circles with the restlessness of despair to some new perch
on
the gray oaks. Then- that I never had been bor-r-r-r-n! echoes
another
on the farther side with tremulous sincerity, and- bor-r-r-r-n!
comes faintly from far in the Lincoln woods.
I was also serenaded by a hooting owl. Near at hand you could
fancy it the most melancholy sound in Nature, as if she meant
by
this to stereotype and make permanent in her choir the dying
moans
of a human being- some poor weak relic of mortality who has left
hope behind, and howls like an animal, yet with human sobs, on
entering the dark valley, made more awful by a certain gurgling
melodiousness- I find myself beginning with the letters gl when
I
try to imitate it- expressive of a mind which has reached the
gelatinous, mildewy stage in the mortification of all healthy
and
courageous thought. It reminded me of ghouls and idiots and insane
howlings. But now one answers from far woods in a strain made
really
melodious by distance- Hoo hoo hoo, hoorer hoo: and indeed for
the
most part it suggested only pleasing associations, whether heard
by
day or night, summer or winter.
I rejoice that there are owls. Let them do the idiotic and
maniacal hooting for men. It is a sound admirably suited to swamps
and
twilight woods which no day illustrates, suggesting a vast and
undeveloped nature which men have not recognized. They represent
the
stark twilight and unsatisfied thoughts which all have. All day
the
sun has shone on the surface of some savage swamp, where the
single
spruce stands hung with usnea lichens, and small hawks circulate
above, and the chickadee lisps amid the evergreens, and the
partridge and rabbit skulk beneath; but now a more dismal arid
fitting
day dawns, and a different race of creatures awakes to express
the
meaning of Nature there.
Late in the evening I heard the distant rumbling of wagons over
bridges- a sound heard farther than almost any other at night-
the
baying of dogs, and sometimes again the lowing of some disconsolate
cow in a distant barn-yard. In the meanwhile all the shore rang
with
the trump of bullfrogs, the sturdy spirits of ancient wine-bibbers
and
wassailers, still unrepentant, trying to sing a catch in their
Stygian
lake- if the Walden nymphs will pardon the comparison, for though
there are almost no weeds, there are frogs there- who would fain
keep up the hilarious rules of their old festal tables, though
their
voices have waxed hoarse and solemnly grave, mocking at mirth,
and the
mine has lost its flavor, and become only liquor to distend their
paunches, and sweet intoxication never comes to drown the memory
of
the past, but mere saturation and waterloggedness and distention.
The most aldermanic, with his chin upon a heart-leaf, which serves
for
a napkin to his drooling chaps, under this northern shore quaffs
a
deep draught of the once scorned water, and passes round the
cup
with the ejaculation tr-r-r-oonk, tr-r-r--oonk, tr-r-r-oonk!
and
straightway comes over the water from some distant cove the same
password repeated, where the next in seniority and girth has
gulped
down to his mark; and when this observance has made the circuit
of the
shores, then ejaculates the master of ceremonies, with satisfaction,
tr-r-r-oonk! and each in his turn repeats the same down to the
least
distended, leakiest, and flabbiest paunched, that there be no
mistake;
and then the howl goes round again and again, until the sun
disperses the morning mist, and only the patriarch is not under
the
pond, but vainly bellowing troonk from time to time, and pausing
for a
reply.
I am not sure that I ever heard the sound of cock-crowing from
my
clearing, and I thought that it might be worth the while to keep
a
cockerel for his music merely, as a singing bird. The note of
this
once wild Indian pheasant is certainly the most remarkable of
any
bird's, and if they could be naturalized without being domesticated,
it would soon become the most famous sound in our woods, surpassing
the clangor of the goose and the hooting of the owl; and then
imagine the cackling of the hens to fill the pauses when their
lords' clarions rested! No wonder that man added this bird to
his tame
stock- to say nothing of the eggs and drumsticks. To walk in
a
winter morning in a wood where these birds abounded, their native
woods, and hear the wild cockerels crow on the trees, clear and
shrill
for miles over the resounding earth, drowning the feebler notes
of
other birds- think of it! It would put nations on the alert.
Who would
not be early to rise, and rise earlier and earlier every successive
day of his life, till he became unspeakably healthy, wealthy,
and
wise? This foreign bird's note is celebrated by the poets of
all
countries along with the notes of their native songsters. All
climates
agree with brave Chanticleer. He is more indigenous even than
the
natives. His health is ever good, his lungs are sound, his spirits
never flag. Even the sailor on the Atlantic and Pacific is awakened
by
his voice; but its shrill sound never roused me from my slumbers.
I
kept neither dog, cat, cow, pig, nor hens, so that you would
have said
there was a deficiency of domestic sounds; neither the chum,
nor the
spinning-wheel, nor even the singing of the kettle, nor the hissing
of
the urn, nor children crying, to comfort one. An old-fashioned
man
would have lost his senses or died of ennui before this. Not
even rats
in the wall, for they were starved out, or rather were never
baited
in- only squirrels on the roof and under the floor, a whip-poor-will
on the ridge-pole, a blue jay screaming beneath the window, a
hare
or woodchuck under the house, a screech owl or a cat owl behind
it,
a flock of wild geese or a laughing loon on the pond, and a fox
to
bark in the night. Not even a lark or an oriole, those mild plantation
birds, ever visited my clearing. No cockerels to crow nor hens
to
cackle in the yard. No yard! but unfenced nature reaching up
to your
very sills. A young forest growing up under your meadows, and
wild
sumachs and blackberry vines breaking through into your cellar;
sturdy
pitch pines rubbing and creaking against the shingles for want
of
room, their roots reaching quite under the house. Instead of
a scuttle
or a blind blown off in the gale- a pine tree snapped off or
torn up
by the roots behind your house for fuel. Instead of no path to
the
front-yard gate in the Great Snow- no gate- no front-yard- and
no path
to the civilized world.
SOLITUDE
SOLITUDE.
THIS IS A delicious evening, when the whole body is one sense,
and
imbibes delight through every pore. I go and come with a strange
liberty in Nature, a part of herself. As I walk along the stony
shore of the pond in my shirt-sleeves, though it is cool as well
as
cloudy and windy, and I see nothing special to attract me, all
the
elements are unusually congenial to me. The bullfrogs trump to
usher
in the night, and the note of the whip-poor-will is borne on
the
rippling wind from over the water. Sympathy with the fluttering
alder and poplar leaves almost takes away my breath; yet, like
the
lake, my serenity is rippled but not ruffled. These small waves
raised
by the evening wind are as remote from storm as the smooth
reflecting surface. Though it is now dark, the mind still blows
and
roars in the wood, the waves still dash, and some creatures lull
the
rest with their notes. The repose is never complete. The wildest
animals do not repose, but seek their prey now; the fox, and
skunk,
and rabbit, now roam the fields and woods without fear. They
are
Nature's watchmen- links which connect the days of animated life.
When I return to my house I find that visitors have been there
and
left their cards, either a bunch of flowers, or a wreath of evergreen,
or a name in pencil on a yellow walnut leaf or a chip. They who
come
rarely to the woods take some little piece of the forest into
their
hands to play with by the way, which they leave, either
intentionally or accidentally. One has peeled a willow wand,
woven
it into a ring, and dropped it on my table. I could always tell
if
visitors had called in my absence, either by the bended twigs
or
grass, or the print of their shoes, and generally of what sex
or age
or quality they were by some slight trace left, as a flower dropped,
or a bunch of grass plucked and thrown away, even as far off
as the
railroad, half a mile distant, or by the lingering odor of a
cigar
or pipe. Nay, I was frequently notified of the passage of a
traveller along the highway sixty rods off by the scent of his
pipe.
There is commonly sufficient space about us. Our horizon is never
quite at our elbows. The thick wood is not just at our door,
nor the
pond, but somewhat is always clearing, familiar and worn by us,
appropriated and fenced in some way, and reclaimed from Nature.
For
what reason have I this vast range and circuit, some square miles
of
unfrequented forest, for my privacy, abandoned to me by men?
My
nearest neighbor is a mile distant, and no house is visible from
any
place but the hill-tops within half a mile of my own. I have
my
horizon bounded by woods all to myself; a distant view of the
railroad
where it touches the pond on the one hand, and of the fence which
skirts the woodland road on the other. But for the most part
it is
as solitary where I live as on the prairies. It is as much Asia
or
Africa as New England. I have, as it were, my own sun and moon
and
stars, and a little world all to myself. At night there was never
a
traveller passed my house, or knocked at my door, more than if
I
were the first or last man; unless it were in the spring, when
at long
intervals some came from the village to fish for pouts- they
plainly
fished much more in the Walden Pond of their own natures, and
baited
their hooks with darkness- but they soon retreated, usually with
light
baskets, and left "the world to darkness and to me,"
and the black
kernel of the night was never profaned by any human neighborhood.
I
believe that men are generally still a little afraid of the dark,
though the witches are all hung, and Christianity and candles
have
been introduced.
Yet I experienced sometimes that the most sweet and tender, the
most
innocent and encouraging society may be found in any natural
object,
even for the poor misanthrope and most melancholy man. There
can be no
very black melancholy to him who lives in the midst of nature
and
has his senses still. There was never yet such a storm but it
was
Aeolian music to a healthy and innocent ear. Nothing can rightly
compel a simple and brave man to a vulgar sadness. While I enjoy
the
friendship of the seasons I trust that nothing can make life
a
burden to me. The gentle rain which waters my beans and keeps
me in
the house today is not drear and melancholy, but good for me
too.
Though it prevents my hoeing them, it is of far more worth than
my
hoeing. If it should continue so long as to cause the seeds to
rot
in the ground and destroy the potatoes in the low lands, it would
still be good for the grass on the uplands, and, being good for
the
grass, it would be good for me. Sometimes, when I compare myself
with other men, it seems as if I were more favored by the gods
than
they, beyond any deserts that I am conscious of; as if I had
a warrant
and surety at their hands which my fellows have not, and were
especially guided and guarded. I do not flatter myself, but if
it be
possible they flatter me. I have never felt lonesome, or in the
least oppressed by a sense of solitude, but once, and that was
a few
weeks after I came to the woods, when, for an hour, I doubted
if the
near neighborhood of man was not essential to a serene and healthy
life. To be alone was something unpleasant. But I was at the
same time
conscious of a slight insanity in my mood, and seemed to foresee
my
recovery. In the midst of a gentle rain while these thoughts
prevailed, I was suddenly sensible of such sweet and beneficent
society in Nature, in the very pattering of the drops, and in
every
sound and sight around my house, an infinite and unaccountable
friendliness all at once like an atmosphere sustaining me, as
made the
fancied advantages of human neighborhood insignificant, and I
have
never thought of them since. Every little pine needle expanded
and
swelled with sympathy and befriended me. I was so distinctly
made
aware of the presence of something kindred to me, even in scenes
which
we are accustomed to call wild and dreary, and also that the
nearest
of blood to me and humanest was not a person nor a villager,
that I
thought no place could ever be strange to me again.
"Mourning untimely consumes the sad;
Few are their days in the land of the living,
Beautiful daughter of Toscar."
Some of my pleasantest hours were during the long rain-storms
in the
spring or fall, which confined me to the house for the afternoon
as
well as the forenoon, soothed by their ceaseless roar and pelting;
when an early twilight ushered in a long evening in which many
thoughts had time to take root and unfold themselves. In those
driving
northeast rains which tried the village houses so, when the maids
stood ready with mop and pail in front entries to keep the deluge
out,
I sat behind my door in my little house, which was all entry,
and
thoroughly enjoyed its protection. In one heavy thunder-shower
the
lightning struck a large pitch pine across the pond, making a
very
conspicuous and perfectly regular spiral groove from top to bottom,
an
inch or more deep, and four or five inches wide, as you would
groove a
walking-stick. I passed it again the other day, and was struck
with
awe on looking up and beholding that mark, now more distinct
than
ever, where a terrific and resistless bolt came down out of the
harmless sky eight years ago. Men frequently say to me, "I
should
think you would feel lonesome down there, and want to be nearer
to
folks, rainy and snowy days and nights especially." I am
tempted to
reply to such- This whole earth which we inhabit is but a point
in
space. How far apart, think you, dwell the two most distant
inhabitants of yonder star, the breadth of whose disk cannot
be
appreciated by our instruments? Why should I feel lonely? is
not our
planet in the Milky Way? This which you put seems to me not to
be
the most important question. What sort of space is that which
separates a man from his fellows and makes him solitary? I have
found that no exertion of the legs can bring two minds much nearer
to one another. What do we want most to dwell near to? Not to
many men
surely, the depot, the post-office, the bar-room, the meeting-house,
the school-house, the grocery, Beacon Hill, or the Five Points,
where men most congregate, but to the perennial source of our
life,
whence in all our experience we have found that to issue, as
the
willow stands near the water and sends out its roots in that
direction. This will vary with different natures, but this is
the
place where a wise man will dig his cellar.... I one evening
overtook one of my townsmen, who has accumulated what is called
"a
handsome property"- though I never got a fair view of it-
on the
Walden road, driving a pair of cattle to market, who inquired
of me
how I could bring my mind to give up so many of the comforts
of
life. I answered that I was very sure I liked it passably well;
I
was not joking. And so I went home to my bed, and left him to
pick his
way through the darkness and the mud to Brighton- or Bright-town-
which place he would reach some time in the morning.
Any prospect of awakening or coming to life to a dead man makes
indifferent all times and places. The place where that may occur
is
always the same, and indescribably pleasant to all our senses.
For the
most part we allow only outlying and transient circumstances
to make
our occasions. They are, in fact, the cause of our distraction.
Nearest to all things is that power which fashions their being.
Next
to us the grandest laws are continually being executed. Next
to us
is not the workman whom we have hired, with whom we love so well
to
talk, but the workman whose work we are.
"How vast and profound is the influence of the subtile powers
of
Heaven and of Earth!"
"We seek to perceive them, and we do not see them; we seek
to hear
them, and we do not hear them; identified with the substance
of
things, they cannot be separated from them."
"They cause that in all the universe men purify and sanctify
their
hearts, and clothe themselves in their holiday garments to offer
sacrifices and oblations to their ancestors. It is an ocean of
subtile
intelligences. They are everywhere, above us, on our left, on
our
right; they environ us on all sides."
We are the subjects of an experiment which is not a little
interesting to me. Can we not do without the society of our gossips
a little while under these circumstances- have our own thoughts
to
cheer us? Confucius says truly, "Virtue does not remain
as an
abandoned orphan; it must of necessity have neighbors."
With thinking we may be beside ourselves in a sane sense. By
a
conscious effort of the mind we can stand aloof from actions
and their
consequences; and all things, good and bad, go by us like a torrent.
We are not wholly involved in Nature. I may be either the driftwood
in
the stream, or Indra in the sky looking down on it. I may be
affected by a theatrical exhibition; on the other hand, I may
not be
affected by an actual event which appears to concern me much
more. I
only know myself as a human entity; the scene, so to speak, of
thoughts and affections; and am sensible of a certain doubleness
by
which I can stand as remote from myself as from another. However
intense my experience, I am conscious of the presence and criticism
of
a part of me, which, as it were, is not a part of me, but spectator,
sharing no experience, but taking note of it, and that is no
more I
than it is you. When the play, it may be the tragedy, of life
is over,
the spectator goes his way. It was a kind of fiction, a work
of the
imagination only, so far as he was concerned. This doubleness
may
easily make us poor neighbors and friends sometimes.
I find it wholesome to be alone the greater part of the time.
To
be in company, even with the best, is soon wearisome and
dissipating. I love to be alone. I never found the companion
that
was so companionable as solitude. We are for the most part more
lonely
when we go abroad among men than when we stay in our chambers.
A man
thinking or working is always alone, let him be where he will.
Solitude is not measured by the miles of space that intervene
between a man and his fellows. The really diligent student in
one of
the crowded hives of Cambridge College is as solitary as a dervis
in
the desert. The farmer can work alone in the field or the woods
all
day, hoeing or chopping, and not feel lonesome, because he is
employed; but when he comes home at night he cannot sit down
in a room
alone, at the mercy of his thoughts, but must be where he can
"see the
folks," and recreate, and, as he thinks, remunerate himself
for his
day's solitude; and hence he wonders how the student can sit
alone
in the house all night and most of the day without ennui and
"the
blues"; but he does not realize that the student, though
in the house,
is still at work in his field, and chopping in his woods, as
the
farmer in his, and in turn seeks the same recreation and society
that the latter does, though it may be a more condensed form
of it.
Society is commonly too cheap. We meet at very short intervals,
not having had time to acquire any new value for each other.
We meet
at meals three times a day, and give each other a new taste of
that
old musty cheese that we are. We have had to agree on a certain
set of
rules, called etiquette and politeness, to make this frequent
meeting tolerable and that we need not come to open war. We meet
at
the post-office, and at the sociable, and about the fireside
every
night; we live thick and are in each other's way, and stumble
over one
another, and I think that we thus lose some respect for one another.
Certainly less frequency would suffice for all important and
hearty
communications. Consider the girls in a factory- never alone,
hardly
in their dreams. It would be better if there were but one inhabitant
to a square mile, as where I live. The value of a man is not
in his
skin, that we should touch him.
I have heard of a man lost in the woods and dying of famine and
exhaustion at the foot of a tree, whose loneliness was relieved
by the
grotesque visions with which, owing to bodily weakness, his diseased
imagination surrounded him, and which he believed to be real.
So also,
owing to bodily and mental health and strength, we may be
continually cheered by a like but more normal and natural society,
and
come to know that we are never alone.
I have a great deal of company in my house; especially in the
morning, when nobody calls. Let me suggest a few comparisons,
that
some one may convey an idea of my situation. I am no more lonely
than the loon in the pond that laughs so loud, or than Walden
Pond
itself. What company has that lonely lake, I pray? And yet it
has
not the blue devils, but the blue angels in it, in the azure
tint of
its waters. The sun is alone, except in thick weather, when there
sometimes appear to be two, but one is a mock sun. God is alone-
but
the devil, he is far from being alone; he sees a great deal of
company; he is legion. I am no more lonely than a single mullein
or
dandelion in a pasture, or a bean leaf, or sorrel, or a horse-fly,
or a bumblebee. I am no more lonely than the Mill Brook, or a
weathercock, or the north star, or the south wind, or an April
shower,
or a January thaw, or the first spider in a new house.
I have occasional visits in the long winter evenings, when the
snow falls fast and the wind howls in the wood, from an old settler
and original proprietor, who is reported to have dug Walden Pond,
and stoned it, and fringed it with pine woods; who tells me stories
of
old time and of new eternity; and between us we manage to pass
a
cheerful evening with social mirth and pleasant views of things,
even without apples or cider- a most wise and humorous friend,
whom
I love much, who keeps himself more secret than ever did Goffe
or
Whalley; and though he is thought to be dead, none can show where
he
is buried. An elderly dame, too, dwells in my neighborhood,
invisible to most persons, in whose odorous herb garden I love
to
stroll sometimes, gathering simples and listening to her fables;
for
she has a genius of unequalled fertility, and her memory runs
back
farther than mythology, and she can tell me the original of every
fable, and on what fact every one is founded, for the incidents
occurred when she was young. A ruddy and lusty old dame, who
delights in all weathers and seasons, and is likely to outlive
all her
children yet.
The indescribable innocence and beneficence of Nature- of sun
and
wind and rain, of summer and winter- such health, such cheer,
they
afford forever! and such sympathy have they ever with our race,
that
all Nature would be affected, and the sun's brightness fade,
and the
winds would sigh humanely, and the clouds rain tears, and the
woods
shed their leaves and put on mourning in midsummer, if any man
should ever for a just cause grieve. Shall I not have intelligence
with the earth? Am I not partly leaves and vegetable mould myself?
What is the pill which will keep us well, serene, contented?
Not
my or thy great-grandfather's, but our great-grandmother Nature's
universal, vegetable, botanic medicines, by which she has kept
herself
young always, outlived so many old Parrs in her day, and fed
her
health with their decaying fatness. For my panacea, instead of
one of
those quack vials of a mixture dipped from Acheron and the Dead
Sea,
which come out of those long shallow black-schooner looking wagons
which we sometimes see made to carry bottles, let me have a draught
of
undiluted morning air. Morning air! If men will not drink of
this at
the fountainhead of the day, why, then, we must even bottle up
some
and sell it in the shops, for the benefit of those who have lost
their
subscription ticket to morning time in this world. But remember,
it
will not keep quite till noonday even in the coolest cellar,
but
drive out the stopples long ere that and follow westward the
steps of
Aurora. I am no worshipper of Hygeia, who was the daughter of
that old
herb-doctor Esculapius, and who is represented on monuments holding
a serpent in one hand, and in the other a cup out of which the
serpent
sometimes drinks; but rather of Hebe, cup-bearer to Jupiter,
who was
the daughter of Juno and wild lettuce, and who had the power
of
restoring gods and men to the vigor of youth. She was probably
the
only thoroughly sound-conditioned, healthy, and robust young
lady
that ever walked the globe, and wherever she came it was spring.
VISITORS
VISITORS.
I THINK THAT I love society as much as most, and am ready
enough to
fasten myself like a bloodsucker for the time to any full-blooded
man that comes in my way. I am naturally no hermit, but might
possibly
sit out the sturdiest frequenter of the bar-room, if my business
called me thither.
I had three chairs in my house; one for solitude, two for
friendship, three for society. When visitors came in larger and
unexpected numbers there was but the third chair for them all,
but
they generally economized the room by standing up. It is surprising
how many great men and women a small house will contain. I have
had
twenty-five or thirty souls, with their bodies, at once under
my roof,
and yet we often parted without being aware that we had come
very near
to one another. Many of our houses, both public and private,
with
their almost innumerable apartments, their huge halls and their
cellars for the storage of wines and other munitions of peace,
appear to be extravagantly large for their inhabitants. They
are so
vast and magnificent that the latter seem to be only vermin which
infest them. I am surprised when the herald blows his summons
before
some Tremont or Astor or Middlesex House, to see come creeping
out
over the piazza for all inhabitants a ridiculous mouse, which
soon
again slinks into some hole in the pavement.
One inconvenience I sometimes experienced in so small a house,
the
difficulty of getting to a sufficient distance from my guest
when we
began to utter the big thoughts in big words. You want room for
your
thoughts to get into sailing trim and run a course or two before
they make their port. The bullet of your thought must have overcome
its lateral and ricochet motion and fallen into its last and
steady
course before it reaches the ear of the bearer, else it may plow
out
again through the side of his head. Also, our sentences wanted
room to
unfold and form their columns in the interval. Individuals, like
nations, must have suitable broad and natural boundaries, even
a
considerable neutral ground, between them. I have found it a
singular luxury to talk across the pond to a companion on the
opposite
side. In my house we were so near that we could not begin to
bear-
we could not speak low enough to be heard; as when you throw
two
stones into calm water so near that they break each other's
undulations. If we are merely loquacious and loud talkers, then
we can
afford to stand very near together, cheek by jowl, and feel each
other's breath; but if we speak reservedly and thoughtfully,
we want
to be farther apart, that all animal heat and moisture may have
a
chance to evaporate. If we would enjoy the most intimate society
with that in each of us which is without, or above, being spoken
to,
we must not only be silent, but commonly so far apart bodily
that we
cannot possibly hear each other's voice in any case. Referred
to
this standard, speech is for the convenience of those who are
hard
of hearing; but there are many fine things which we cannot say
if we
have to shout. As the conversation began to assume a loftier
and
grander tone, we gradually shoved our chairs farther apart till
they
touched the wall in opposite corners, and then commonly there
was
not room enough.
My "best" room, however, my withdrawing room, always
ready for
company, on whose carpet the sun rarely fell, was the pine wood
behind
my house. Thither in summer days, when distinguished guests came,
I
took them, and a priceless domestic swept the floor and dusted
the
furniture and kept the things in order.
If one guest came he sometimes partook of my frugal meal, and
it was
no interruption to conversation to be stirring a hasty-pudding,
or
watching the rising and maturing of a loaf of bread in the ashes,
in
the meanwhile. But if twenty came and sat in my house there was
nothing said about dinner, though there might be bread enough
for two,
more than if eating were a forsaken habit; but we naturally
practised abstinence; and this was never felt to be an offence
against
hospitality, but the most proper and considerate course. The
waste and
decay of physical life, which so often needs repair, seemed
miraculously retarded in such a case, and the vital vigor stood
its
ground. I could entertain thus a thousand as well as twenty;
and if
any ever went away disappointed or hungry from my house when
they
found me at home, they may depend upon it that I sympathized
with them
at least. So easy is it, though many housekeepers doubt it, to
establish new and better customs in the place of the old. You
need not
rest your reputation on the dinners you give. For my own part,
I was
never so effectually deterred from frequenting a man's house,
by any
kind of Cerberus whatever, as by the parade one made about dining
me, which I took to be a very polite and roundabout hint never
to
trouble him so again. I think I shall never revisit those scenes.
I
should be proud to have for the motto of my cabin those lines
of
Spenser which one of my visitors inscribed on a yellow walnut
leaf for
a card:
"Arrived there, the little house they fill,
Ne looke for entertainment where none was;
Rest is their feast, and all things at their will:
The noblest mind the best contentment has."
When Winslow, afterward governor of the Plymouth Colony, went
with a
companion on a visit of ceremony to Massasoit on foot through
the
woods, and arrived tired and hungry at his lodge, they were well
received by the king, but nothing was said about eating that
day. When
the night arrived, to quote their own words- "He laid us
on the bed
with himself and his wife, they at the one end and we at the
other, it
being only planks laid a foot from the ground and a thin mat
upon
them. Two more of his chief men, for want of room, pressed by
and upon
us; so that we were worse weary of our lodging than of our journey."
At one o'clock the next day Massasoit "brought two fishes
that he
had shot," about thrice as big as a bream. "These being
boiled,
there were at least forty looked for a share in them; the most
eat
of them. This meal only we had in two nights and a day; and had
not
one of us bought a partridge, we had taken our journey fasting."
Fearing that they would be light-headed for want of food and
also
sleep, owing to "the savages' barbarous singing, (for they
use to sing
themselves asleep,)" and that they might get home while
they had
strength to travel, they departed. As for lodging, it is true
they
were but poorly entertained, though what they found an inconvenience
was no doubt intended for an honor; but as far as eating was
concerned, I do not see how the Indians could have done better.
They
had nothing to eat themselves, and they were wiser than to think
that apologies could supply the place of food to their guests;
so they
drew their belts tighter and said nothing about it. Another time
when Winslow visited them, it being a season of plenty with them,
there was no deficiency in this respect.
As for men, they will hardly fail one anywhere. I had more
visitors while I lived in the woods than at any other period
in my
life; I mean that I had some. I met several there under more
favorable
circumstances than I could anywhere else. But fewer came to see
me
on trivial business. In this respect, my company was winnowed
by my
mere distance from town. I had withdrawn so far within the great
ocean
of solitude, into which the rivers of society empty, that for
the most
part, so far as my needs were concerned, only the finest sediment
was deposited around me. Beside, there were wafted to me evidences
of unexplored and uncultivated continents on the other side.
Who should come to my lodge this morning but a true Homeric or
Paphlagonian man- he had so suitable and poetic a name that I
am sorry
I cannot print it here- a Canadian, a woodchopper and post-maker,
who can hole fifty posts in a day, who made his last supper on
a
woodchuck which his dog caught. He, too, has heard of Homer,
and,
"if it were not for books," would "not know what
to do rainy days,"
though perhaps he has not read one wholly through for many rainy
seasons. Some priest who could pronounce the Greek itself taught
him
to read his verse in the Testament in his native parish far away;
and now I must translate to him, while he holds the book, Achilles'
reproof to Patroclus for his sad countenance.- "Why are
you in
tears, Patroclus, like a young girl?"
"Or have you alone heard some news from Phthia?
They say that Menoetius lives yet, son of Actor,
And Peleus lives, son of Aeacus, among the Myrmidons,
Either of whom having died, we should greatly grieve."
He says, "That's good." He has a great bundle of
white oak bark
under his arm for a sick man, gathered this Sunday morning.-
I suppose
there's no harm in going after such a thing today," says
he. To him
Homer was a great writer, though what his writing was about he
did not
know. A more simple and natural man it would be hard to find.
Vice and
disease, which cast such a sombre moral hue over the world, seemed
to have hardly any existance for him. He was about twenty-eight
years old, and had left Canada and his father's house a dozen
years
before to work in the States, and earn money to buy a farm with
at
last, perhaps in his native country. He was cast in the coarsest
mould; a stout but sluggish body, yet gracefully carried, with
a thick
sunburnt neck, dark bushy hair, and dull sleepy blue eyes, which
were occasionally lit up with expression. He wore a flat gray
cloth
cap, a dingy wool-colored greatcoat, and cowhide boots. He was
a great
consumer of meat, usually carrying his dinner to his work a couple
of miles past my house- for he chopped all summer- in a tin pail;
cold
meats, often cold woodchucks, and coffee in a stone bottle which
dangled by a string from his belt; and sometimes he offered me
a
drink. He came along early, crossing my bean-field, though without
anxiety or haste to get to his work, such as Yankees exhibit.
He
wasn't a-going to hurt himself. He didn't care if he only earned
his
board. Frequently he would leave his dinner in the bushes, when
his
dog had caught a woodchuck by the way, and go back a mile and
a half
to dress it and leave it in the cellar of the house where he
boarded, after deliberating first for half an hour whether he
could
not sink it in the pond safely till nightfall- loving to dwell
long
upon these themes. He would say, as he went by in the morning,
"How
thick the pigeons are! If working every day were not my trade,
I could
get all the meat I should want by hunting-pigeons, woodchucks,
rabbits, partridges- by gosh! I could get all I should want for
a week
in one day."
He was a skilful chopper, and indulged in some flourishes and
ornaments in his art. He cut his trees level and close to the
ground, that the sprouts which came up afterward might be more
vigorous and a sled might slide over the stumps; and instead
of
leaving a whole tree to support his corded wood, he would pare
it away
to a slender stake or splinter which you could break off with
your
hand at last.
He interested me because he was so quiet and solitary and so
happy
withal; a well of good humor and contentment which overflowed
at his
eyes. His mirth was without alloy. Sometimes I saw him at his
work
in the woods, felling trees, and he would greet me with a laugh
of
inexpressible satisfaction, and a salutation in Canadian French,
though he spoke English as well. When I approached him he would
suspend his work, and with half-suppressed mirth lie along the
trunk
of a pine which he had felled, and, peeling off the inner bark,
roll
it up into a ball and chew it while he laughed and talked. Such
an
exuberance of animal spirits had he that he sometimes tumbled
down and
rolled on the ground with laughter at anything which made him
think
and tickled him. Looking round upon the trees he would exclaim
- "By
George! I can enjoy myself well enough here chopping; I want
no better
sport." Sometimes, when at leisure, he amused himself all
day in the
woods with a pocket pistol, firing salutes to himself at regular
intervals as he walked. In the winter he had a fire by which
at noon
he warmed his coffee in a kettle; and as he sat on a log to eat
his
dinner the chickadees would sometimes come round and alight on
his arm
and peck at the potato in his fingers; and he said that he "liked
to
have the little fellers about him."
In him the animal man chiefly was developed. In physical endurance
and contentment he was cousin to the pine and the rock. I asked
him
once if he was not sometimes tired at night, after working all
day;
and he answered, with a sincere and serious look, "Gorrappit,
I
never was tired in my life." But the intellectual and what
is called
spiritual man in him were slumbering as in an infant. He had
been
instructed only in that innocent and ineffectual way in which
the
Catholic priests teach the aborigines, by which the pupil is
never
educated to the degree of consciousness, but only to the degree
of
trust and reverence, and a child is not made a man, but kept
a
child. When Nature made him, she gave him a strong body and
contentment for his portion, and propped him on every side with
reverence and reliance, that he might live out his threescore
years
and ten a child. He was so genuine and unsophisticated that no
introduction would serve to introduce him, more than if you introduced
a woodchuck to your neighbor. He had got to find him out as you
did.
He would not play any part. Men paid him wages for work, and
so helped
to feed and clothe him; but he never exchanged opinions with
them.
He was so simply and naturally humble- if he can be called humble
who never aspires- that humility was no distinct quality in him,
nor
could he conceive of it. Wiser men were demigods to him. If you
told
him that such a one was coming, he did as if he thought that
anything so grand would expect nothing of himself, but take all
the
responsibility on itself, and let him be forgotten still. He
never
heard the sound of praise. He particularly reverenced the writer
and
the preacher. Their performances were miracles. When I told him
that I
wrote considerably, he thought for a long time that it was merely
the handwriting which I meant, for he could write a remarkably
good
hand himself. I sometimes found the name of his native parish
handsomely written in the snow by the highway, with the proper
French accent, and knew that he had passed. I asked him if he
ever
wished to write his thoughts. He said that he had read and written
letters for those who could not, but he never tried to write
thoughts-
no, he could not, he could not tell what to put first, it would
kill
him, and then there was spelling to be attended to at the same
time!
I heard that a distinguished wise man and reformer asked him
if he
did not want the world to be changed; but he answered with a
chuckle
of surprise in his Canadian accent, not knowing that the question
had ever been entertained before, "No, I like it well enough."
It
would have suggested many things to a philosopher to have dealings
with him. To a stranger he appeared to know nothing of things
in
general; yet I sometimes saw in him a man whom I had not seen
before, and I did not know whether he was as wise as Shakespeare
or as
simply ignorant as a child, whether to suspect him of a fine
poetic
consciousness or of stupidity. A townsman told me that when he
met him
sauntering through the village in his small close-fitting cap,
and
whistling to himself, he reminded him of a prince in disguise.
His only books were an almanac and an arithmetic, in which last
he
was considerably expert. The former was a sort of cyclopaedia
to
him, which he supposed to contain an abstract of human knowledge,
as
indeed it does to a considerable extent. I loved to sound him
on the
various reforms of the day, and he never failed to look at them
in the
most simple and practical light. He had never heard of such things
before. Could he do without factories? I asked. He had worn the
home-made Vermont gray, he said, and that was good. Could he
dispense with tea and coffee? Did this country afford any beverage
beside water? He had soaked hemlock leaves in water and drank
it,
and thought that was better than water in warm weather. When
I asked
him if he could do without money, he showed the convenience of
money
in such a way as to suggest and coincide with the most philosophical
accounts of the origin of this institution, and the very derivation
of
the word pecunia. If an ox were his property, and he wished to
get
needles and thread at the store, he thought it would be inconvenient
and impossible soon to go on mortgaging some portion of the creature
each time to that amount. He could defend many institutions better
than any philosopher, because, in describing them as they concerned
him, he gave the true reason for their prevalence, and speculation
had
not suggested to him any other. At another time, hearing Plato's
definition of a man- a biped without feathers- and that one
exhibited a cock plucked and called it Plato's man, he thought
it an
important difference that the knees bent the wrong way. He would
sometimes exclaim, "How I love to talk! By George, I could
talk all
day!" I asked him once, when I had not seen him for many
months, if he
had got a new idea this summer. "Good Lord"- said he,
"a man that
has to work as I do, if he does not forget the ideas he has had,
he
will do well. May he the man you hoe with is inclined to race;
then,
by gorry, your mind must be there; you think of weeds."
He would
sometimes ask me first on such occasions, if I had made any
improvement. One winter day I asked him if he was always satisfied
with himself, wishing to suggest a substitute within him for
the
priest without, and some higher motive for living. "Satisfied!"
said
he; "some men are satisfied with one thing, and some with
another. One
man, perhaps, if he has got enough, will be satisfied to sit
all day
with his back to the fire and his belly to the table, by George!"
Yet I never, by any manoeuvring, could get him to take the spiritual
view of things; the highest that he appeared to conceive of was
a
simple expediency, such as you might expect an animal to appreciate;
and this, practically, is true of most men. If I suggested any
improvement in his mode of life, he merely answered, without
expressing any regret, that it was too late. Yet he thoroughly
believed in honesty and the like virtues.
There was a certain positive originality, however slight, to
be
detected in him, and I occasionally observed that he was thinking
for himself and expressing his own opinion, a phenomenon so rare
that I would any day walk ten miles to observe it, and it amounted
to the re-origination of many of the institutions of society.
Though
he hesitated, and perhaps failed to express himself distinctly,
he
always had a presentable thought behind. Yet his thinking was
so
primitive and immersed in his animal life, that, though more
promising
than a merely learned man's, it rarely ripened to anything which
can
be reported. He suggested that there might be men of genius in
the
lowest grades of life, however permanently humble and illiterate,
who take their own view always, or do not pretend to see at all;
who
are as bottomless even as Walden Pond was thought to be, though
they
may be dark and muddy.
Many a traveller came out of his way to see me and the inside
of
my house, and, as an excuse for calling, asked for a glass of
water. I
told them that I drank at the pond, and pointed thither, offering
to
lend them a dipper. Far off as I lived, I was not exempted from
the
annual visitation which occurs, methinks, about the first of
April,
when everybody is on the move; and I had my share of good luck,
though
there were some curious specimens among my visitors. Half-witted
men
from the almshouse and elsewhere came to see me; but I endeavored
to
make them exercise all the wit they had, and make their confessions
to
me; in such cases making wit the theme of our conversation; and
so was
compensated. Indeed, I found some of them to be wiser than the
so-called overseers of the poor and selectmen of the town, and
thought
it was time that the tables were turned. With respect to wit,
I
learned that there was not much difference between the half and
the
whole. One day, in particular, an inoffensive, simpleminded pauper,
whom with others I had often seen used as fencing stuff, standing
or
sitting on a bushel in the fields to keep cattle and himself
from
straying, visited me, and expressed a wish to live as I did.
He told
me, with the utmost simplicity and truth, quite superior, or
rather
inferior, to anything that is called humility, that he was
"deficient in intellect." These were his words. The
Lord had made
him so, yet he supposed the Lord cared as much for him as for
another.
"I have always been so," said he, "from my childhood;
I never had much
mind; I was not like other children; I am weak in the head. It
was the
Lord's will, I suppose." And there he was to prove the truth
of his
words. He was a metaphysical puzzle to me. I have rarely met
a
fellow-man on such promising ground- it was so simple and sincere
and so true all that he said. And, true enough, in proportion
as he
appeared to humble himself was he exalted. I did not know at
first but
it was the result of a wise policy. It seemed that from such
a basis
of truth and frankness as the poor weak-headed pauper had laid,
our
intercourse might go forward to something better than the
intercourse of sages.
I had some guests from those not reckoned commonly among the
town's poor, but who should be; who are among the world's poor,
at any
rate; guests who appeal, not to your hospitality, but to your
hospitality; who earnestly wish to be helped, and preface their
appeal
with the information that they are resolved, for one thing, never
to
help themselves. I require of a visitor that he be not actually
starving, though he may have the very best appetite in the world,
however he got it. Objects of charity are not guests. Men who
did
not know when their visit had terminated, though I went about
my
business again, answering them from greater and greater remoteness.
Men of almost every degree of wit called on me in the migrating
season. Some who had more wits than they knew what to do with;
runaway
slaves with plantation manners, who listened from time to time,
like
the fox in the fable, as if they heard the hounds a-baying on
their
track, and looked at me beseechingly, as much as to say,
"O Christian, will you send me back?
One real runaway slave, among the rest, whom I helped to forward
toward the north star. Men of one idea, like a hen with one chicken,
and that a duckling; men of a thousand ideas, and unkempt heads,
like those hens which are made to take charge of a hundred chickens,
all in pursuit of one bug, a score of them lost in every morning's
dew- and become frizzled and mangy in consequence; men of ideas
instead of legs, a sort of intellectual centipede that made you
crawl all over. One man proposed a book in which visitors should
write
their names, as at the White Mountains; but, alas! I have too
good a
memory to make that necessary.
I could not but notice some of the peculiarities of my visitors.
Girls and boys and young women generally seemed glad to be in
the
woods. They looked in the pond and at the flowers, and improved
their time. Men of business, even farmers, thought only of solitude
and employment, and of the great distance at which I dwelt from
something or other; and though they said that they loved a ramble
in
the woods occasionally, it was obvious that they did not. Restless
committed men, whose time was an taken up in getting a living
or
keeping it; ministers who spoke of God as if they enjoyed a monopoly
of the subject, who could not bear all kinds of opinions; doctors,
lawyers, uneasy housekeepers who pried into my cupboard and bed
when I
was out- how came Mrs.- to know that my sheets were not as clean
as
hers?- young men who had ceased to be young, and had concluded
that it
was safest to follow the beaten track of the professions- all
these
generally said that it was not possible to do so much good in
my
position. Ay! there was the rub. The old and infirm and the timid,
of whatever age or sex, thought most of sickness, and sudden
accident and death; to them life seemed full of danger- what
danger is
there if you don't think of any?- and they thought that a prudent
man would carefully select the safest position, where Dr. B.
might
be on hand at a moment's warning. To them the village was literally
a com-munity, a league for mutual defence, and you would suppose
that they would not go a-huckleberrying without a medicine chest.
The amount of it is, if a man is alive, there is always danger
that he
may die, though the danger must be allowed to be less in proportion
as
he is dead-and-alive to begin with. A man sits as many risks
as he
runs. Finally, there were the self-styled reformers, the greatest
bores of all, who thought that I was forever singing,
This is the house that I built;
This is the man that lives in the house that I built;
but they did not know that the third line was,
These are the folks that worry the man
That lives in the house that I built.
I did not fear the hen-harriers, for I kept no chickens; but
I
feared the men-harriers rather.
I had more cheering visitors than the last. Children come
a-berrying, railroad men taking a Sunday morning walk in clean
shirts,
fishermen and hunters, poets and philosophers; in short, all
honest
pilgrims, who came out to the woods for freedom's sake, and really
left the village behind, I was ready to greet with- "Welcome,
Englishmen! welcome, Englishmen!" for I had had communication
with
that race.
THE BEAN-FIELD.
MEANWHILE MY beans, the length of whose rows, added together,
was
seven miles already planted, were impatient to be hoed, for the
earliest had grown considerably before the latest were in the
ground; indeed they were not easily to be put off. What was the
meaning of this so steady and self-respecting, this small Herculean
labor, I knew not. I came to love my rows, my beans, though so
many
more than I wanted. They attached me to the earth, and so I got
strength like Antaeus. But why should I raise them? Only Heaven
knows.
This was my curious labor all summer- to make this portion of
the
earth's surface, which had yielded only cinquefoil, blackberries,
johnswort, and the like, before, sweet wild fruits and pleasant
flowers, produce instead this pulse. What shall I learn of beans
or
beans of me? I cherish them, I hoe them, early and late I have
an
eye to them; and this is my day's work. It is a fine broad leaf
to
look on. My auxiliaries are the dews and rains which water this
dry
soil, and what fertility is in the soil itself, which for the
most
part is lean and effete. My enemies are worms, cool days, and
most
of all woodchucks. The last have nibbled for me a quarter of
an acre
clean. But what right had I to oust johnswort and the rest, and
break up their ancient herb garden? Soon, however, the remaining
beans
will be too tough for them, and go forward to meet new foes.
When I was four years old, as I well remember, I was brought
from
Boston to this my native town, through these very woods and this
field, to the pond. It is one of the oldest seenes stamped on
my
memory. And now tonight my flute has waked the echoes over that
very
water. The pines still stand here older than I; or, if some have
fallen, I have cooked my supper with their stumps, and a new
growth is
rising all around, preparing another aspect for new infant eyes.
Almost the same johnswort springs from the same perennial root
in this
pasture, and even I have at length helped to clothe that fabulous
landscape of my infant dreams, and one of the results of my presence
and influence is seen in these bean leaves, corn blades, and
potato
vines.
I planted about two acres and a half of upland; and as it was
only
about fifteen years since the land was cleared, and I myself
had got
out two or three cords of stumps, I did not give it any manure;
but in
the course of the summer it appeared by the arrowheads which
I
turned up in hoeing, that an extinct nation had anciently dwelt
here
and planted corn and beans ere white men came to clear the land,
and
so, to some extent, had exhausted the soil for this very crop.
Before yet any woodchuck or squirrel had run across the road,
or the
sun had got above the shrub oaks, while all the dew was on, though
the
farmers warned me against it- I would advise you to do all your
work
if possible while the dew is on- I began to level the ranks of
haughty
weeds in my bean-field and throw dust upon their heads. Early
in the
morning I worked barefooted, dabbling like a plastic artist in
the
dewy and crumbling sand, but later in the day the sun blistered
my
feet. There the sun lighted me to hoe beans, pacing slowly backward
and forward over that yellow gravelly upland, between the long
green
rows, fifteen rods, the one end terminating in a shrub oak copse
where
I could rest in the shade, the other in a blackberry field where
the
green berries deepened their tints by the time I had made another
bout. Removing the weeds, putting fresh soil about the bean stems,
and
encouraging this weed which I had sown, making the yellow soil
express
its summer thought in bean leaves and blossoms rather than in
wormwood
and piper and millet grass, making the earth say beans instead
of
grass- this was my daily work. As I had little aid from horses
or
cattle, or hired men or boys, or improved implements of husbandry,
I
was much slower, and became much more intimate with my beans
than
usual. But labor of the hands, even when pursued to the verge
of
drudgery, is perhaps never the worst form of idleness. It has
a
constant and imperishable moral, and to the scholar it yields
a
classic result. A very agricola laboriosus was I to travellers
bound
westward through Lincoln and Wayland to nobody knows where; they
sitting at their ease in gigs, with elbows on knees, and reins
loosely
hanging in festoons; I the home-staying, laborious native of
the soil.
But soon my homestead was out of their sight and thought. It
was the
only open and cultivated field for a great distance on either
side
of the road, so they made the most of it; and sometimes the man
in the
field heard more of travellers' gossip and comment than was meant
for his ear: "Beans so late! peas so late!"- for I
continued to
plant when others had begun to hoe- the ministerial husbandman
had not
suspected it. "Corn, my boy, for fodder; corn for fodder."
"Does he
live there?" asks the black bonnet of the gray coat; and
the
hard-featured farmer reins up his grateful dobbin to inquire
what
you are doing where he sees no manure in the furrow, and recommends
a little chip dirt, or any little waste stuff, or it may be ashes
or
plaster. But here were two acres and a half of furrows, and only
a hoe
for cart and two hands to draw it- there being an aversion to
other
carts and horses- and chip dirt far away. Fellow-travellers as
they
rattled by compared it aloud with the fields which they had passed,
so
that I came to know how I stood in the agricultural world. This
was
one field not in Mr. Colman's report. And, by the way, who estimates
the value of the crop which nature yields in the still wilder
fields
unimproved by man? The crop of English hay is carefully weighed,
the
moisture calculated, the silicates and the potash; but in all
dells
and pond-holes in the woods and pastures and swamps grows a rich
and
various crop only unreaped by man. Mine was, as it were, the
connecting link between wild and cultivated fields; as some states
are
civilized, and others half-civilized, and others savage or
barbarous, so my field was, though not in a bad sense, a
half-cultivated field. They were beans cheerfully returning to
their
wild and primitive state that I cultivated, and my hoe played
the Ranz
des Vaches for them.
Near at hand, upon the topmost spray of a birch, sings the brown
thrasher- or red mavis, as some love to call him- all the morning,
glad of your society, that would find out another farmer's field
if
yours were not here. While you are planting the seed, he cries-
"Drop it, drop it- cover it up, cover it up- pull it up,
pull it up,
pull it up." But this was not corn, and so it was safe from
such
enemies as he. You may wonder what his rigmarole, his amateur
Paganini
performances on one string or on twenty, have to do with your
planting, and yet prefer it to leached ashes or plaster. It was
a
cheap sort of top dressing in which I had entire faith.
As I drew a still fresher soil about the rows with my hoe, I
disturbed the ashes of unchronicled nations who in primeval years
lived under these heavens, and their small implements of war
and
hunting were brought to the light of this modern day. They lay
mingled
with other natural stones, some of which bore the marks of having
been
burned by Indian fires, and some by the sun, and also bits of
pottery and glass brought hither by the recent cultivators of
the
soil. When my hoe tinkled against the stones, that music echoed
to
the woods and the sky, and was an accompaniment to my labor which
yielded an instant and immeasurable crop. It was no longer beans
that I hoed, nor I that hoed beans; and I remembered with as
much pity
as pride, if I remembered at all, my acquaintances who had gone
to the
city to attend the oratorios. The nighthawk circled overhead
in the
sunny afternoons- for I sometimes made a day of it- like a mote
in the
eye, or in heaven's eye, falling from time to time with a swoop
and
a sound as if the heavens were rent, torn at last to very rags
and
tatters, and yet a seamless cope remained; small imps that fill
the
air and lay their eggs on the ground on bare sand or rocks on
the tops
of hills, where few have found them; graceful and slender like
ripples
caught up from the pond, as leaves are raised by the wind to
float
in the heavens; such kindredship is in nature. The hawk is aerial
brother of the wave which he sails over and surveys, those his
perfect
air- inflated wings answering to the elemental unfledged pinions
of
the sea. Or sometimes I watched a pair of hen- hawks circling
high
in the sky, alternately soaring and descending, approaching,
and
leaving one another, as if they were the embodiment of my own
thoughts, Or I was attracted by the passage of wild pigeons from
this wood to that, with a slight quivering winnowing sound and
carrier
haste; or from under a rotten stump my hoe turned up a sluggish
portentous and outlandish spotted salamander, a trace of Egypt
and the
Nile, yet our contemporary. When I paused to lean on my hoe,
these
sounds and sights I heard and saw anywhere in the row, a part
of the
inexhaustible entertainment which the country offers.
On gala days the town fires its great guns, which echo like
popguns to these woods, and some waifs of martial music occasionally
penetrate thus far. To me, away there in my bean-field at the
other
end of the town, the big guns sounded as if a puffball had burst;
and when there was a military turnout of which I was ignorant,
I
have sometimes had a vague sense all the day of some sort of
itching
and disease in the horizon, as if some eruption would break out
there soon, either scarlatina or canker-rash, until at length
some
more favorable puff of wind, making haste over the fields and
up the
Wayland road, brought me information of the "trainers."
It seemed by
the distant hum as if somebody's bees had swarmed, and that the
neighbors, according to Virgil's advice, by a faint tintinnabulum
upon
the most sonorous of their domestic utensils, were endeavoring
to call
them down into the hive again. And when the sound died quite
away, and
the hum had ceased, and the most favorable breezes told no tale,
I
knew that they had got the last drone of them all safely into
the
Middlesex hive, and that now their minds were bent on the honey
with
which it was smeared.
I felt proud to know that the liberties of Massachusetts and
of
our fatherland were in such safe keeping; and as I turned to
my hoeing
again I was filled with an inexpressible confidence, and pursued
my
labor cheerfully with a calm trust in the future.
When there were several bands of musicians, it sounded as if
all the
village was a vast bellows and all the buildings expanded and
collapsed alternately with a din. But sometimes it was a really
noble and inspiring strain that reached these woods, and the
trumpet
that sings of fame, and I felt as if I could spit a Mexican with
a
good relish- for why should we always stand for trifles?- and
looked
round for a woodchuck or a skunk to exercise my chivalry upon.
These
martial strains seemed as far away as Palestine, and reminded
me of
a march of crusaders in the horizon, with a slight tantivy and
tremulous motion of the elm tree tops which overhang the village.
This
was one of the great days; though the sky had from my clearing
only
the same everlastingly great look that it wears daily, and I
saw no
difference in it.
It was a singular experience that long acquaintance which I
cultivated with beans, what with planting, and hoeing, and harvesting,
and threshing, and picking over and selling them- the last was
the
hardest of all- I might add eating, for I did taste. I was
determined to know beans. When they were growing, I used to hoe
from
five o'clock in the morning till noon, and commonly spent the
rest
of the day about other affairs. Consider the intimate and curious
acquaintance one makes with various kinds of weeds- it will bear
some iteration in the account, for there was no little iteration
in
the labor- disturbing their delicate organizations so ruthlessly,
and making such invidious distinctions with his hoe, levelling
whole
ranks of one species, and sedulously cultivating another. That's
Roman
wormwood- that's pigweed- that's sorrel- that's piper-grass-
have at
him, chop him up, turn his roots upward to the sun, don't let
him have
a fibre in the shade, if you do he'll turn himself t'other side
up and
be as green as a leek in two days. A long war, not with cranes,
but
with weeds, those Trojans who had sun and rain and dews on their
side.
Daily the beans saw me come to their rescue armed with a hoe,
and thin
the ranks of their enemies, filling up the trenches with weedy
dead.
Many a lusty crest- waving Hector, that towered a whole foot
above his
crowding comrades, fell before my weapon and rolled in the dust.
Those summer days which some of my contemporaries devoted to
the
fine arts in Boston or Rome, and others to contemplation in India,
and
others to trade in London or New York, I thus, with the other
farmers of New England, devoted to husbandry. Not that I wanted
beans to eat, for I am by nature a Pythagorean, so far as beans
are
concerned, whether they mean porridge or voting, and exchanged
them
for rice; but, perchance, as some must work in fields if only
for
the sake of tropes and expression, to serve a parable-maker one
day.
It was on the whole a rare amusement, which, continued too long,
might
have become a dissipation. Though I gave them no manure, and
did not
hoe them all once, I hoed them unusualy well as far as I went,
and was
paid for it in the end, "there being in truth," as
Evelyn says, "no
compost or laetation whatsoever comparable to this continual
motion,
repastination, and turning of the mould with the spade."
"The
earth," he adds elsewhere, "especially if fresh, has
a certain
magnetism in it, by which it attracts the salt, power, or virtue
(call
it either) which gives it life, and is the logic of all the labor
and stir we keep about it, to sustain us; all dungings and other
sordid temperings being but the vicars succedaneous to this
improvement." Moreover, this being one of those "worn-
out and
exhausted lay fields which enjoy their sabbath," had perchance,
as Sir
Kenelm Digby thinks likely, attracted "vital spirits"
from the air.
I harvested twelve bushels of beans.
But to be more particular, for it is complained that Mr. Colman
has reported chiefly the expensive experiments of gentlemen farmers,
my outgoes were,
For a hoe.....................................$ 0.54
Plowing, harrowing, and furrowing............. 7.50 (Too much.)
Beans for seed................................ 3.12 1/2
Potatoes for seed............................. 1.33
Peas for seed................................. 0.40
Turnip seed................................... 0.06
White line for crow fence..................... 0.02
Horse cultivator and boy three hours.......... 1.00
Horse and cart to get crop.................... 0.75
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In all.......................................$ 14.72 1/2
My income was (patremfamilias vendacem, non emacem esse oportet),
from
Nine bushels and twelve quarts of beans sold..$ 16.94
Five bushels large potatoes................... 2.50
Nine bushels small potatoes................... 2.25
Grass......................................... 1.00
Stalks........................................ 0.75
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In all......................................$ 23.44
Leaving a pecuniary profit,
as I have elsewhere said, of..............$ 8.71 1/2
This is the result of my experience in raising beans: Plant
the
common small white bush bean about the first of June, in rows
three
feet by eighteen inches apart, being careful to select fresh
round and
unmixed seed. First look out for worms, and supply vacancies
by
planting anew. Then look out for woodchucks, if it is an exposed
place, for they will nibble off the earliest tender leaves almost
clean as they go; and again, when the young tendrils make their
appearance, they have notice of it, and will shear them off with
both buds and young pods, sitting erect like a squirrel. But
above all
harvest as early as possible, if you would escape frosts and
have a
fair and salable crop; you may save much loss by this means.
This further experience also I gained: I said to myself, I will
not plant beans and corn with so much industry another summer,
but
such seeds, if the seed is not lost, as sincerity, truth,
simplicity, faith, innocence, and the like, and see if they will
not
grow in this soil, even with less toil and manurance, and sustain
me, for surely it has not been exhausted for these crops. Alas!
I said
this to myself; but now another summer is gone, and another,
and
another, and I am obliged to say to you, Reader, that the seeds
which I planted, if indeed they were the seeds of those virtues,
were wormeaten or had lost their vitality, and so did not come
up.
Commonly men will only be brave as their fathers were brave,
or timid.
This generation is very sure to plant corn and beans each new
year
precisely as the Indians did centuries ago and taught the first
settlers to do, as if there were a fate in it. I saw an old man
the
other day, to my astonishment, making the holes with a hoe for
the
seventieth time at least, and not for himself to lie down in!
But
why should not the New Englander try new adventures, and not
lay so
much stress on his grain, his potato and grass crop, and his
orchards-
raise other crops than these? Why concern ourselves so much about
our beans for seed, and not be concerned at all about a new generation
of men? We should really be fed and cheered if when we met a
man we
were sure to see that some of the qualities which I have named,
which we all prize more than those other productions, but which
are
for the most part broadcast and floating in the air, had taken
root
and grown in him. Here comes such a subtile and ineffable quality,
for
instance, as truth or justice, though the slightest amount or
new
variety of it, along the road. Our ambassadors should be instructed
to
send home such seeds as these, and Congress help to distribute
them
over all the land. We should never stand upon ceremony with sincerity.
We should never cheat and insult and banish one another by our
meanness, if there were present the kernel of worth and
friendliness. We should not meet thus in haste. Most men I do
not meet
at all, for they seem not to have time; they are busy about their
beans. We would not deal with a man thus plodding ever, leaning
on a
hoe or a spade as a staff between his work, not as a mushroom,
but
partially risen out of the earth, something more than erect,
like
swallows alighted and walking on the ground:
"And as he spake, his mings would now and then
Spread, as he meant to fly, then close again-"
so that we should suspect that we might be conversing with
an angel.
Bread may not always nourish us; but it always does us good,
it even
takes stiffness out of our joints, and makes us supple and buoyant,
when we knew not what ailed us, to recognize any generosity in
man
or Nature, to share any unmixed and heroic joy.
Ancient poetry and mythology suggest, at least, that husbandry
was
once a sacred art; but it is pursued with irreverent haste and
heedlessness by us, our object being to have large farms and
large
crops merely. We have no festival, nor procession, nor ceremony,
not
excepting our cattle-shows and so-called Thanksgivings, by which
the
farmer expresses a sense of the sacredness of his calling, or
is
reminded of its sacred origin. It is the premium and the feast
which
tempt him. He sacrifices not to Ceres and the Terrestrial Jove,
but to
the infernal Plutus rather. By avarice and selfishness, and a
grovelling habit, from which none of us is free, of regarding
the soil
as property, or the means of acquiring property chiefly, the
landscape
is deformed, husbandry is degraded with us, and the farmer leads
the
meanest of lives. He knows Nature but as a robber. Cato says
that
the profits of agriculture are particularly pious or just (maximeque
pius quaestus), and according to Varro the old Romans "called
the same
earth Mother and Ceres, and thought that they who cultivated
it led
a pious and useful life, and that they alone were left of the
race
of King Saturn."
We are wont to forget that the sun looks on our cultivated fields
and on the prairies and forests without distinction. They all
reflect and absorb his rays alike, and the former make but a
small
part of the glorious picture which he beholds in his daily course.
In his view the earth is all equally cultivated like a garden.
Therefore we should receive the benefit of his light and beat
with a
corresponding trust and magnanimity. What though I value the
seed of
these beans, and harvest that in the fall of the year? This broad
field which I have looked at so long looks not to me as the
principal cultivator, but away from me to influences more genial
to
it, which water and make it green. These beans have results which
are not harvested by me. Do they not grow for woodchucks partly?
The
ear of wheat (in Latin spica, obsoletely speca, from spe, hope)
should
not be the only hope of the husbandman; its kernel or grain (granum
from gerendo, bearing) is not all that it bears. How, then, can
our
harvest fail? Shall I not rejoice also at the abundance of the
weeds
whose seeds are the granary of the birds? It matters little
comparatively whether the fields fill the farmer's barns. The
true
husbandman will cease from anxiety, as the squirrels manifest
no
concern whether the woods will bear chestnuts this year or not,
and
finish his labor with every day, relinquishing all claim to the
produce of his fields, and sacrificing in his mind not only his
first but his last fruits also.
VILLAGE
THE VILLAGE.
AFTER HOEING, or perhaps reading and writing, in the forenoon,
I
usually bathed again in the pond, swimming across one of its
coves for
a stint, and washed the dust of labor from my person, or smoothed
out the last wrinkle which study had made, and for the afternoon
was
absolutely free. Every day or two I strolled to the village to
hear
some of the gossip which is incessantly going on there, circulating
either from mouth to mouth, or from newspaper to newspaper, and
which,
taken in homeopathic doses, was really as refreshing in its way
as the
rustle of leaves and the peeping of frogs. As I walked in the
woods to
see the birds and squirrels, so I walked in the village to see
the men
and boys; instead of the wind among the pines I heard the carts
rattle. In one direction from my house there was a colony of
muskrats in the river meadows; under the grove of elms and buttonwoods
in the other horizon was a village of busy men, as curious to
me as if
they had been prairie-dogs, each sitting at the mouth of its
burrow,
or running over to a neighbor's to gossip. I went there frequently
to observe their habits. The village appeared to me a great news
room;
and on one side, to support it, as once at Redding & Company's
on
State Street, they kept nuts and raisins, or salt and meal and
other
groceries. Some have such a vast appetite for the former commodity,
that is, the news, and such sound digestive organs, that they
can
sit forever in public avenues without stirring, and let it simmer
and whisper through them like the Etesian winds, or as if inhaling
ether, it only producing numbness and insensibility to pain-
otherwise
it would often be painful to bear- without affecting the
consciousness. I hardly ever failed, when I rambled through the
village, to see a row of such worthies, either sitting on a ladder
sunning themselves, with their bodies inclined forward and their
eyes glancing along the line this way and that, from time to
time,
with a voluptuous expression, or else leaning against a barn
with
their hands in their pockets, like caryatides, as if to prop
it up.
They, being commonly out of doors, heard whatever was in the
wind.
These are the coarsest mills, in which all gossip is first rudely
digested or cracked up before it is emptied into finer and more
delicate hoppers within doors. I observed that the vitals of
the
village were the grocery, the bar-room, the post-office, and
the bank;
and, as a necessary part of the machinery, they kept a bell,
a big
gun, and a fire-engine, at convenient places; and the houses
were so
arranged as to make the most of mankind, in lanes and fronting
one
another, so that every traveller had to run the gauntlet, and
every
man, woman, and child might get a lick at him. Of course, those
who
were stationed nearest to the head of the line, where they could
most see and be seen, and have the first blow at him, paid the
highest
prices for their places; and the few straggling inhabitants in
the
outskirts, where long gaps in the line began to occur, and the
traveller could get over walls or turn aside into cow-paths,
and so
escape, paid a very slight ground or window tax. Signs were hung
out
on all sides to allure him; some to catch him by the appetite,
as
the tavern and victualling cellar; some by the fancy, as the
dry goods
store and the jeweller's; and others by the hair or the feet
or the
skirts, as the barber, the shoe-maker, or the tailor. Besides,
there
was a still more terrible standing invitation to call at every
one
of these houses, and company expected about these times. For
the
most part I escaped wonderfully from these dangers, either by
proceeding at once boldly and without deliberation to the goal,
as
is recommended to those who run the gauntlet, or by keeping my
thoughts on high things, like Orpheus, who, "loudly singing
the
praises of the gods to his lyre, drowned the voices of the Sirens,
and
kept out of danger." Sometimes I bolted suddenly, and nobody
could
tell my whereabouts, for I did not stand much about gracefulness,
and never hesitated at a gap in a fence. I was even accustomed
to make
an irruption into some houses, where I was well entertained,
and after
learning the kernels and very last sieveful of news- what had
subsided, the prospects of war and peace, and whether the world
was
likely to hold together much longer- I was let out through the
rear
avenues, and so escaped to the woods again.
It was very pleasant, when I stayed late in town, to launch myself
into the night, especially if it was dark and tempestuous, and
set
sail from some bright village parlor or lecture room, with a
bag of
rye or Indian meal upon my shoulder, for my snug harbor in the
woods, having made all tight without and withdrawn under hatches
with a merry crew of thoughts, leaving only my outer man at the
helm, or even tying up the helm when it was plain sailing. I
had
many a genial thought by the cabin fire "as I sailed."
I was never
cast away nor distressed in any weather, though I encountered
some
severe storms. It is darker in the woods, even in common nights,
than most suppose. I frequently had to look up at the opening
between the trees above the path in order to learn my route,
and,
where there was no cart-path, to feel with my feet the faint
track
which I had worn, or steer by the known relation of particular
trees
which I felt with my hands, passing between two pines for instance,
not more than eighteen inches apart, in the midst of the woods,
invariably, in the darkest night. Sometimes, after coming home
thus
late in a dark and muggy night, when my feet felt the path which
my
eyes could not see, dreaming and absent-minded all the way, until
I
was aroused by having to raise my hand to lift the latch, I have
not
been able to recall a single step of my walk, and I have thought
that perhaps my body would find its way home if its master should
forsake it, as the hand finds its way to the mouth without assistance.
Several times, when a visitor chanced to stay into evening, and
it
proved a dark night, I was obliged to conduct him to the cart-path
in the rear of the house, and then point out to him the direction
he
was to pursue, and in keeping which he was to be guided rather
by
his feet than his eyes. One very dark night I directed thus on
their
way two young men who had been fishing in the pond. They lived
about a
mile off through the woods, and were quite used to the route.
A day or
two after one of them told me that they wandered about the greater
part of the night, close by their own premises, and did not get
home
till toward morning, by which time, as there had been several
heavy
showers in the meanwhile, and the leaves were very wet, they
were
drenched to their skins. I have heard of many going astray even
in the
village streets, when the darkness was so thick that you could
cut
it with a knife, as the saying is. Some who live in the outskirts,
having come to town a-shopping in their wagons, have been obliged
to
put up for the night; and gentlemen and ladies making a call
have gone
half a mile out of their way, feeling the sidewalk only with
their
feet, and not knowing when they turned. It is a surprising and
memorable, as well as valuable experience, to be lost in the
woods any
time. Often in a snow-storm, even by day, one will come out upon
a
well-known road and yet find it impossible to tell which way
leads
to the village. Though he knows that he has travelled it a thousand
times, he cannot recognize a feature in it, but it is as strange
to
him as if it were a road in Siberia. By night, of course, the
perplexity is infinitely greater. In our most trivial walks,
we are
constantly, though unconsciously, steering like pilots by certain
well-known beacons and headlands, and if we go beyond our usual
course
we still carry in our minds the bearing of some neighboring cape;
and not till we are completely lost, or turned round- for a man
needs only to be turned round once with his eyes shut in this
world to
be lost- do we appreciate the vastness and strangeness of nature.
Every man has to learn the points of compass again as often as
be
awakes, whether from sleep or any abstraction. Not till we are
lost,
in other words not till we have lost the world, do we begin to
find
ourselves, and realize where we are and the infinite extent of
our
relations.
One afternoon, near the end of the first summer, when I went
to
the village to get a shoe from the cobbler's, I was seized and
put
into jail, because, as I have elsewhere related, I did not pay
a tax
to, or recognize the authority of, the State which buys and sells
men,
women, and children, like cattle, at the door of its senate-house.
I
had gone down to the woods for other purposes. But, wherever
a man
goes, men will pursue and paw him with their dirty institutions,
and, if they can, constrain him to belong to their desperate
odd-fellow society. It is true, I might have resisted forcibly
with
more or less effect, might have run "amok" against
society; but I
preferred that society should run "amok" against me,
it being the
desperate party. However, I was released the next day, obtained
my
mended shoe, and returned to the woods in season to get my dinner
of
huckleberries on Fair Haven Hill. I was never molested by any
person
but those who represented the State. I had no lock nor bolt but
for
the desk which held my papers, not even a nail to put over my
latch or
windows. I never fastened my door night or day, though I was
to be
absent several days; not even when the next fall I spent a fortnight
in the woods of Maine. And yet my house was more respected than
if
it had been surrounded by a file of soldiers. The tired rambler
could rest and warm himself by my fire, the literary amuse himself
with the few books on my table, or the curious, by opening my
closet
door, see what was left of my dinner, and what prospect I had
of a
supper. Yet, though many people of every class came this way
to the
pond, I suffered no serious inconvenience from these sources,
and I
never missed anything but one small book, a volume of Homer,
which
perhaps was improperly gilded, and this I trust a soldier of
our
camp has found by this time. I am convinced, that if all men
were to
live as simply as I then did, thieving and robbery would be unknown.
These take place only in communities where some have got more
than
is sufficient while others have not enough. The Pope's Homers
would
soon get properly distributed.
"Nec bella fuerunt,
Faginus astabat dum scyphus ante dapes."
"Nor wars did men molest,
When only beechen bowls were in request."
"You who govern public affairs, what need have you to
employ
punishments? Love virtue, and the people will be virtuous. The
virtues
of a superior man are like the wind; the virtues of a common
man are
like the grass- I the grass, when the wind passes over it, bends."
PONDS
THE PONDS.
SOMETIMES, having had a surfeit of human society and gossip,
and
worn out all my village friends, I rambled still farther westward
than
I habitually dwell, into yet more unfrequented parts of the town,
"to fresh woods and pastures new," or, while the sun
was setting, made
my supper of huckleberries and blueberries on Fair Haven Hill,
and
laid up a store for several days. The fruits do not yield their
true
flavor to the purchaser of them, nor to him who raises them for
the
market. There is but one way to obtain it, yet few take that
way. If
you would know the flavor of huckleberries, ask the cowboy or
the
partridge. It is a vulgar error to suppose that you have tasted
huckleberries who never plucked them. A huckleberry never reaches
Boston; they have not been known there since they grew on her
three
hills. The ambrosial and essential part of the fruit is lost
with
the bloom which is rubbed off in the market cart, and they become
mere
provender. As long as Eternal justice reigns, not one innocent
huckleberry can be transported thither from the country's hills.
Occasionally, after my hoeing was done for the day, I joined
some
impatient companion who had been fishing on the pond since morning,
as
silent and motionless as a duck or a floating leaf, and, after
practising various kinds of philosophy, had concluded commonly,
by the
time I arrived, that he belonged to the ancient sect of Coenobites.
There was one older man, an excellent fisher and skilled in all
kinds of woodcraft, who was pleased to look upon my house as
a
building erected for the convenience of fishermen; and I was
equally
pleased when he sat in my doorway to arrange his lines. Once
in a
while we sat together on the pond, he at one end of the boat,
and I at
the other; but not many words passed between us, for he had grown
deaf
in his later years, but he occasionally hummed a psalm, which
harmonized well enough with my philosophy. Our intercourse was
thus
altogether one of unbroken harmony, far more pleasing to remember
than
if it had been carried on by speech. When, as was commonly the
case, I
had none to commune with, I used to raise the echoes by striking
with a paddle on the side of my boat, filling the surrounding
woods
with circling and dilating sound, stirring them up as the keeper
of
a menagerie his wild beasts, until I elicited a growl from every
wooded vale and hillside.
In warm evenings I frequently sat in the boat playing the flute,
and
saw the perch, which I seem to have charmed, hovering around
me, and
the moon travelling over the ribbed bottom, which was strewed
with the
wrecks of the forest. Formerly I had come to this pond
adventurously, from time to time, in dark summer nights, with
a
companion, and, making a fire close to the water's edge, which
we
thought attracted the fishes, we caught pouts with a bunch of
worms
strung on a thread, and when we had done, far in the night, threw
the burning brands high into the air like skyrockets, which,
coming
down into the pond, were quenched with a loud hissing, and we
were
suddenly groping in total darkness. Through this, whistling a
tune, we
took our way to the haunts of men again. But now I had made my
home by
the shore.
Sometimes, after staying in a village parlor till the family
had all
retired, I have returned to the woods, and, partly with a view
to
the next day's dinner, spent the hours of midnight fishing from
a boat
by moonlight, serenaded by owls and foxes, and hearing, from
time to
time, the creaking note of some unknown bird close at hand. These
experiences were very memorable and valuable to me- anchored
in
forty feet of water, and twenty or thirty rods from the shore,
surrounded sometimes by thousands of small perch and shiners,
dimpling
the surface with their tails in the moonlight, and communicating
by
a long flaxen line with mysterious nocturnal fishes which had
their
dwelling forty feet below, or sometimes dragging sixty feet of
line
about the pond as I drifted in the gentle night breeze, now and
then
feeling a slight vibration along it, indicative of some life
prowling about its extremity, of dull uncertain blundering purpose
there, and slow to make up its mind. At length you slowly raise,
pulling hand over hand, some horned pout squeaking and squirming
to
the upper air. It was very queer, especially in dark nights,
when your
thoughts had wandered to vast and cosmogonal themes in other
spheres, to feel this faint jerk, which came to interrupt your
dreams and link you to Nature again. It seemed as if I might
next cast
my line upward into the air, as well as downward into this element,
which was scarcely more dense. Thus I caught two fishes as it
were
with one hook.
The scenery of Walden is on a humble scale, and, though very
beautiful, does not approach to grandeur, nor can it much concern
one who has not long frequented it or lived by its shore; yet
this
pond is so remarkable for its depth and purity as to merit a
particular description. It is a clear and deep green well, half
a mile
long and a mile and three quarters in circumference, and contains
about sixty-one and a half acres; a perennial spring in the midst
of
pine and oak woods, without any visible inlet or outlet except
by
the clouds and evaporation. The surrounding hills rise abruptly
from
the water to the height of forty to eighty feet, though on the
southeast and east they attain to about one hundred and one hundred
and fifty feet respectively, within a quarter and a third of
a mile.
They are exclusively woodland. All our Concord waters have two
colors at least; one when viewed at a distance, and another,
more
proper, close at hand. The first depends more on the light, and
follows the sky. In clear weather, in summer, they appear blue
at a
little distance, especially if agitated, and at a great distance
all
appear alike. In stormy weather they are sometimes of a dark
slate-color. The sea, however, is said to be blue one day and
green
another without any perceptible change in the atmosphere. I have
seen our river, when, the landscape being covered with snow,
both
water and ice were almost as green as grass. Some consider blue
"to be
the color of pure water, whether liquid or solid." But,
looking
directly down into our waters from a boat, they are seen to be
of very
different colors. Walden is blue at one time and green at another,
even from the same point of view. Lying between the earth and
the
heavens, it partakes of the color of both. Viewed from a hilltop
it
reflects the color of the sky; but near at hand it is of a yellowish
tint next the shore where you can see the sand, then a light
green,
which gradually deepens to a uniform dark green in the body of
the
pond. In some lights, viewed even from a hilltop, it is of a
vivid
green next the shore. Some have referred this to the reflection
of the
verdure; but it is equally green there against the railroad
sandbank, and in the spring, before the leaves are expanded,
and it
may be simply the result of the prevailing blue mixed with the
yellow of the sand. Such is the color of its iris. This is that
portion, also, where in the spring, the ice being warmed by the
heat
of the sun reflected from the bottom, and also transmitted through
the
earth, melts first and forms a narrow canal about the still frozen
middle. Like the rest of our waters, when much agitated, in clear
weather, so that the surface of the waves may reflect the sky
at the
right angle, or because there is more light mixed with it, it
appears at a little distance of a darker blue than the sky itself;
and
at such a time, being on its surface, and looking with divided
vision,
so as to see the reflection, I have discerned a matchless and
indescribable light blue, such as watered or changeable silks
and
sword blades suggest, more cerulean than the sky itself, alternating
with the original dark green on the opposite sides of the waves,
which
last appeared but muddy in comparison. It is a vitreous greenish
blue,
as I remember it, like those patches of the winter sky seen through
cloud vistas in the west before sundown. Yet a single glass of
its
water held up to the light is as colorless as an equal quantity
of
air. It is well known that a large plate of glass will have a
green
tint, owing, as the makers say, to its "body," but
a small piece of
the same will be colorless. How large a body of Walden water
would
be required to reflect a green tint I have never proved. The
water
of our river is black or a very dark brown to one looking directly
down on it, and, like that of most ponds, imparts to the body
of one
bathing in it a yellowish tinge; but this water is of such crystalline
purity that the body of the bather appears of an alabaster
whiteness, still more unnatural, which, as the limbs are magnified
and
distorted withal, produces a monstrous effect, making fit studies
for a Michael Angelo.
The water is so transparent that the bottom can easily be
discerned at the depth of twenty-five or thirty feet. Paddling
over
it, you may see, many feet beneath the surface, the schools of
perch
and shiners, perhaps only an inch long, yet the former easily
distinguished by their transverse bars, and you think that they
must
be ascetic fish that find a subsistence there. Once, in the winter,
many years ago, when I had been cutting holes through the ice
in order
to catch pickerel, as I stepped ashore I tossed my axe back on
to
the ice, but, as if some evil genius had directed it, it slid
four
or five rods directly into one of the holes, where the water
was
twenty-five feet deep. Out of curiosity, I lay down on the ice
and
looked through the hole, until I saw the axe a little on one
side,
standing on its head, with its helve erect and gently swaying
to and
fro with the pulse of the pond; and there it might have stood
erect
and swaying till in the course of time the handle rotted off,
if I had
not disturbed it. Making another hole directly over it with an
ice
chisel which I had, and cutting down the longest birch which
I could
find in the neighborhood with my knife, I made a slip-noose,
which I
attached to its end, and, letting it down carefully, passed it
over
the knob of the handle, and drew it by a line along the birch,
and
so pulled the axe out again.
The shore is composed of a belt of smooth rounded white stones
like paving-stones, excepting one or two short sand beaches,
and is so
steep that in many places a single leap will carry you into water
over
your head; and were it not for its remarkable transparency, that
would
be the last to be seen of its bottom till it rose on the opposite
side. Some think it is bottomless. It is nowhere muddy, and a
casual
observer would say that there were no weeds at all in it; and
of
noticeable plants, except in the little meadows recently overflowed,
which do not properly belong to it, a closer scrutiny does not
detect a flag nor a bulrush, nor even a lily, yellow or white,
but
only a few small heart-leaves and potamogetons, and perhaps a
water-target or two; all which however a bather might not perceive;
and these plants are clean and bright like the element they grow
in.
The stones extend a rod or two into the water, and then the bottom
is pure sand, except in the deepest parts, where there is usually
a
little sediment, probably from the decay of the leaves which
have been
wafted on to it so many successive falls, and a bright green
weed is
brought up on anchors even in midwinter.
We have one other pond just like this, White Pond, in Nine Acre
Corner, about two and a half miles westerly; but, though I am
acquainted with most of the ponds within a dozen miles of this
centre I do not know a third of this pure and well-like character.
Successive nations perchance have drank at, admired, and fathomed
it, and passed away, and still its water is green and pellucid
as
ever. Not an intermitting spring! Perhaps on that spring morning
when Adam and Eve were driven out of Eden Walden Pond was already
in
existence, and even then breaking up in a gentle spring rain
accompanied with mist and a southerly wind, and covered with
myriads
of ducks and geese, which had not heard of the fall, when still
such
pure lakes sufficed them. Even then it had commenced to rise
and fall,
and had clarified its waters and colored them of the hue they
now
wear, and obtained a patent of Heaven to be the only Walden Pond
in
the world and distiller of celestial dews. Who knows in how many
unremembered nations' literatures this has been the Castalian
Fountain? or what nymphs presided over it in the Golden Age?
It is a
gem of the first water which Concord wears in her coronet.
Yet perchance the first who came to this well have left some
trace
of their footsteps. I have been surprised to detect encircling
the
pond, even where a thick wood has just been cut down on the shore,
a
narrow shelf-like path in the steep hillside, alternately rising
and
falling, approaching and receding from the water's edge, as old
probably as the race of man here, worn by the feet of aboriginal
hunters, and still from time to time unmittingly trodden by the
present occupants of the land. This is particularly distinct
to one
standing on the middle of the pond in winter, just after a light
snow has fallen, appearing as a clear undulating white line,
unobscured by weeds and twigs, and very obvious a quarter of
a mile
off in many places where in summer it is hardly distinguishable
close at hand. The snow reprints it, as it were, in clear white
type
alto-relievo. The ornamented grounds of villas which will one
day be
built here may still preserve some trace of this.
The pond rises and falls, but whether regularly or not, and within
what period, nobody knows, though, as usual, many pretend to
know.
It is commonly higher in the winter and lower in the summer,
though
not corresponding to the general wet and dryness. I can remember
when it was a foot or two lower, and also when it was at least
five
feet higher, than when I lived by it. There is a narrow sand-bar
running into it, with very deep water on one side, on which I
helped
boil a kettle of chowder, some six rods from the main shore,
about the
year 1824, which it has not been possible to do for twenty-five
years;
and, on the other hand, my friends used to listen with incredulity
when I told them, that a few years later I was accustomed to
fish from
a boat in a secluded cove in the woods, fifteen rods from the
only
shore they knew, which place was long since converted into a
meadow.
But the pond has risen steadily for two years, and now, in the
summer of '52, is just five feet higher than when I lived there,
or as
high as it was thirty years ago, and fishing goes on again in
the
meadow. This makes a difference of level, at the outside, of
six or
seven feet; and yet the water shed by the surrounding hills is
insignificant in amount, and this overflow must be referred to
causes which affect the deep springs. This same summer the pond
has
begun to fall again. It is remarkable that this fluctuation,
whether
periodical or not, appears thus to require many years for its
accomplishment. I have observed one rise and a part of two falls,
and I expect that a dozen or fifteen years hence the water will
again be as low as I have ever known it. Flint's Pond, a mile
eastward, allowing for the disturbance occasioned by its inlets
and
outlets, and the smaller intermediate ponds also, sympathize
with
Walden, and recently attained their greatest height at the same
time
with the latter. The same is true, as far as my observation goes,
of
White Pond.
This rise and fall of Walden at long intervals serves this use
at
least; the water standing at this great height for a year or
more,
though it makes it difficult to walk round it, kills the shrubs
and
trees which have sprung up about its edge since the last rise-
pitch
pines, birches, alders, aspens, and others- and, falling again,
leaves
an unobstructed shore; for, unlike many ponds and all waters
which are
subject to a daily tide, its shore is cleanest when the water
is
lowest. On the side of the pond next my house a row of pitch
pines,
fifteen feet high, has been killed and tipped over as if by a
lever,
and thus a stop put to their encroachments; and their size indicates
how many years have elapsed since the last rise to this height.
By
this fluctuation the pond asserts its title to a shore, and thus
the
shore is shorn, and the trees cannot hold it by right of possession.
These are the lips of the lake, on which no beard grows. It licks
its chaps from time to time. When the water is at its height,
the
alders, willows, and maples send forth a mass of fibrous red
roots
several feet long from all sides of their stems in the water,
and to
the height of three or four feet from the ground, in the effort
to
maintain themselves; and I have known the high blueberry bushes
about the shore, which commonly produce no fruit, bear an abundant
crop under these circumstances.
Some have been puzzled to tell how the shore became so regularly
paved. My townsmen have all heard the tradition- the oldest people
tell me that they heard it in their youth- that anciently the
Indians were holding a pow-wow upon a hill here, which rose as
high
into the heavens as the pond now sinks deep into the earth, and
they
used much profanity, as the story goes, though this vice is one
of
which the Indians were never guilty, and while they were thus
engaged the hill shook and suddenly sank, and only one old squaw,
named Walden, escaped, and from her the pond was named. It has
been
conjectured that when the hill shook these stones rolled down
its side
and became the present shore. It is very certain, at any rate,
that
once there was no pond here, and now there is one; and this Indian
fable does not in any respect conflict with the account of that
ancient settler whom I have mentioned, who remembers so well
when he
first came here with his divining-rod, saw a thin vapor rising
from
the sward, and the hazel pointed steadily downward, and he concluded
to dig a well here. As for the stones, many still think that
they
are hardly to be accounted for by the action of the waves on
these
hills; but I observe that the surrounding hills are remarkably
full of
the same kind of stones, so that they have been obliged to pile
them
up in walls on both sides of the railroad cut nearest the pond;
and,
moreover, there are most stones where the shore is most abrupt;
so
that, unfortunately, it is no longer a mystery to me. I detect
the
paver. If the name was not derived from that of some English
locality-
Saffron Walden, for instance- one might suppose that it was called
originally Walled-in Pond.
The pond was my well ready dug. For four months in the year its
water is as cold as it is pure at all times; and I think that
it is
then as good as any, if not the best, in the town. In the winter,
all water which is exposed to the air is colder than springs
and wells
which are protected from it. The temperature of the pond water
which
had stood in the room where I sat from five o'clock in the afternoon
till noon the next day, the sixth of March, 1846, the thermometer
having been up to 65' or 70' some of the time, owing partly to
the sun
on the roof, was 42', or one degree colder than the water of
one of
the coldest wells in the village just drawn. The temperature
of the
Boiling Spring the same day was 45', or the warmest of any water
tried, though it is the coldest that I know of in summer, when,
beside, shallow and stagnant surface water is not mingled with
it.
Moreover, in summer, Walden never becomes so warm as most water
which is exposed to the sun, on account of its depth. In the
warmest
weather I usually placed a pailful in my cellar, where it became
cool in the night, and remained so during the day; though I also
resorted to a spring in the neighborhood. It was as good when
a week
old as the day it was dipped, and had no taste of the pump. Whoever
camps for a week in summer by the shore of a pond, needs only
bury a
pail of water a few feet deep in the shade of his camp to be
independent of the luxury of ice.
There have been caught in Walden pickerel, one weighing seven
pounds- to say nothing of another which carried off a reel with
great velocity, which the fisherman safely set down at eight
pounds
because he did not see him- perch and pouts, some of each weighing
over two pounds, shiners, chivins or roach (Leuciscus pulchellus),
a
very few breams, and a couple of eels, one weighing four pounds-
I
am thus particular because the weight of a fish is commonly its
only
title to fame, and these are the only eels I have heard of here;-
also, I have a faint recollection of a little fish some five
inches
long, with silvery sides and a greenish back, somewhat dace-like
in
its character, which I mention here chiefly to link my facts
to fable.
Nevertheless, this pond is not very fertile in fish. Its pickerel,
though not abundant, are its chief boast. I have seen at one
time
lying on the ice pickerel of at least three different kinds:
a long
and shallow one, steel-colored, most like those caught in the
river; a
bright golden kind, with greenish reflections and remarkably
deep,
which is the most common here; and another, golden-colored, and
shaped
like the last, but peppered on the sides with small dark brown
or
black spots, intermixed with a few faint blood-red ones, very
much
like a trout. The specific name reticulatus would not apply to
this;
it should be guttatus rather. These are all very firm fish, and
weigh more than their size promises. The shiners, pouts, and
perch
also, and indeed all the fishes which inhabit this pond, are
much
cleaner, handsomer, and firmer-fleshed than those in the river
and
most other ponds, as the water is purer, and they can easily
be
distinguished from them. Probably many ichthyologists would make
new
varieties of some of them. There are also a clean race of frogs
and
tortoises, and a few mussels in it; muskrats and minks leave
their
traces about it, and occasionally a travelling mud-turtle visits
it.
Sometimes, when I pushed off my boat in the morning, I disturbed
a
great mud-turtle which had secreted himself under the boat in
the
night. Ducks and geese frequent it in the spring and fall, the
white-bellied swallows (Hirundo bicolor) skim over it, and the
peetweets (Totanus macularius) "teeter" along its stony
shores all
summer. I have sometimes disturbed a fish hawk sitting on a white
pine
over the water; but I doubt if it is ever profaned by the wind
of a
gull, like Fair Haven. At most, it tolerates one annual loon.
These
are all the animals of consequence which frequent it now.
You may see from a boat, in calm weather, near the sandy eastern,
shore where the water is eight or ten feet deep, and also in
some
other parts of the pond, some circular heaps half a dozen feet
in
diameter by a foot in height, consisting of small stones less
than a
hen's egg in size, where all around is bare sand. At first you
wonder if the Indians could have formed them on the ice for any
purpose, and so, when the ice melted, they sank to the bottom;
but
they are too regular and some of them plainly too fresh for that.
They
are similar to those found in rivers; but as there are no suckers
nor lampreys here, I know not by what fish they could be made.
Perhaps
they are the nests of the chivin. These lend a pleasing mystery
to the
bottom.
The shore is irregular enough not to be monotonous. I have in
my
mind's eye the western, indented with deep bays, the bolder
northern, and the beautifully scalloped southern shore, where
successive capes overlap each other and suggest unexplored coves
between. The forest has never so good a setting, nor is so
distinctly beautiful, as when seen from the middle of a small
lake
amid hills which rise from the water's edge; for the water in
which it
is reflected not only makes the best foreground in such a case,
but,
with its winding shore, the most natural and agreeable boundary
to it.
There is no rawness nor imperfection in its edge there, as where
the
axe has cleared a part, or a cultivated field abuts on it. The
trees
have ample room to expand on the water side, and each sends forth
its most vigorous branch in that direction. There Nature has
woven a
natural selvage, and the eye rises by just gradations from the
low
shrubs of the shore to the highest trees. There are few traces
of
man's hand to be seen. The water laves the shore as it did a
thousand years ago.
A lake is the landscape's most beautiful and expressive feature.
It is earth's eye; looking into which the beholder measures the
depth of his own nature. The fluviatile trees next the shore
are the
slender eyelashes which fringe it, and the wooded hills and cliffs
around are its overhanging brows.
Standing on the smooth sandy beach at the east end of the pond,
in a
calm September afternoon, when a slight haze makes the opposite
shore-line indistinct, I have seen whence came the expression,
"the
glassy surface of a lake." When you invert your head, it
looks like
a thread of finest gossamer stretched across the valley, and
gleaming against the distant pine woods, separating one stratum
of the
atmosphere from another. You would think that you could walk
dry under
it to the opposite hills, and that the swallows which skim over
might perch on it. Indeed, they sometimes dive below this line,
as
it were by mistake, and are undeceived. As you look over the
pond
westward you are obliged to employ both your hands to defend
your eyes
against the reflected as well as the true sun, for they are equally
bright; and if, between the two, you survey its surface critically,
it
is literally as smooth as glass, except where the skater insects,
at
equal intervals scattered over its whole extent, by their motions
in
the sun produce the finest imaginable sparkle on it, or, perchance,
a duck plumes itself, or, as I have said, a swallow skims so
low as to
touch it. It may be that in the distance a fish describes an
arc of
three or four feet in the air, and there is one bright flash
where
it emerges, and another where it strikes the water; sometimes
the
whole silvery arc is revealed; or here and there, perhaps, is
a
thistle-down floating on its surface, which the fishes dart at
and
so dimple it again. It is like molten glass cooled but not
congealed, and the few motes in it are pure and beautiful like
the
imperfections in glass. You may often detect a yet smoother and
darker
water, separated from the rest as if by an invisible cobweb,
boom of
the water nymphs, resting on it. From a hilltop you can see a
fish
leap in almost any part; for not a pickerel or shiner picks an
insect from this smooth surface but it manifestly disturbs the
equilibrium of the whole lake. It is wonderful with what elaborateness
this simple fact is advertised- this piscine murder will out-
and from
my distant perch I distinguish the circling undulations when
they
are half a dozen rods in diameter. You can even detect a water-bug
(Gyrinus) ceaselessly progressing over the smooth surface a quarter
of
a mile off; for they furrow the water slightly, making a conspicuous
ripple bounded by two diverging lines, but the skaters glide
over it
without rippling it perceptibly. When the surface is considerably
agitated there are no skaters nor water-bugs on it, but apparently,
in
calm days, they leave their havens and adventurously glide forth
from the shore by short impulses till they completely cover it.
It
is a soothing employment, on one of those fine days in the fall
when
all the warmth of the sun is fully appreciated, to sit on a stump
on
such a height as this, overlooking the pond, and study the dimpling
circles which are incessantly inscribed on its otherwise invisible
surface amid the reflected skies and trees. Over this great expanse
there is no disturbance but it is thus at once gently smoothed
away
and assuaged, as, when a vase of water is jarred, the trembling
circles seek the shore and all is smooth again. Not a fish can
leap or
an insect fall on the pond but it is thus reported in circling
dimples, in lines of beauty, as it were the constant welling
up of its
fountain, the gentle pulsing of its life, the heaving of its
breast.
The thrills of joy and thrills of pain are undistinguishable.
How
peaceful the phenomena of the lake! Again the works of man shine
as in
the spring. Ay, every leaf and twig and stone and cobweb sparkles
now at mid-afternoon as when covered with dew in a spring morning.
Every motion of an oar or an insect produces a flash of light;
and
if an oar falls, how sweet the echo!
In such a day, in September or October, Walden is a perfect forest
mirror, set round with stones as precious to my eye as if fewer
or
rarer. Nothing so fair, so pure, and at the same time so large,
as a
lake, perchance, lies on the surface of the earth. Sky water.
It needs
no fence. Nations come and go without defiling it. It is a mirror
which no stone can crack, whose quicksilver will never wear off,
whose
gilding Nature continually repairs; no storms, no dust, can dim
its
surface ever fresh;- a mirror in which all impurity presented
to it
sinks, swept and dusted by the sun's hazy brush- this the light
dust-cloth- which retains no breath that is breathed on it, but
sends its own to float as clouds high above its surface, and
he
reflected in its bosom still.
A field of water betrays the spirit that is in the air. It is
continually receiving new life and motion from above. It is
intermediate in its nature between land and sky. On land only
the
grass and trees wave, but the water itself is rippled by the
wind. I
see where the breeze dashes across it by the streaks or flakes
of
light. It is remarkable that we can look down on its surface.
We
shall, perhaps, look down thus on the surface of air at length,
and
mark where a still subtler spirit sweeps over it.
The skaters and water-bugs finally disappear in the latter part
of
October, when the severe frosts have come; and then and in November,
usually, in a calm day, there is absolutely nothing to ripple
the
surface. One November afternoon, in the calm at the end of a
rain-storm of several days' duration, when the sky was still
completely overcast and the air was full of mist, I observed
that
the pond was remarkably smooth, so that it was difficult to
distinguish its surface; though it no longer reflected the bright
tints of October, but the sombre November colors of the surrounding
hills. Though I passed over it as gently as possible, the slight
undulations produced by my boat extended almost as far as I could
see,
and gave a ribbed appearance to the reflections. But, as I was
looking
over the surface, I saw here and there at a distance a faint
glimmer, as if some skater insects which had escaped the frosts
might be collected there, or, perchance, the surface, being so
smooth,
betrayed where a spring welled up from the bottom. Paddling gently
to one of these places, I was surprised to find myself surrounded
by
myriads of small perch, about five inches long, of a rich bronze
color
in the green water, sporting there, and constantly rising to
the
surface and dimpling it, sometimes leaving bubbles on it. In
such
transparent and seemingly bottomless water, reflecting the clouds,
I
seemed to be floating through the air as in a balloon, and their
swimming impressed me as a kind of flight or hovering, as if
they were
a compact flock of birds passing just beneath my level on the
right or
left, their fins, like sails, set all around them. There were
many
such schools in the pond, apparently improving the short season
before
winter would draw an icy shutter over their broad skylight,
sometimes giving to the surface an appearance as if a slight
breeze
struck it, or a few rain-drops fell there. When I approached
carelessly and alarmed them, they made a sudden splash and rippling
with their tails, as if one had struck the water with a brushy
bough, and instantly took refuge in the depths. At length the
wind
rose, the mist increased, and the waves began to run, and the
perch
leaped much higher than before, half out of water, a hundred
black
points, three inches long, at once above the surface. Even as
late
as the fifth of December, one year, I saw some dimples on the
surface,
and thinking it was going to rain hard immediately, the air being
fun of mist, I made haste to take my place at the oars and row
homeward; already the rain seemed rapidly increasing, though
I felt
none on my cheek, and I anticipated a thorough soaking. But suddenly
the dimples ceased, for they were produced by the perch, which
the
noise of my oars had seared into the depths, and I saw their
schools
dimly disappearing; so I spent a dry afternoon after all.
An old man who used to frequent this pond nearly sixty years
ago,
when it was dark with surrounding forests, tells me that in those
days
he sometimes saw it all alive with ducks and other water-fowl,
and
that there were many eagles about it. He came here a-fishing,
and used
an old log canoe which he found on the shore. It was made of
two white
pine logs dug out and pinned together, and was cut off square
at the
ends. It was very clumsy, but lasted a great many years before
it
became water-logged and perhaps sank to the bottom. He did not
know
whose it was; it belonged to the pond. He used to make a cable
for his
anchor of strips of hickory bark tied together. An old man, a
potter, who lived by the pond before the Revolution, told him
once
that there was an iron chest at the bottom, and that he had seen
it.
Sometimes it would come floating up to the shore; but when you
went
toward it, it would go back into deep water and disappear. I
was
pleased to hear of the old log canoe, which took the place of
an
Indian one of the same material but more graceful construction,
which perchance had first been a tree on the bank, and then,
as it
were, fell into the water, to float there for a generation, the
most
proper vessel for the lake. I remember that when I first looked
into
these depths there were many large trunks to be seen indistinctly
lying on the bottom, which had either been blown over formerly,
or
left on the ice at the last cutting, when wood was cheaper; but
now
they have mostly disappeared.
When I first paddled a boat on Walden, it was completely
surrounded by thick and lofty pine and oak woods, and in some
of its
coves grape-vines had run over the trees next the water and formed
bowers under which a boat could pass. The hills which form its
shores are so steep, and the woods on them were then so high,
that, as
you looked down from the west end, it had the appearance of an
amphitheatre for some land of sylvan spectacle. I have spent
many an
hour, when I was younger, floating over its surface as the zephyr
willed, having paddled my boat to the middle, and lying on my
back
across the seats, in a summer forenoon, dreaming awake, until
I was
aroused by the boat touching the sand, and I arose to see what
shore
my fates had impelled me to; days when idleness was the most
attractive and productive industry. Many a forenoon have I stolen
away, preferring to spend thus the most valued part of the day;
for
I was rich, if not in money, in sunny hours and summer days,
and spent
them lavishly; nor do I regret that I did not waste more of them
in
the workshop or the teacher's desk. But since I left those shores
the woodchoppers have still further laid them waste, and now
for
many a year there will be no more rambling through the aisles
of the
wood, with occasional vistas through which you see the water.
My
Muse may be excused if she is silent henceforth. How can you
expect
the birds to sing when their groves are cut down?
Now the trunks of trees on the bottom, and the old log canoe,
and
the dark surrounding woods, are gone, and the villagers, who
scarcely know where it lies, instead of going to the pond to
bathe
or drink, are thinking to bring its water, which should be as
sacred
as the Ganges at least, to the village in a pipe, to wash their
dishes
with!- to earn their Walden by the turning of a cock or drawing
of a
plug! That devilish Iron Horse, whose ear-rending neigh is heard
throughout the town, has muddied the Boiling Spring with his
foot, and
he it is that has browsed off all the woods on Walden shore,
that
Trojan horse, with a thousand men in his belly, introduced by
mercenary Greeks! Where is the country's champion, the Moore
of
Moore Hill, to meet him at the Deep Cut and thrust an avenging
lance
between the ribs of the bloated pest?
Nevertheless, of all the characters I have known, perhaps Walden
wears best, and best preserves its purity. Many men have been
likened to it, but few deserve that honor. Though the woodchoppers
have laid bare first this shore and then that, and the Irish
have
built their sties by it, and the railroad has infringed on its
border,
and the ice-men have skimmed it once, it is itself unchanged,
the same
water which my youthful eyes fell on; all the change is in me.
It
has not acquired one permanent wrinkle after all its ripples.
It is
perennially young, and I may stand and see a swallow dip apparently
to
pick an insect from its surface as of yore. It struck me again
tonight, as if I had not seen it almost daily for more than twenty
years- Why, here is Walden, the same woodland lake that I discovered
so many years ago; where a forest was cut down last winter another
is springing up by its shore as lustily as ever; the same thought
is
welling up to its surface that was then; it is the same liquid
joy and
happiness to itself and its Maker, ay, and it may be to me. It
is
the work of a brave man surely, in whom there was no guile! He
rounded
this water with his hand, deepened and clarified it in his thought,
and in his will bequeathed it to Concord. I see by its face that
it is
visited by the same reflection; and I can almost say, Walden,
is it
you?
It is no dream of mine,
To ornament a line;
I cannot come nearer to God and Heaven
Than I live to Walden even.
I am its stony shore,
And the breeze that passes o'er;
In the hollow of my hand
Are its water and its sand,
And its deepest resort
Lies high in my thought.
The cars never pause to look at it; yet I fancy that the engineers
and firemen and brakemen, and those passengers who have a season
ticket and see it often, are better men for the sight. The engineer
does not forget at night, or his nature does not, that he has
beheld
this vision of serenity and purity once at least during the day.
Though seen but once, it helps to wash out State Street and the
engine's soot. One proposes that it be called "God's Drop."
I have said that Walden has no visible inlet nor outlet, but
it is
on the one hand distantly and indirectly related to Flint's Pond,
which is more elevated, by a chain of small ponds coming from
that
quarter, and on the other directly and manifestly to Concord
River,
which is lower, by a similar chain of ponds through which in
some
other geological period it may have flowed, and by a little digging,
which God forbid, it can be made to flow thither again. If by
living
thus reserved and austere, like a hermit in the woods, so long,
it has
acquired such wonderful purity, who would not regret that the
comparatively impure waters of Flint's Pond should be mingled
with it,
or itself should ever go to waste its sweetness in the ocean
wave?
Flint's, or Sandy Pond, in Lincoln, our greatest lake and
inland
sea, lies about a mile east of Walden. It is much larger, being
said
to contain one hundred and ninety-seven acres, and is more fertile
in fish; but it is comparatively shallow, and not remarkably
pure. A
walk through the woods thither was often my recreation. It was
worth
the while, if only to feel the wind blow on your cheek freely,
and see
the waves run, and remember the life of mariners. I went a-
chestnutting there in the fall, on windy days, when the nuts
were
dropping into the water and were washed to my feet; and one day,
as
I crept along its sedgy shore, the fresh spray blowing in my
face, I
came upon the mouldering wreck of a boat, the sides gone, and
hardly
more than the impression of its flat bottom left amid the rushes;
yet its model was sharply defined, as if it were a large decayed
pad, with its veins. It was as impressive a wreck as one could
imagine
on the seashore, and had as good a moral. It is by this time
mere
vegetable mould and undistinguishable pond shore, through which
rushes
and flags have pushed up. I used to admire the ripple marks on
the
sandy bottom, at the north end of this pond, made firm and hard
to the
feet of the wader by the pressure of the water, and the rushes
which
grew in Indian file, in waving lines, corresponding to these
marks,
rank behind rank, as if the waves had planted them. There also
I
have found, in considerable quantities, curious balls, composed
apparently of fine grass or roots, of pipewort perhaps, from
half an
inch to four inches in diameter, and perfectly spherical. These
wash
back and forth in shallow water on a sandy bottom, and are sometimes
cast on the shore. They are either solid grass, or have a little
sand in the middle. At first you would say that they were formed
by
the action of the waves, like a pebble; yet the smallest are
made of
equally coarse materials, half an inch long, and they are produced
only at one season of the year. Moreover, the waves, I suspect,
do not
so much construct as wear down a material which has already acquired
consistency. They preserve their form when dry for an indefinite
period.
Flint's Pond! Such is the poverty of our nomenclature. What right
had the unclean and stupid farmer, whose farm abutted on this
sky
water, whose shores he has ruthlessly laid bare, to give his
name to
it? Some skin-flint, who loved better the reflecting surface
of a
dollar, or a bright cent, in which he could see his own brazen
face;
who regarded even the wild ducks which settled in it as trespassers;
his fingers grown into crooked and bony talons from the lodge
habit of
grasping harpy-like;- so it is not named for me. I go not there
to see
him nor to hear of him; who never saw it, who never bathed in
it,
who never loved it, who never protected it, who never spoke a
good
word for it, nor thanked God that He had made it. Rather let
it be
named from the fishes that swim in it, the wild fowl or quadrupeds
which frequent it, the wild flowers which grow by its shores,
or
some wild man or child the thread of whose history is interwoven
with its own; not from him who could show no title to it but
the
deed which a like-minded neighbor or legislature gave him- him
who
thought only of its money value; whose presence perchance cursed
all
the shores; who exhausted the land around it, and would fain
have
exhausted the waters within it; who regretted only that it was
not
English hay or cranberry meadow- there was nothing to redeem
it,
forsooth, in his eyes- and would have drained and sold it for
the
mud at its bottom. It did not turn his mill, and it was no privilege
to him to behold it. I respect not his labors, his farm where
everything has its price, who would carry the landscape, who
would
carry his God, to market, if he could get anything for him; who
goes
to market for his god as it is; on whose farm nothing grows free,
whose fields bear no crops, whose meadows no flowers, whose trees
no
fruits, but dollars; who loves not the beauty of his fruits,
whose
fruits are not ripe for him till they are turned to dollars.
Give me
the poverty that enjoys true wealth. Farmers are respectable
and
interesting to me in proportion as they are poor- poor farmers.
A
model farm! where the house stands like a fungus in a muckheap,
chambers for men horses, oxen, and swine, cleansed and uncleansed,
all
contiguous to one another! Stocked with men! A great grease-
spot,
redolent of manures and buttermilk! Under a high state of cultivation,
being manured with the hearts and brains of men! As if you were
to
raise your potatoes in the churchyard! Such is a model farm.
No, no; if the fairest features of the landscape are to be named
after men, let them be the noblest and worthiest men alone. Let
our
lakes receive as true names at least as the Icarian Sea, where
"still the shore" a "brave attempt resounds."
Goose Pond, of small extent, is on my way to Flint's; Fair
Haven, an
expansion of Concord River, said to contain some seventy acres,
is a
mile southwest; and White Pond, of about forty acres, is a mile
and
a half beyond Fair Haven. This is my lake country. These, with
Concord
River, are my water privileges; and night and day, year in year
out,
they grind such grist as I carry to them.
Since the wood-cutters, and the railroad, and I myself have profaned
Walden, perhaps the most attractive, if not the most beautiful,
of all
our lakes, the gem of the woods, is White Pond;- a poor name
from
its commonness, whether derived from the remarkable purity of
its
waters or the color of its sands. In these as in other respects,
however, it is a lesser twin of Walden. They are so much alike
that
you would say they must be connected under ground. It has the
same
stony shore, and its waters are of the same hue. As at Walden,
in
sultry dogday weather, looking down through the woods on some
of its
bays which are not so deep but that the reflection from the bottom
tinges them, its waters are of a misty bluish-green or glaucous
color.
Many years since I used to go there to collect the sand by
cartloads, to make sandpaper with, and I have continued to visit
it
ever since. One who frequents it proposes to call it Virid Lake.
Perhaps it might be called Yellow Pine Lake, from the following
circumstance. About fifteen years ago you could see the top of
a pitch
pine, of the kind called yellow pine hereabouts, though it is
not a
distinct species, projecting above the surface in deep water,
many
rods from the shore. It was even supposed by some that the pond
had
sunk, and this was one of the primitive forest that formerly
stood
there. I find that even so long ago as 1792, in a "Topographical
Description of the Town of Concord," by one of its citizens,
in the
Collections of the Massachusetts Historical Society, the author,
after
speaking of Walden and White Ponds, adds, "In the middle
of the latter
may be seen, when the water is very low, a tree which appears
as if it
grew in the place where it now stands, although the roots are
fifty
feet below the surface of the water; the top of this tree is
broken
off, and at that place measures fourteen inches in diameter."
In the
spring of '49 I talked with the man who lives nearest the pond
in
Sudbury, who told me that it was he who got out this tree ten
or
fifteen years before. As near as he could remember, it stood
twelve or
fifteen rods from the shore, where the water was thirty or forty
feet deep. It was in the winter, and he had been getting out
ice in
the forenoon, and had resolved that in the afternoon, with the
aid
of his neighbors, he would take out the old yellow pine. He sawed
a
channel in the ice toward the shore, and hauled it over and along
and out on to the ice with oxen; but, before he had gone far
in his
work, he was surprised to find that it was wrong end upward,
with
the stumps of the branches pointing down, and the small end firmly
fastened in the sandy bottom. It was about a foot in diameter
at the
big end, and he had expected to get a good saw-log, but it was
so
rotten as to be fit only for fuel, if for that. He had some of
it in
his shed then. There were marks of an axe and of woodpeckers
on the
butt. He thought that it might have been a dead tree on the shore,
but
was finally blown over into the pond, and after the top had become
water-logged, while the butt-end was still dry and light, had
drifted out and sunk wrong end up. His father, eighty years old,
could
not remember when it was not there. Several pretty large logs
may
still be seen lying on the bottom, where, owing to the undulation
of
the surface, they look like huge water snakes in motion.
This pond has rarely been profaned by a boat, for there is little
in
it to tempt a fisherman. Instead of the white lily, which requires
mud, or the common sweet flag, the blue flag (Iris versicolor)
grows
thinly in the pure water, rising from the stony bottom all around
the shore, where it is visited by hummingbirds in June; and the
color both of its bluish blades and its flowers and especially
their
reflections, is in singular harmony with the glaucous water.
White Pond and Walden are great crystals on the surface of the
earth, Lakes of Light. If they were permanently congealed, and
small
enough to be clutched, they would, perchance, be carried off
by
slaves, like precious stones, to adorn the heads of emperors;
but
being liquid, and ample, and secured to us and our successors
forever,
we disregard them, and run after the diamond of Kohinoor. They
are too
pure to have a market value; they contain no muck. How much more
beautiful than our lives, how much more transparent than our
characters, are they! We never learned meanness of them. How
much
fairer than the pool before the farmers door, in which his ducks
swim!
Hither the clean wild ducks come. Nature has no human inhabitant
who
appreciates her. The birds with their plumage and their notes
are in
harmony with the flowers, but what youth or maiden conspires
with
the wild luxuriant beauty of Nature? She flourishes most alone,
far
from the towns where they reside. Talk of heaven! ye disgrace
earth.
BAKER FARM.
SOMETIMES I rambled to pine groves, standing like temples,
or like
fleets at sea, full-rigged, with wavy boughs, and rippling with
light,
so soft and green and shady that the Druids would have forsaken
their oaks to worship in them; or to the cedar wood beyond Flint's
Pond, where the trees, covered with hoary blue berries, spiring
higher
and higher, are fit to stand before Valhalla, and the creeping
juniper
covers the ground with wreaths full of fruit; or to swamps where
the
usnea lichen hangs in festoons from the white spruce trees, and
toadstools, round tables of the swamp gods, cover the ground,
and more
beautiful fungi adorn the stumps, like butterflies or shells,
vegetable winkles; where the swamp-pink and dogwood grow, the
red
alder berry glows like eyes of imps, the waxwork grooves and
crushes
the hardest woods in its folds, and the wild holly berries make
the
beholder forget his home with their beauty, and he is dazzled
and
tempted by nameless other wild forbidden fruits, too fair for
mortal
taste. Instead of calling on some scholar, I paid many a visit
to
particular trees, of kinds which are rare in this neighborhood,
standing far away in the middle of some pasture, or in the depths
of a
wood or swamp, or on a hilltop; such as the black birch, of which
we
have some handsome specimens two feet in diameter; its cousin,
the
yellow birch, with its loose golden vest, perfumed like the first;
the
beech, which has so neat a hole and beautifully lichen-painted,
perfect in all its details, of which, excepting scattered specimens,
I
know but one small grove of sizable trees left in the township,
supposed by some to have been planted by the pigeons that were
once
baited with beechnuts near by; it is worth the while to see the
silver
grain sparkle when you split this wood; the bass; the hornbeam;
the
Celtis occidentalis, or false elm, of which we have but one
well-grown; some taller mast of a pine, a shingle tree, or a
more
perfect hemlock than usual, standing like a pagoda in the midst
of the
woods; and many others I could mention. These were the shrines
I
visited both summer and winter.
Once it chanced that I stood in the very abutment of a rainbow's
arch, which filled the lower stratum of the atmosphere, tinging
the
grass and leaves around, and dazzling me as if I looked through
colored crystal. It was a lake of rainbow light, in which, for
a short
while, I lived like a dolphin. If it had lasted longer it might
have
tinged my employments and life. As I walked on the railroad
causeway, I used to wonder at the halo of light around my shadow,
and would fain fancy myself one of the elect. One who visited
me
declared that the shadows of some Irishmen before him had no
halo
about them, that it was only natives that were so distinguished.
Benvenuto Cellini tells us in his memoirs, that, after a certain
terrible dream or vision which he had during his confinement
in the
castle of St. Angelo a resplendent light appeared over the shadow
of
his head at morning and evening, whether he was in Italy or France,
and it was particularly conspicuous when the grass was moist
with dew.
This was probably the same phenomenon to which I have referred,
which is especially observed in the morning, but also at other
times, and even by moonlight. Though a constant one, it is not
commonly noticed, and, in the case of an excitable imagination
like
Cellini's, it would be basis enough for superstition. Beside,
he tells
us that he showed it to very few. But are they not indeed
distinguished who are conscious that they are regarded at all?
I set out one afternoon to go a-fishing to Fair Haven, through
the
woods, to eke out my scanty fare of vegetables. My way led through
Pleasant Meadow, an adjunct of the Baker Farm, that retreat of
which a
poet has since sung, beginning,
"Thy entry is a pleasant field,
Which some mossy fruit trees yield
Partly to a ruddy brook,
By gliding musquash undertook,
And mercurial trout,
Darting about."
I thought of living there before I went to Walden. I "hooked"
the
apples, leaped the brook, and scared the musquash and the trout.
It
was one of those afternoons which seem indefinitely long before
one,
in which many events may happen, a large portion of our natural
life, though it was already half spent when I started. By the
way
there came up a shower, which compelled me to stand half an hour
under
a pine, piling boughs over my head, and wearing my handkerchief
for
a shed; and when at length I had made one cast over the
pickerelweed, standing up to my middle in water, I found myself
suddenly in the shadow of a cloud, and the thunder began to rumble
with such emphasis that I could do no more than listen to it.
The gods
must be proud, thought I, with such forked flashes to rout a
poor
unarmed fisherman. So I made haste for shelter to the nearest
hut,
which stood half a mile from any road, but so much the nearer
to the
pond, and had long been uninhabited:
"And here a poet builded,
In the completed years,
For behold a trivial cabin
That to destruction steers."
So the Muse fables. But therein, as I found, dwelt now John
Field,
an Irishman, and his wife, and several children, from the
broad-faced boy who assisted his father at his work, and now
came
running by his side from the bog to escape the rain, to the
wrinkled, sibyl-like, cone-headed infant that sat upon its father's
knee as in the palaces of nobles, and looked out from its home
in
the midst of wet and hunger inquisitively upon the stranger,
with
the privilege of infancy, not knowing but it was the last of
a noble
line, and the hope and cynosure of the world, instead of John
Field's poor starveling brat. There we sat together under that
part of
the roof which leaked the least, while it showered and thundered
without. I had sat there many times of old before the ship was
built
that floated his family to America. An honest, hard-working,
but
shiftless man plainly was John Field; and his wife, she too was
brave to cook so many successive dinners in the recesses of that
lofty
stove; with round greasy face and bare breast, still thinking
to
improve her condition one day; with the never absent mop in one
hand, and yet no effects of it visible anywhere. The chickens,
which
had also taken shelter here from the rain, stalked about the
room like
members of the family, to humanized, methought, to roast well.
They
stood and looked in my eye or pecked at my shoe significantly.
Meanwhile my host told me his story, how hard he worked "bogging"
for a neighboring farmer, turning up a meadow with a spade or
bog
hoe at the rate of ten dollars an acre and the use of the land
with
manure for one year, and his little broad-faced son worked
cheerfully at his father's side the while, not knowing how poor
a
bargain the latter had made. I tried to help him with my experience,
telling him that he was one of my nearest neighbors, and that
I too,
who came a-fishing here, and looked like a loafer, was getting
my
living like himself; that I lived in a tight, light, and clean
house, which hardly cost more than the annual rent of such a
ruin as
his commonly amounts to; and how, if he chose, he might in a
month
or two build himself a palace of his own; that I did not use
tea,
nor coffee, nor butter, nor milk, nor fresh meat, and so did
not
have to work to get them; again, as I did not work hard, I did
not
have to eat hard, and it cost me but a trifle for my food; but
as he
began with tea, and coffee, and butter, and milk, and beef, he
had
to work hard to pay for them, and when he had worked hard he
had to
eat hard again to repair the waste of his system- and so it was
as
broad as it was long, indeed it was broader than it was long,
for he
was discontented and wasted his life into the bargain; and yet
he
had rated it as a gain in coming to America, that here you could
get
tea, and coffee, and meat every day. But the only true America
is that
country where you are at liberty to pursue such a mode of life
as
may enable you to do without these, and where the state does
not
endeavor to compel you to sustain the slavery and war and other
superfluous expenses which directly or indirectly result from
the
use of such things. For I purposely talked to him as if he were
a
philosopher, or desired to be one. I should be glad if all the
meadows
on the earth were left in a wild state, if that were the consequence
of men's beginning to redeem themselves. A man will not need
to
study history to find out what is best for his own culture. But
alas! the culture of an Irishman is an enterprise to be undertaken
with a sort of moral bog hoe. I told him, that as he worked so
hard at
bogging, he required thick boots and stout clothing, which yet
were
soon soiled and worn out, but I wore light shoes and thin clothing,
which cost not half so much, though he might think that I was
dressed like a gentleman (which, however, was not the case),
and in an
hour or two, without labor, but as a recreation, I could, if
I wished,
catch as many fish as I should want for two days, or earn enough
money
to support me a week. If he and his family would live simply,
they
might all go a-huckleberrying in the summer for their amusement.
John heaved a sigh at this, and his wife stared with arms a-kimbo,
and
both appeared to be wondering if they had capital enough to begin
such
a course with, or arithmetic enough to carry it through. It was
sailing by dead reckoning to them, and they saw not clearly how
to
make their port so; therefore I suppose they still take life
bravely, after their fashion, face to face, giving it tooth and
nail, not having skill to split its massive columns with any
fine
entering wedge, and rout it in detail;- thinking to deal with
it
roughly, as one should handle a thistle. But they fight at an
overwhelming disadvantage- living, John Field, alas! without
arithmetic, and failing so.
"Do you ever fish?" I asked. "Oh yes, I catch
a mess now and then
when I am lying by; good perch I catch.- "What's your bait?"
"I
catch shiners with fishworms, and bait the perch with them."
"You'd
better go now, John," said his wife, with glistening and
hopeful face;
but John demurred.
The shower was now over, and a rainbow above the eastern woods
promised a fair evening; so I took my departure. When I had got
without I asked for a drink, hoping to get a sight of the well
bottom,
to complete my survey of the premises; but there, alas! are shallows
and quicksands, and rope broken withal, and bucket irrecoverable.
Meanwhile the right culinary vessel was selected, water was
seemingly distilled, and after consultation and long delay passed
out to the thirsty one- not yet suffered to cool, not yet to
settle.
Such gruel sustains life here, I thought; so, shutting my eyes,
and
excluding the motes by a skilfully directed undercurrent, I drank
to
genuine hospitality the heartiest draught I could. I am not
squeamish in such cases when manners are concerned.
As I was leaving the Irishman's roof after the rain, bending
my
steps again to the pond, my haste to catch pickerel, wading in
retired
meadows, in sloughs and bog-holes, in forlorn and savage places,
appeared for an instant trivial to me who had been sent to school
and college; but as I ran down the hill toward the reddening
west,
with the rainbow over my shoulder, and some faint tinkling sounds
borne to my ear through the cleansed air, from I know not what
quarter, my Good Genius seemed to say- Go fish and hunt far and
wide
day by day- farther and wider- and rest thee by many brooks and
hearth-sides without misgiving. Remember thy Creator in the days
of
thy youth. Rise free from care before the dawn, and seek adventures.
Let the noon find thee by other lakes, and the night overtake
thee
everywhere at home. There are no larger fields than these, no
worthier
games than may here be played. Grow wild according to thy nature,
like
these sedges and brakes, which will never become English bay.
Let
the thunder rumble; what if it threaten ruin to farmers' crops?
that
is not its errand to thee. Take shelter under the cloud, while
they
flee to carts and sheds. Let not to get a living be thy trade,
but thy
sport. Enjoy the land, but own it not. Through want of enterprise
and faith men are where they are, buying and selling, and spending
their lives like serfs.
O Baker Farm!
"Landscape where the richest element
Is a little sunshine innocent."...
"No one runs to revel
On thy rail-fenced lea."...
"Debate with no man hast thou,
With questions art never perplexed,
As tame at the first sight as now,
In thy plain russet gabardine dressed."
"Come ye who love,
And ye who hate,
Children of the Holy Dove,
And Guy Faux of the state,
And hang conspiracies
From the tough rafters of the trees!"
Men come tamely home at night only from the next field or
street,
where their household echoes haunt, and their life pines because
it
breathes its own breath over again; their shadows, morning and
evening, reach farther than their daily steps. We should come
home
from far, from adventures, and perils, and discoveries every
day, with
new experience and character.
Before I had reached the pond some fresh impulse had brought
out
John Field, with altered mind, letting go "bogging"
ere this sunset.
But he, poor man, disturbed only a couple of fins while I was
catching
a fair string, and he said it was his luck; but when we changed
seats in the boat luck changed seats too. Poor John Field!- I
trust he
does not read this, unless he will improve by it- thinking to
live
by some derivative old-country mode in this primitive new country-
to catch perch with shiners. It is good bait sometimes, I allow.
With his horizon all his own, yet he a poor man, born to be poor,
with
his inherited Irish poverty or poor life, his Adam's grandmother
and
boggy ways, not to rise in this world, he nor his posterity,
till
their wading webbed bog-trotting feet get talaria to their heels.
HIGHER LAWS.
AS I CAME home through the woods with my string of fish, trailing
my
pole, it being now quite dark, I caught a glimpse of a woodchuck
stealing across my path, and felt a strange thrill of savage
delight, and was strongly tempted to seize and devour him raw;
not
that I was hungry then, except for that wildness which he represented.
Once or twice, however, while I lived at the pond, I found myself
ranging the woods, like a half-starved hound, with a strange
abandonment, seeking some kind of venison which I might devour,
and no
morsel could have been too savage for me. The wildest scenes
had
become unaccountably familiar. I found in myself, and still find,
an
instinct toward a higher, or, as it is named, spiritual life,
as do
most men, and another toward a primitive rank and savage one,
and I
reverence them both. I love the wild not less than the good.
The
wildness and adventure that are in fishing still recommended
it to me.
I like sometimes to take rank hold on life and spend my day more
as
the animals do. Perhaps I have owed to this employment and to
hunting,
when quite young, my closest acquaintance with Nature. They early
introduce us to and detain us in scenery with which otherwise,
at that
age, we should have little acquaintance. Fishermen, hunters,
woodchoppers, and others, spending their lives in the fields
and
woods, in a peculiar sense a part of Nature themselves, are often
in a
more favorable mood for observing her, in the intervals of their
pursuits, than philosophers or poets even, who approach her with
expectation. She is not afraid to exhibit herself to them. The
traveller on the prairie is naturally a hunter, on the head waters
of the Missouri and Columbia a trapper, and at the Falls of St.
Mary a
fisherman. He who is only a traveller learns things at second-hand
and
by the halves, and is poor authority. We are most interested
when
science reports what those men already know practically or
instinctively, for that alone is a true humanity, or account
of
human experience.
They mistake who assert that the Yankee has few amusements,
because he has not so many public holidays, and men and boys
do not
play so many games as they do in England, for here the more
primitive but solitary amusements of hunting, fishing, and the
like
have not yet given place to the former. Almost every New England
boy
among my contemporaries shouldered a fowling-piece between the
ages of
ten and fourteen; and his hunting and fishing grounds were not
limited, like the preserves of an English nobleman, but were
more
boundless even than those of a savage. No wonder, then, that
he did
not oftener stay to play on the common. But already a change
is taking
place, owing, not to an increased humanity, but to an increased
scarcity of game, for perhaps the hunter is the greatest friend
of the
animals hunted, not excepting the Humane Society.
Moreover, when at the pond, I wished sometimes to add fish to
my
fare for variety. I have actually fished from the same kind of
necessity that the first fishers did. Whatever humanity I might
conjure up against it was all factitious, and concerned my
philosophy more than my feelings. I speak of fishing only now,
for I
had long felt differently about fowling, and sold my gun before
I went
to the woods. Not that I am less humane than others, but I did
not
perceive that my feelings were much affected. I did not pity
the
fishes nor the worms. This was habit. As for fowling, during
the
last years that I carried a gun my excuse was that I was studying
ornithology, and sought only new or rare birds. But I confess
that I
am now inclined to think that there is a finer way of studying
ornithology than this. It requires so much closer attention to
the
habits of the birds, that, if for that reason only, I have been
willing to omit the gun. Yet notwithstanding the objection on
the
score of humanity, I am compelled to doubt if equally valuable
sports are ever substituted for these; and when some of my friends
have asked me anxiously about their boys, whether they should
let them
hunt, I have answered, yes- remembering that it was one of the
best
parts of my education- make them hunters, though sportsmen only
at
first, if possible, mighty hunters at last, so that they shall
not
find game large enough for them in this or any vegetable wilderness-
hunters as well as fishers of men. Thus far I am of the opinion
of
Chaucer's nun, who
"yave not of the text a pulled hen
That saith that hunters ben not holy men."
There is a period in the history of the individual, as of
the race,
when the hunters are the "best men,- as the Algonquins called
them. We
cannot but pity the boy who has never fired a gun; he is no more
humane, while his education has been sadly neglected. This was
my
answer with respect to those youths who were bent on this pursuit,
trusting that they would soon outgrow it. No humane being, past
the
thoughtless age of boyhood, will wantonly murder any creature
which
holds its life by the same tenure that he does. The hare in its
extremity cries like a child. I warn you, mothers, that my
sympathies do not always make the usual philanthropic distinctions.
Such is oftenest the young man's introduction to the forest,
and the
most original part of himself. He goes thither at first as a
hunter
and fisher, until at last, if he has the seeds of a better life
in
him, he distinguishes his proper objects, as a poet or naturalist
it
may be, and leaves the gun and fish-pole behind. The mass of
men are
still and always young in this respect. In some countries a hunting
parson is no uncommon sight. Such a one might make a good shepherd's
dog, but is far from being the Good Shepherd. I have been surprised
to
consider that the only obvious employment, except wood-chopping,
ice-cutting, or the like business, which ever to my knowledge
detained
at Walden Pond for a whole half-day any of my fellow-citizens,
whether
fathers or children of the town, with just one exception, was
fishing.
Commonly they did not think that they were lucky, or well paid
for
their time, unless they got a long string of fish, though they
had the
opportunity of seeing the pond all the while. They might go there
a
thousand times before the sediment of fishing would sink to the
bottom
and leave their purpose pure; but no doubt such a clarifying
process
would be going on all the while. The Governor and his Council
faintly remember the pond, for they went a-fishing there when
they
were boys; but now they are too old and dignified to go a-fishing,
and
so they know it no more forever. Yet even they expect to go to
heaven at last. If the legislature regards it, it is chiefly
to
regulate the number of books to be used there; but they know
nothing
about the book of hooks with which to angle for the pond itself,
impaling the legislature for a bait. Thus, even in civilized
communities, the embryo man passes through the hunter stage of
development.
I have found repeatedly, of late years, that I cannot fish without
falling a little in self-respect. I have tried it again and again.
I
have skill at it, and, like many of my fellows, a certain instinct
for
it, which revives from time to time, but always when I have done
I
feel that it would have been better if I had not fished. I think
that I do not mistake. It is a faint intimation, yet so are the
first streaks of morning. There is unquestionably this instinct
in
me which belongs to the lower orders of creation; yet with every
year I am less a fisherman, though without more humanity or even
wisdom; at present I am no fisherman at all. But I see that if
I
were to live in a wilderness I should again be tempted to become
a
fisher and hunter in earnest. Beside, there is something essentially
unclean about this diet and all flesh, and I began to see where
housework commences, and whence the endeavor, which costs so
much,
to wear a tidy and respectable appearance each day, to keep the
house sweet and free from all ill odors and sights. Having been
my own
butcher and scullion and cook, as well as the gentleman for whom
the
dishes were served up, I can speak from an unusually complete
experience. The practical objection to animal food in my case
was
its uncleanness; and besides, when I had caught and cleaned and
cooked
and eaten my fish, they seemed not to have fed me essentially.
It
was insignificant and unnecessary, and cost more than it came
to. A
little bread or a few potatoes would have done as well, with
less
trouble and filth. Like many of my contemporaries, I had rarely
for
many years used animal food, or tea, or coffee, etc.; not so
much
because of any ill effects which I had traced to them, as because
they
were not agreeable to my imagination. The repugnance to animal
food is
not the effect of experience, but is an instinct. It appeared
more
beautiful to live low and fare hard in many respects; and though
I
never did so, I went far enough to please my imagination. I believe
that every man who has ever been earnest to preserve his higher
or
poetic faculties in the best condition has been particularly
inclined to abstain from animal food, and from much food of any
kind. It is a significant fact, stated by entomologists- I find
it
in Kirby and Spence- that "some insects in their perfect
state, though
furnished with organs of feeding, make no use of them";
and they lay
it down as "a general rule, that almost all insects in this
state
eat much less than in that of larvae. The voracious caterpillar
when
transformed into a butterfly... and the gluttonous maggot when
become a fly" content themselves with a drop or two of honey
or some
other sweet liquid. The abdomen under the wings of the butterfly
stir represents the larva. This is the tidbit which tempts his
insectivorous fate. The gross feeder is a man in the larva state;
and there are whole nations in that condition, nations without
fancy
or imagination, whose vast abdomens betray them.
It is hard to provide and cook so simple and clean a diet as
will
not offend the imagination; but this, I think, is to be fed when
we
feed the body; they should both sit down at the same table. Yet
perhaps this may be done. The fruits eaten temperately need not
make
us ashamed of our appetites, nor interrupt the worthiest pursuits.
But
put an extra condiment into your dish, and it will poison you.
It is
not worth the while to live by rich cookery. Most men would feel
shame
if caught preparing with their own hands precisely such a dinner,
whether of animal or vegetable food, as is every day prepared
for them
by others. Yet till this is otherwise we are not civilized, and,
if
gentlemen and ladies, are not true men and women. This certainly
suggests what change is to be made. It may be vain to ask why
the
imagination will not be reconciled to flesh and fat. I am satisfied
that it is not. Is it not a reproach that man is a carnivorous
animal?
True, he can and does live, in a great measure, by preying on
other
animals; but this is a miserable way- as any one who will go
to
snaring rabbits, or slaughtering lambs, may learn- and he will
be
regarded as a benefactor of his race who shall teach man to confine
himself to a more innocent and wholesome diet. Whatever my own
practice may be, I have no doubt that it is a part of the destiny
of
the human race, in its gradual improvement, to leave off eating
animals, as surely as the savage tribes have left off eating
each
other when they came in contact with the more civilized.
If one listens to the faintest but constant suggestions of his
genius, which are certainly true, he sees not to what extremes,
or
even insanity, it may lead him; and yet that way, as he grows
more
resolute and faithful, his road lies. The faintest assured objection
which one healthy man feels will at length prevail over the
arguments and customs of mankind. No man ever followed his genius
till
it misled him. Though the result were bodily weakness, yet perhaps
no one can say that the consequences were to be regretted, for
these
were a life in conformity to higher principles. If the day and
the
night are such that you greet them with joy, and life emits a
fragrance like flowers and sweet-scented herbs, is more elastic,
more starry, more immortal- that is your success. All nature
is your
congratulation, and you have cause momentarily to bless yourself.
The greatest gains and values are farthest from being appreciated.
We easily come to doubt if they exist. We soon forget them. They
are
the highest reality. Perhaps the facts most astounding and most
real
are never communicated by man to man. The true harvest of my
daily
life is somewhat as intangible and indescribable as the tints
of
morning or evening. It is a little star-dust caught, a segment
of
the rainbow which I have clutched.
Yet, for my part, I was never unusually squeamish; I could sometimes
eat a fried rat with a good relish, if it were necessary. I am
glad to
have drunk water so long, for the same reason that I prefer the
natural sky to an opium-eater's heaven. I would fain keep sober
always; and there are infinite degrees of drunkenness. I believe
that water is the only drink for a wise man; wine is not so noble
a
liquor; and think of dashing the hopes of a morning with a cup
of warm
coffee, or of an evening with a dish of tea! Ah, how low I fall
when I
am tempted by them! Even music may be intoxicating. Such apparently
slight causes destroyed Greece and Rome, and will destroy England
and America. Of all ebriosity, who does not prefer to be intoxicated
by the air he breathes? I have found it to be the most serious
objection to coarse labors long continued, that they compelled
me to
eat and drink coarsely also. But to tell the truth, I find myself
at
present somewhat less particular in these respects. I carry less
religion to the table, ask no blessing; not because I am wiser
than
I was, but, I am obliged to confess, because, however much it
is to be
regretted, with years I have grown more coarse and indifferent.
Perhaps these questions are entertained only in youth, as most
believe
of poetry. My practice is "nowhere," my opinion is
here.
Nevertheless I am far from regarding myself as one of those privileged
ones to whom the Ved refers when it says, that "he who has
true
faith in the Omnipresent Supreme Being may eat all that exists,"
that is, is not bound to inquire what is his food, or who prepares
it;
and even in their case it is to be observed, as a Hindoo commentator
has remarked, that the Vedant limits this privilege to "the
time of
distress."
Who has not sometimes derived an inexpressible satisfaction from
his
food in which appetite had no share? I have been thrilled to
think
that I owed a mental perception to the commonly gross sense of
taste, that I have been inspired through the palate, that some
berries
which I had eaten on a hillside had fed my genius. "The
soul not being
mistress of herself," says Thseng-tseu, "one looks,
and one does not
see; one listens, and one does not hear; one eats, and one does
not
know the savor of food." He who distinguishes the true savor
of his
food can never be a glutton; he who does not cannot be otherwise.
A
puritan may go to his brown-bread crust with as gross an appetite
as
ever an alderman to his turtle. Not that food which entereth
into
the mouth defileth a man, but the appetite with which it is eaten.
It is neither the quality nor the quantity, but the devotion
to
sensual savors; when that which is eaten is not a viand to sustain
our
animal, or inspire our spiritual life, but food for the worms
that
possess us. If the hunter has a taste for mud-turtles, muskrats,
and
other such savage tidbits, the fine lady indulges a taste for
jelly
made of a calf's foot, or for sardines from over the sea, and
they are
even. He goes to the mill-pond, she to her preserve-pot. The
wonder is
how they, how you and I, can live this slimy, beastly life, eating
and
drinking.
Our whole life is startlingly moral. There is never an instant's
truce between virtue and vice. Goodness is the only investment
that
never fails. In the music of the harp which trembles round the
world
it is the insisting on this which thrills us. The harp is the
travelling patterer for the Universe's Insurance Company, recommending
its laws, and our little goodness is all the assessment that
we pay.
Though the youth at last grows indifferent, the laws of the universe
are not indifferent, but are forever on the side of the most
sensitive. Listen to every zephyr for some reproof, for it is
surely
there, and he is unfortunate who does not hear it. We cannot
touch a
string or move a stop but the charming moral transfixes us. Many
an
irksome noise, go a long way off, is heard as music, a proud,
sweet
satire on the meanness of our lives.
We are conscious of an animal in us, which awakens in proportion
as our higher nature slumbers. It is reptile and sensual, and
perhaps cannot be wholly expelled; like the worms which, even
in
life and health, occupy our bodies. Possibly we may withdraw
from
it, but never change its nature. I fear that it may enjoy a certain
health of its own; that we may be well, yet not pure. The other
day
I picked up the lower jaw of a hog, with white and sound teeth
and
tusks, which suggested that there was an animal health and vigor
distinct from the spiritual. This creature succeeded by other
means
than temperance and purity. "That in which men differ from
brute
beasts," says Mencius, "is a thing very inconsiderable;
the common
herd lose it very soon; superior men preserve it carefully."
Who knows
what sort of life would result if we had attained to purity?
If I knew
so wise a man as could teach me purity I would go to seek him
forthwith. "A command over our passions, and over the external
senses of the body, and good acts, are declared by the Ved to
be
indispensable in the mind's approximation to God." Yet the
spirit
can for the time pervade and control every member and function
of
the body, and transmute what ill form is the grossest sensuality
into purity and devotion. The generative energy, which, when
we are
loose, dissipates and makes us unclean, when we are continent
invigorates and inspires us. Chastity is the flowering of man;
and
what are called Genius, Heroism, Holiness, and the like, are
but
various fruits which succeed it. Man flows at once to God when
the
channel of purity is open. By turns our purity inspires and our
impurity casts us down. He is blessed who is assured that the
animal
is dying out in him day by day, and the divine being established.
Perhaps there is none but has cause for shame on account of the
inferior and brutish nature to which he is allied. I fear that
we
are such gods or demigods only as fauns and satyrs, the divine
allied to beasts, the creatures of appetite, and that, to some
extent,
our very life is our disgrace.
"How happy's he who hath due place assigned
To his beasts and disafforested his mind!
Can use this horse, goat, wolf, and ev'ry beast,
And is not ass himself to all the rest!
Else man not only is the herd of swine,
But he's those devils too which did incline
Them to a headlong rage, and made them worse."
All sensuality is one, though it takes many forms; all purity
is
one. It is the same whether a man eat, or drink, or cohabit,
or
sleep sensually. They are but one appetite, and we only need
to see
a person do any one of these things to know how great a sensualist
he is. The impure can neither stand nor sit with purity. When
the
reptile is attacked at one mouth of his burrow, he shows himself
at
another. If you would be chaste, you must be temperate. What
is
chastity? How shall a man know if he is chaste? He shall not
know
it. We have heard of this virtue, but we know not what it is.
We speak
conformably to the rumor which we have heard. From exertion come
wisdom and purity; from sloth ignorance and sensuality. In the
student
sensuality is a sluggish habit of mind. An unclean person is
universally a slothful one, one who sits by a stove, whom the
sun
shines on prostrate, who reposes without being fatigued. If you
would avoid uncleanness, and all the sins, work earnestly, though
it
be at cleaning a stable. Nature is hard to be overcome, but she
must
be overcome. What avails it that you are Christian, if you are
not
purer than the heathen, if you deny yourself no more, if you
are not
more religious? I know of many systems of religion esteemed heathenish
whose precepts fill the reader with shame, and provoke him to
new
endeavors, though it be to the performance of rites merely.
I hesitate to say these things, but it is not because of the
subject- I care not how obscene my words are- but because I cannot
speak of them without betraying my impurity. We discourse freely
without shame of one form of sensuality, and are silent about
another.
We are so degraded that we cannot speak simply of the necessary
functions of human nature. In earlier ages, in some countries,
every
function was reverently spoken of and regulated by law. Nothing
was
too trivial for the Hindoo lawgiver, however offensive it may
be to
modern taste. He teaches how to eat, drink, cohabit, void excrement
and urine, and the like, elevating what is mean, and does not
falsely excuse himself by calling these things trifles.
Every man is the builder of a temple, called his body, to the
god he
worships, after a style purely his own, nor can he get off by
hammering marble instead. We are all sculptors and painters,
and our
material is our own flesh and blood and bones. Any nobleness
begins at
once to refine a man's features, any meanness or sensuality to
imbrute
them.
John Farmer sat at his door one September evening, after a hard
day's work, his mind still running on his labor more or less.
Having
bathed, he sat down to re-create his intellectual man. It was
a rather
cool evening, and some of his neighbors were apprehending a frost.
He had not attended to the train of his thoughts long when he
heard
some one playing on a flute, and that sound harmonized with his
mood. Still he thought of his work; but the burden of his thought
was,
that though this kept running in his head, and he found himself
planning and contriving it against his will, yet it concerned
him very
little. It was no more than the scurf of his skin, which was
constantly shuffled off. But the notes of the flute came home
to his
ears out of a different sphere from that he worked in, and suggested
work for certain faculties which slumbered in him. They gently
did
away with the street, and the village, and the state in which
he
lived. A voice said to him- Why do you stay here and live this
mean
moiling life, when a glorious existence is possible for you?
Those
same stars twinkle over other fields than these.- But how to
come
out of this condition and actually migrate thither? All that
he
could think of was to practise some new austerity, to let his
mind
descend into his body and redeem it, and treat himself with ever
increasing respect.
BRUTE NEIGHBORS.
SOMETIMES I had a companion in my fishing, who came through
the
village to my house from the other side of the town, and the
catching of the dinner was as much a social exercise as the eating
of it.
Hermit. I wonder what the world is doing now. I have not heard
so
much as a locust over the sweet-fern these three hours. The pigeons
are all asleep upon their roosts- no flutter from them. Was that
a
farmer's noon horn which sounded from beyond the woods just now?
The
hands are coming in to boiled salt beef and cider and Indian
bread.
Why will men worry themselves so? He that does not eat need not
work. I wonder how much they have reaped. Who would live there
where a
body can never think for the barking of Bose? And oh, the
housekeeping! to keep bright the devil's door-knobs, and scour
his
tubs this bright day! Better not keep a house. Say, some hollow
tree; and then for morning calls and dinner-parties! Only a woodpecker
tapping. Oh, they swarm; the sun is too warm there; they are
born
too far into life for me. I have water from the spring, and a
loaf
of brown bread on the shelf.- Hark! I hear a rustling of the
leaves.
Is it some ill-fed village bound yielding to the instinct of
the
chase? or the lost pig which is said to be in these woods, whose
tracks I saw after the rain? It comes on apace; my sumachs and
sweetbriers tremble.- Eh, Mr. Poet, is it you? How do you like
the
world today?
Poet. See those clouds; how they hang! That's the greatest thing
I
have seen today. There's nothing like it in old paintings, nothing
like it in foreign lands- unless when we were off the coast of
Spain. That's a true Mediterranean sky. I thought, as I have
my living
to get, and have not eaten today, that I might go a-fishing.
That's
the true industry for poets. It is the only trade I have learned.
Come, let's along.
Hermit. I cannot resist. My brown bread will soon be gone. I
will go
with you gladly soon, but I am just concluding a serious meditation.
I
think that I am near the end of it. Leave me alone, then, for
a while.
But that we may not be delayed, you shall be digging the bait
meanwhile. Angleworms are rarely to be met with in these parts,
where the soil was never fattened with manure; the race is nearly
extinct. The sport of digging the bait is nearly equal to that
of
catching the fish, when one's appetite is not too keen; and this
you
may have all to yourself today. I would advise you to set in
the spade
down yonder among the groundnuts, where you see the johnswort
waving. I think that I may warrant you one worm to every three
sods
you turn up, if you look well in among the roots of the grass,
as if
you were weeding. Or, if you choose to go farther, it will not
be
unwise, for I have found the increase of fair bait to be very
nearly
as the squares of the distances.
Hermit alone. Let me see; where was I? Methinks I was nearly
in this
frame of mind; the world lay about at this angle. Shall I go
to heaven
or a-fishing? If I should soon bring this meditation to an end,
would another so sweet occasion be likely to offer? I was as
near
being resolved into the essence of things as ever I was in my
life.
I fear my thoughts will not come back to me. If it would do any
good, I would whistle for them. When they make us an offer, is
it wise
to say, We will think of it? My thoughts have left no track,
and I
cannot find the path again. What was it that I was thinking of?
It was
a very hazy day. I will just try these three sentences of Confut-
see;
they may fetch that state about again. I know not whether it
was the
dumps or a budding ecstasy. Mem. There never is but one opportunity
of
a kind.
Poet. How now, Hermit, is it too soon? I have got just thirteen
whole ones, beside several which are imperfect or undersized;
but they
will do for the smaller fry; they do not cover up the hook so
much.
Those village worms are quite too large; a shiner may make a
meal
off one without finding the skewer.
Hermit. Well, then, let's be off. Shall we to the Concord? There's
good sport there if the water be not too high.
Why do precisely these objects which we behold make a world?
Why has
man just these species of animals for his neighbors; as if nothing
but
a mouse could have filled this crevice? I suspect that Pilpay
& Co.
have put animals to their best use, for they are all beasts of
burden,
in a sense, made to carry some portion of our thoughts.
The mice which haunted my house were not the common ones, which
are said to have been introduced into the country, but a wild
native
kind not found in the village. I sent one to a distinguished
naturalist, and it interested him much. When I was building,
one of
these had its nest underneath the house, and before I had laid
the
second floor, and swept out the shavings, would come out regularly
at lunch time and pick up the crumbs at my feet. It probably
had never
seen a man before; and it soon became quite familiar, and would
run
over my shoes and up my clothes. It could readily ascend the
sides
of the room by short impulses, like a squirrel, which it resembled
in its motions. At length, as I leaned with my elbow on the bench
one day, it ran up my clothes, and along my sleeve, and round
and
round the paper which held my dinner, while I kept the latter
close,
and dodged and played at bopeep with it; and when at last I held
still
a piece of cheese between my thumb and finger, it came and nibbled
it,
sitting in my hand, and afterward cleaned its face and paws,
like a
fly, and walked away.
A phoebe soon built in my shed, and a robin for protection in
a pine
which grew against the house. In June the partridge (Tetrao umbellus),
which is so shy a bird, led her brood past my windows, from the
woods in the rear to the front of my house, clucking and calling
to
them like a hen, and in all her behavior proving herself the
hen of
the woods. The young suddenly disperse on your approach, at a
signal
from the mother, as if a whirlwind had swept them away, and they
so
exactly resemble the dried leaves and twigs that many a traveler
has
placed his foot in the midst of a brood, and heard the whir of
the old
bird as she flew off, and her anxious calls and mewing, or seen
her
trail her mings to attract his attention, without suspecting
their
neighborhood. The parent will sometimes roll and spin round before
you
in such a dishabille, that you cannot, for a few moments, detect
what kind of creature it is. The young squat still and flat,
often
running their heads under a leaf, and mind only their mother's
directions given from a distance, nor will your approach make
them run
again and betray themselves. You may even tread on them, or have
your eyes on them for a minute, without discovering them. I have
held them in my open hand at such a time, and still their only
care,
obedient to their mother and their instinct, was to squat there
without fear or trembling. So perfect is this instinct, that
once,
when I had laid them on the leaves again, and one accidentally
fell on
its side, it was found with the rest in exactly the same position
ten minutes afterward. They are not callow like the young of
most
birds, but more perfectly developed and precocious even than
chickens.
The remarkably adult yet innocent expression of their open and
serene eyes is very memorable. All intelligence seems reflected
in
them. They suggest not merely the purity of infancy, but a wisdom
clarified by experience. Such an eye was not born when the bird
was,
but is coeval with the sky it reflects. The woods do not yield
another
such a gem. The traveller does not often look into such a limpid
well.
The ignorant or reckless sportsman often shoots the parent at
such a
time, and leaves these innocents to fall a prey to some prowling
beast
or bird, or gradually mingle with the decaying leaves which they
so
much resemble. It is said that when hatched by a hen they will
directly disperse on some alarm, and so are lost, for they never
hear the mother's call which gathers them again. These were my
hens
and chickens.
It is remarkable how many creatures live wild and free though
secret
in the woods, and still sustain themselves in the neighborhood
of
towns, suspected by hunters only. How retired the otter manages
to
live here! He grows to be four feet long, as big as a small boy,
perhaps without any human being getting a glimpse of him. I formerly
saw the raccoon in the woods behind where my house is built,
and
probably still heard their whinnering at night. Commonly I rested
an
hour or two in the shade at noon, after planting, and ate my
lunch,
and read a little by a spring which was the source of a swamp
and of a
brook, oozing from under Brister's Hill, half a mile from my
field.
The approach to this was through a succession of descending grassy
hollows, full of young pitch pines, into a larger wood about
the
swamp. There, in a very secluded and shaded spot, under a spreading
white pine, there was yet a clean, firm sward to sit on. I had
dug out
the spring and made a well of clear gray water, where I could
dip up a
pailful without roiling it, and thither I went for this purpose
almost
every day in midsummer, when the pond was warmest. Thither, too,
the
woodcock led her brood, to probe the mud for worms, flying but
a
foot above them down the bank, while they ran in a troop beneath;
but at last, spying me, she would leave her young and circle
round and
round me, nearer and nearer till within four or five feet,
pretending broken wings and legs, to attract my attention, and
get off
her young, who would already have taken up their march, with
faint,
wiry peep, single file through the swamp, as she directed. Or
I
heard the peep of the young when I could not see the parent bird.
There too the turtle doves sat over the spring, or fluttered
from
bough to bough of the soft white pines over my head; or the red
squirrel, coursing down the nearest bough, was particularly familiar
and inquisitive. You only need sit still long enough in some
attractive spot in the woods that all its inhabitants may exhibit
themselves to you by turns.
I was witness to events of a less peaceful character. One day
when I
went out to my wood-pile, or rather my pile of stumps, I observed
two large ants, the one red, the other much larger, nearly half
an
inch long, and black, fiercely contending with one another. Having
once got hold they never let go, but struggled and wrestled and
rolled
on the chips incessantly. Looking farther, I was surprised to
find
that the chips were covered with such combatants, that it was
not a
duellum, but a bellum, a war between two races of ants, the red
always
pitted against the black, and frequently two red ones to one
black.
The legions of these Myrmidons covered all the hills and vales
in my
woodyard, and the ground was already strewn with the dead and
dying,
both red and black. It was the only battle which I have ever
witnessed, the only battle-field I ever trod while the battle
was
raging; internecine war; the red republicans on the one hand,
and
the black imperialists on the other. On every side they were
engaged
in deadly combat, yet without any noise that I could hear, and
human
soldiers never fought so resolutely. I watched a couple that
were fast
locked in each other's embraces, in a little sunny valley amid
the
chips, now at noonday prepared to fight till the sun went down,
or
life went out. The smaller red champion had fastened himself
like a
vice to his adversary's front, and through all the tumblings
on that
field never for an instant ceased to gnaw at one of his feelers
near
the root, having already caused the other to go by the board;
while
the stronger black one dashed him from side to side, and, as
I saw
on looking nearer, had already divested him of several of his
members.
They fought with more pertinacity than bulldogs. Neither manifested
the least disposition to retreat. It was evident that their battle-cry
was "Conquer or die." In the meanwhile there came along
a single red
ant on the hillside of this valley, evidently full of excitement,
who either had despatched his foe, or had not yet taken part
in the
battle; probably the latter, for he had lost none of his limbs;
whose mother had charged him to return with his shield or upon
it.
Or perchance he was some Achilles, who had nourished his wrath
apart, and had now come to avenge or rescue his Patroclus. He
saw this
unequal combat from afar- for the blacks were nearly twice the
size of
the red- he drew near with rapid pace till be stood on his guard
within half an inch of the combatants; then, watching his opportunity,
he sprang upon the black warrior, and commenced his operations
near
the root of his right fore leg, leaving the foe to select among
his
own members; and so there were three united for life, as if a
new kind
of attraction had been invented which put all other locks and
cements to shame. I should not have wondered by this time to
find that
they had their respective musical bands stationed on some eminent
chip, and playing their national airs the while, to excite the
slow
and cheer the dying combatants. I was myself excited somewhat
even
as if they had been men. The more you think of it, the less the
difference. And certainly there is not the fight recorded in
Concord
history, at least, if in the history of America, that will bear
a
moment's comparison with this, whether for the numbers engaged
in
it, or for the patriotism and heroism displayed. For numbers
and for
carnage it was an Austerlitz or Dresden. Concord Fight! Two killed
on the patriots' side, and Luther Blanchard wounded! Why here
every
ant was a Buttrick- "Fire! for God's sake fire!"- and
thousands shared
the fate of Davis and Hosmer. There was not one hireling there.
I have
no doubt that it was a principle they fought for, as much as
our
ancestors, and not to avoid a three-penny tax on their tea; and
the
results of this battle will be as important and memorable to
those
whom it concerns as those of the battle of Bunker Hill, at least.
I took up the chip oil which the three I have particularly described
were struggling, carried it into my house, and placed it under
a
tumbler on my window-sill, in order to see the issue. Holding
a
microscope to the first-mentioned red ant, I saw that, though
he was
assiduously gnawing at the near fore leg of his enemy, having
severed his remaining feeler, his own breast was all torn away,
exposing what vitals he had there to the jaws of the black warrior,
whose breastplate was apparently too thick for him to pierce;
and
the dark carbuncles of the sufferer's eyes shone with ferocity
such as
war only could excite. They struggled half an hour longer under
the
tumbler, and when I looked again the black soldier had severed
the
heads of his foes from their bodies, and the still living heads
were
hanging on either side of him like ghastly trophies at his saddle-bow,
still apparently as firmly fastened as ever, and he was endeavoring
with feeble struggles, being without feelers and with only the
remnant
of a leg, and I know not how many other wounds, to divest himself
of
them; which at length, after half an hour more, he accomplished.
I
raised the glass, and he went off over the window-sill in that
crippled state. Whether he finally survived that combat, and
spent the
remainder of his days in some Hotel des Invalides, I do not know;
but I thought that his industry would not be worth much thereafter.
I never learned which party was victorious, nor the cause of
the
war; but I felt for the rest of that day as if I had had my feelings
excited and harrowed by witnessing the struggle, the ferocity
and
carnage, of a human battle before my door.
Kirby and Spence tell us that the battles of ants have long been
celebrated and the date of them recorded, though they say that
Huber
is the only modern author who appears to have witnessed them.
"Aeneas Sylvius," say they, "after giving a very
circumstantial
account of one contested with great obstinacy by a great and
small
species on the trunk of a pear tree," adds that "'this
action was
fought in the pontificate of Eugenius the Fourth, in the presence
of
Nicholas Pistoriensis, an eminent lawyer, who related the whole,
history of the battle with the greatest fidelity.' A similar
engagement between great and small ants is recorded by Olaus
Magnus,
in which the small ones, being victorious, are said to have buried
the
bodies of their own soldiers, but left those of their giant enemies